Ivo Infinity

Masculine & feminine

The masculine is dedicated to the most or relatively significant/strongest: like being the strongest/most or relatively significant, or the outer (convex) form in the sense of the clearest/most obvious/hardest/opaque. Being oriented around the outer form also comes with having to be the strongest. The man, typically having a lower voice than the woman, is linked to the lower - more roaring - tones (bass travels further than higher notes). The feminine is more dedicated to the inner and the intimacy or heavenly qualities that comes along with it. It is associated with the higher tones - women typically have a higher voice than men - which are finer/smaller. From this too, we can derive that the inner has to do with or is in the softer/lighter/finer tones around the outer, which could bear fields of information like smell and sight also come from fields of information such as the molecules in the atmosphere or light. Consciousness and psychic or mental/higher dimensions should be of less dense, more balanced/soft/subtle/finer or higher frequency fabric/fields than ordinary solid matter(: higher frequencies are more psychic/mental, lower frequencies/more solid matter has more to do with the bodily) - and there is plenty of non-material energy/radiation (hence I speak of: ethereal 'light'/energy, further down on this page) in our known universe.

Goodness is spiritual phenomenon

The consciousness/spiritual aspect of something convinces us to do good - the matter aspect of it convinces us to act out of self-interest. Heaven is not in our universe, or dimension, because the heavenly is too high: of high frequency, with the finer and subtle - as opposed to the grosser lower frequency. The higher nature is really life, and the lower nature death (it is the decay of death that the strive for survival/vitality comes from).

Examples:

Consciousness would seem to be of more intricate alignment(: by alignment what is meant are meaningful connections, something which is relevant or has significant meaning to something/someone, be it constructive - or destructive in the case of misalignment) or harmony than ordinary lifeless matter. For one, it exhibits an innate state of goodness, especially in newborns. Also, we require a lot to be happy, such as shelter and food, or other things that make you happy - so tend to make things work, and as such create alignment(: meaningful connections, things from which the consciousness can extract added value or love - so requires an observer) in the outer. The outer world tends to make us harder: there is less alignment and more disharmony. The lower nature has to do more with the physical forms: food/drink (you have to take it at the cost of something else), less morality (more necessity/urgency, opposing interests: less alignment)/survival of the fittest, procreation/sex. The higher nature (transcending the imperfections of life to bring out our true nature, and in that sense the inner, into expression in the outer more; which would make it more intimate - or intimate to us in another sense - like it becoming more morally correct as an improvement: the being allegiant to the highest level of intimacy or true civilization) has more to do with the spiritual. Spiritual energies, like those in newborns, often exhibit much balancedness(: being in a state of balance) in the state of being they produce: extremely light and balanced (weightless) feeling (harmonized/aligned energy), innocence (morality) - and therefore provide spiritual replenishment. Lower-natured spiritual forces come about from 'circumstances': the imperfections of life. The fact that being good to others, besides perhaps some situational exceptions, is good for your health(: good for your spirit, restores it to its natural original configuration, which in turn is good for the body) - and that when we overcome outer circumstances and implement our inner in the outer/external, this is typically done to decrease suffering and increases the potential for love - show that really, we are part of one spirit (field or spectrum), and everything is one mind. The manifestation of the inner in the outer is in essence the original intention of the 'grand work' - which manifests as civilization - of humanity. The bending of the lower nature, which is based in the outer, in favor of the higher nature, which is spiritual - keyword: spirit, so having to do with one's inner - by nature: babies, who have the most untouched spirit by the outer world, are all born innocent. So the outer world is mutated into something that soothes and is built around the interface(: our experience) that is our inner.

Examples of doing things from higher (spiritual aspect) nature and lower (form aspect) nature: doing things from love or fear (acting from love or fear can also be seen as acting from intimacy or a betrayal of intimacy) - or, for instance: staying indoors because you're lazy (lower natured because it involves the inner being a slave to one's body, or one's form aspect) versus going out because you like to enjoy the sun (for the love of feeling the sun). In this example, lower nature would like to keep things predictable and monotonous (in my native language Dutch: 'eentonig', which means monotone - 'mono' meaning single, followed by the word 'tone'), driven by survival. From one's higher nature, one might act so as to maximize the potential of something happening that could make you happy (for the love of the situation). Acting from the fear-perspective, one might want to keep things as predictable as possible and want to rule out any unwanted irregularities. Someone, having been affected by discrepancies in life more, or acts from fear, will be more likely to make decisions from a perspective of more fragmentation - rather than seeing things as being as though one.
Another example of doing things from a love or fear perspective: one's actions can reactive: where you do something as a reaction to something (an urgency), or inductive: doing something as part of an intention that is meant to set the tone.
You can do things integrally from an inner harmonic (something that caters to all of the being - also, this is linked to the spontaneous, as the spontaneous is connected to and so incorporates all of the being) - or using just logic: a sort of 'AI-clone', where just logic is used (or the purely logical/rational aspect is 'extracted') to build/do something from that. For example: Steve Jobs's inner harmonic(: his supposed vision) being the factor leading to Apple's succes, rather than when he wasn't at the company and ordinary management took over, and they couldn't match the results. Or building a house that is both sturdy and looks nice, rather than a house that is just built to be practical, but looks ugly - where from all the principles of building a nice house, only the practical (lower nature-oriented, only caring about the physical needs a house is supposed to supply) principles are utilized and not the artistic (higher nature-oriented/oriented around one's inner experience of the building) ones, for example.

Letting go vs. intervening

To let go means to leave things, rather than intervene. Manually interfering with reality (such as per mindful thinking), as opposed to the spontaneity of one's inner being (such as is, for example, pre-planning your activities instead of letting the moment reveal itself) - is a characteristic trait of us humans, and comes with mental 'agedness'. With it, we can serve our self-interest, and become more powerful than other species - while it also causes us to have a more harmful impact on the ecosystems we inhabit(: be more out of balance with the surroundings).
With it, we can do good, but it can also hurt us.
We can channel the forces of the lower nature, the ego, the forces of self-interest - or the forces of not being possessed by the circumstances: of being 'de-possessed', that of the higher natured, which wants the best for everyone - where every being is permitted to be the main character in its own story.

Animals & humans

Animals are more innocent than humans for the part they're less able to stand above the immediate impulse to act, as this would deviate from a level of spontaneity, and therefore require a more dense or thorough center of attention, that is therefore heavier. The resonating at such psychic/mental frequencies comes with psychic/mental maturing or 'aging', in that animals are younger in their consciousness than humans.
  
Plants would as well be aware creatures, although having a different kind of conscious awareness than us - but aware nonetheless; and of course animals (no matter how tiny, each smaller size with a more dreamy awareness where they are aware but don't realize it and things happen by themselves/spontaneously, like in a dream) are also conscious observers like us.
Animals observe themselves consciously the same way humans do, or they wouldn't be able to develop their sensory equipment - this being derived from energetic body conducting the field of awareness. Animals do subconsciously have intuitions about the nature of existence, such as a sense of belonging (or not in hellish circumstances, naturally), feeling a connection with things around them in their relative innocence.
We have thoughts (which substantiate through our verbal expressions, but these are expressions of and rooted in feeling - only humans, to our knowledge, have this explicit object-based, as opposed to feeling-based, language), just like animals realize things - obviously not expressing this in our language, but having the realization nonetheless.

Morality

Hurting the innocent (like a plant, animal or baby) gives one bad 'karma'(: the current, or 'currency' one possesses, of the principle: 'what goes around comes around'), which means the greater whole supports that being - on account of that being being better for the greater whole. These beings typically are more peaceful. The being with the ability of being more violent (which can enforce with the most violence/has the most power, and so enforce his/her own, individual, will - whatever it may be), has the support of karma on his/her side less (as it is typically less innocent) - however, has more individual power to enforce his/her interest. The former is more oriented around the higher nature (and in this sense would be closer to a heavenly nature), the latter around the lower nature (and in this sense would be closer to a more hellish nature). (The one who gives you freedom is most likely to have your best interest in mind.)

To elaborate: there are a variety of living beings that we know of. Among those, some are more heaven-bound or heavenly and some are more hell-bound or hellish. Take plants, animals and humans. Plants are relatively still, animals move more, and humans can wield the most movement (can move the most weight) - be it through a machine or apparatus. Those who can wield more movement, can inflict more violence(: the sum of one's ability to serve and assert one's self-interest): plants make up the common biological grid, animals and insects interact with it harmoniously - humans tend to disturb the existing balance more. One can imagine, that generally, animals and plants will prefer a forest full of life, whereas humans - as a consequence of an 'arms race' among themselves - will be more likely to construct a 'dead' road and parking lot in its place - being more dependent on violence, having a greater ability to wield movement, causing more imbalance in the mutual striving for self-interest. This shows that heaven is more towards balance. Plants, which, like the 'younger' (than the more typically built-for-rugged-circumstances masculine) and fertile femininity, 'feed' and provide for the animals and humans, lead more ethereal existences, but are subject to their will - as our greater ability to wield movement allows us to inflict more violence. The ability to inflict more violence equals a greater ability to serve and assert one's self-interest, even if that ability to inflict more violence, or wield more movement (move more weight), is derived from working together and striving for a common goal among the group itself. Humans have a far less tranquil and balanced state of awareness, and typically less sense of inner peace, than animals. Whether humans can cater to their higher nature better than animals, in terms of striving for high morality, remains to be seen (though it may appear better at first glance: sure, animals kill one another to eat at random - but humans usurp the complete lives of animals they want to eat or whose products they consume otherwise, into an efficient breeding and killing machine, which takes away a lot of quality of life for the victimized animal) and greatly depends on one's definition of manifestation of higher nature (such as civilized behavior versus unbothered behavior). One may take our ability to create medicine, but this is really again the striving for serving the self-interest of those in and relevant beings around the group. Point is, that when there is more imbalance, or more movement, there is inherently more violence. Additionally, hellish creations are more robot-like (as a robot has no free will - as it is not alive - and solely does things as a response to other tangible external factors: typical of being robot-like is predictable repetitiveness, or evenness with a lack of spontaneity or uniqueness), such as square(: straight) grids versus a road pattern that grew organically (with, for example, odd angles and curved roads that have been built with the surroundings). Heavenly creations bear more colors (white contains all, black none, gray symbolizes dystopian boredom in, for example, architecture). Typical of robots or robot-like manifestations is that they do not respect life appropriately: with the tenderness or sensitivity it deserves.

Heaven and hell could mean: whether you're able to live with yourself as you are (at that moment), or the spiritual well-being you can claim as a consequence of that (which could be disturbed by situations where indebtment is the case: where ones have damaged one another - or aided by situations where one has had a positive influence).

Fresh vibes

Our feeling/inner harmonics resembles a resonance chamber.
Regarding feeling/inner harmonics being tones like notes and colors: that means they have a frequency/wavelength.

Fresh vibes could help one get into one's true nature (of having a rich mind). One could become 'possessed' - embodying the 'entity' or receding into the roles created by circumstances and the imperfections of life - with blemished vibes: damaging/inferior configurations of the (flow of) energy/tension in one's body/configuration of the feeling in one's body/auric configurations, such as being more loveless.

Field & Forms
  
There is the biggest: void, or empty space. There also are cores, and satellites revolving around those cores: solar systems, particle systems and such. Quantum field theory shows that each particle has its own corresponding field, and that particles are excitations/waveforms in those fields.

These are fields of information: like sight corresponds to a 'light-field', and the things you hear are encoded in vibrations in the air. (Higher frequencies are more psychic/mental, lower frequencies have more to do with the bodily.) In these lighter, higher frequency fields, information also becomes more non-local: an object is in one place but information about the object may already become apparent in its vicinity. In this sense, the imprint of the object/information begins to fill, and become as big as, the/a space - so the smaller 'particles' or waves these lighter densities consist of also correspond to the space in the sense of that they're more expansive than the matter that we know of, comprising a larger area than objects. So it corresponds to the space both in the sense of being smaller and being bigger than the matter that we perceive, showing the matter is of, and within, it.

If something becomes hotter (becoming higher frequency, more energetic) it becomes more fleeting (like something that is burned and goes up in smoke or something that evaporates). There is more space as solids (bigger, lower frequency fluctuations in the waters of spacetime) are packed less tightly: things are less dense. There are lighter 'forms' (or 'frequencies'/'harmonics'/fields of information) than the physical forms that surround us - which, as it were, make up lighter 'dimensions': these would be the higher-dimensional aspect. Dimensions or atmospheres/(atmo)spheres of influence really are graduals of density/permeability/solidness (posing resistance). Solid, more dense, matter is of more impeded energy. Fluid or gaseous forms generally are more fleeting: in general, liquid matter tends to be less stable and more transient compared to solid matter. This is because the particles in a liquid have more freedom to move and are less tightly packed than in a solid. The thought-realm and its thought-forms are of a more fleeting substance, of more unimpeded energy - like spacetime. Spacetime can be likened to water in the fact it can be distorted or curved by the presence of mass and energy, as described by Einstein's theory of general relativity: just as a heavy object placed on a stretched rubber sheet will cause the sheet to bend, massive objects like stars and planets cause spacetime to curve around them. This curvature affects the motion of other objects nearby, much like how the curvature of a riverbed affects the flow of water. Furthermore, just as waves propagate through water, disturbances in spacetime can propagate as gravitational waves. These waves are ripples in the fabric of spacetime itself, produced by accelerating masses, such as merging black holes or neutron stars. In this sense, the propagation of gravitational waves through spacetime can be likened to the propagation of waves through water. So spacetime acts like a fluid in these two respects. Space would also be more like gaseous forms in that it is the least solid form. This would hint at the spirit/psyche, and its thought-realm and (also emotional) feelings (or: inner harmonics/feelings, or the feelings you feel in your inner and of the outer), correspond to the space and energy (waves) in the space around them. Lighter (more fleeting) energy is less impeded, so it spreads out the impact of the objects it is reflected by over the field more, as an example. For instance, in the form of you being able to see or hear it from a distance in the case of light or sound: lighter field reflections of the objects or more impeded energy in a place - or even think about it, in the case of yet more unimpeded and so (greater, overall) field-bound energetic aspects of things. Information - or the reflections of the objects in the field - is also encoded in the heavier(: more impeded energy), lower, forms/objects - which thus are a refraction (a snapshot) of the original essence - as everything requires a medium. Also: what something is makes what it may become and so what field of information is encoded in it, such as that a rock has the forces of nature encoded in it by being a product of them - and such as that a brick may become a house or a road, and such part of that field of information or thought that is encoded in it by it being an expression of it. The substance or matter in which information is 'reflected' or set, however light or dense, and the relation to - in the sense of resistance/collision with - other substance, would be the lower-dimensional so masculine aspect; having to do with the outer world. The lower aspect, the form, means having to do with the survival/need for preservation for living beings, it entails. (These lower forms are larger scale accumulated patterns and so are a refraction of the original or initial they represent or originate from.) (So the diverged opposites have to do with the outer. Naturally/originally/initially. we are in a state of peace.) The information (or reflections in the field of the lower medium that this information is reflected/set in) itself - which corresponds to the higher-dimensional quality - has to do with its meaning (whether a living being can derive added value from it or not - so the implications it has for one's consciousness): what the information renders, or is rendered, into, requires the frame of reference of a receiver. We are an inversed reflection of and reaction to the surroundings(: this reality is like a mirror, like a being reflecting onto itself), with an energy surplus which allows us to react ahead of time based on previous experiences (think: genetics, spiritual memory). Consciousness is fields of information interacting with or working through matter. The alive quality and its consciously aware frame of reference may well be the reflection and refraction of an alive (intelligent: somehow creating functioning things, or able) whole. The lower(: more dense) substance that the information that (at least partially) comprises us is set in, is itself information or fluctuation in a field that thus encompasses it: an encompassing dimension. The realm of what could be, the way the keys of the piano determine the tunes one could play on it.

Brain

Rather than being the sole instigator of conscious awareness, the brain also is/acts as a receiver of consciousness from the overall universe. This 'overall universe' could be called a 'spirit/psychic field', or a volume/fabric of experience. Evolutionarily, the brain reflects the heavier, more dense, mind-center (and its contents, or definition) it hosts. It would, as per reflecting of this mind-force/vibration (also fractally: there are worlds/dimensions within worlds/dimensions), make the patterns of the matter align with and conducting these vibrations/(energetic) structures manifesting intelligence or in terms of which it is expressed (the way binary systems can be expressed in terms of electric signals and absence thereof) - and so is its medium. The neurons resonate at frequencies (based on the neurotransmitters they circulate, which act as signals between neurons - and other such conditions).

Intention is not solely out of need for survival

Aside from what's necessary for survival, most animals have a sweet nature. This contradicts the idea that living beings are only motivated by survival and sex. This could be so they can interact with their young well, which are naturally born innocent and good: in this sense the world is at the service of this good spiritual force that newborns carry: the striving for life. So the striving for survival is also the striving for life. Of course this force also serves survival: by being cute the newborn may be more attractive to take care of. For this to work the parents must also have a good enough soul to be able to recognize this beauty, and so it would turn out that good spirits become the most surviving spirits. So you can see the universe is considerably good, as only beings that are worth existing overall generally end up existing. Also, perhaps this goodness and innocence is a natural property of the harmony that is the newly created life: the body is made up of ratio's, which reveals the body models after an as it were sound or vibration (and creates its own 'sound'/vibration). And for the harmonious sounds in the body to be completely newly created means it should often be well intact. It reflects the natural harmony of the newly created, and thus of the universe at its core. This must be a naturally implied principle in existence, as goes back to that someone who is blanco, being 'newly created' or 'renewed' at the very least, and cannot have done anything wrong, should therefore be innocent - and it is only in the lower 'watered down'/diluted refractions of this 'light' (of goodness or of the original or higher essence), in the larger, therefore more delayed and therefore 'older'(/more 'aged'/of more matured quality) patterns that end up happening comprising solid forms, that disharmony/misalignment/discrepancy starts occurring, such as in producing a seemingly dead physical universe (with a bunch of gas balls and rocks: stars and planets, and such).

Innately alive universe

Nothing/non-existence doesn't exist, so nothing and something are complementary. The way frequencies of information are proportioned and what matter looks like has to do with how space/the spatial dimensions are ordered - the same way something that is an equal distance in every direction will be round.
Since we, as sentient beings(: animals including humans), are biological beings like plants, plants may be an earlier step in the evolving of our sentience - with plants having their own awareness and feeling. We as living being, as are plants, are derived from and dependent on Earthly materials and atmospheric conditions. As a whole/on a broad scale, our universe/things should be innately alive, containing the potential for developing life, as things grew into our dimension - coming from the prime/primal/ancient/original/initial/the source/(the) God (state or dimension/field).

Non-linear

The space contains/retains/resonates information about what happened in the past, and possibly (aspects of) the future - it would have this information embedded/physically encoded into it. Since light doesn't experience time, and this originated from a Big Bang where everything making up this universe was released - perhaps in that single bang, information about the future that the present state implies, is already embedded.

We are in a thought-reality. The non-material(: energetic, psychic) relationship between things can manifest (as) energy (which can cause hallucinations) and coincidences.

There is the inner(: psyche/spirit) and outer(: physical matter) aspect. Thoughts influence our reality - also energetically. As one becomes 'psychically activated', manifestations or beings around one may begin to (at the very least seem to) respond or correspond to what goes on inside of you, and what goes on inside of you may begin to intertwine with what goes on outside of you. Thoughts and feelings have/are energy, and this energy manifests in the outer world - including as hallucinations.

The substances mentioned below, generally speaking, activate one psychically: activates the perception and receptivity(: being able to receive) of the non-material - or lighter, more mental, electric/energetic forms (or shapes: hallucinations)/spirits or spiritual/energetic states, which can be felt (manipulate the energy/electricity one feels in the body).

You are a growing-force. You are a being that is within itself. Things, in that sense, are a spiritual/psychic simulation of the greater self and/or universe, happening within one's psyche or mind. A ghost of someone's thoughts. You are an interdimensional being. Only a universe that has an observer actually exists (in the sense of ever having been experienced). A universe that exists in this sense, would more likely be one where the life looking back on it is possible. Things may be part of a psychic construct. We are part of the living fabric that is space, that exists as all kinds of things. You manage the project that is you together with the greater universe.

The mind, feeling in the body and things one perceives with the senses, can become intertwined with (things that happen in) the reality outside of us. Our minds, our intent, are connected to our (energetic) body, which is connected to the surroundings. Our energy (which is psychic: connected to our thoughts) can energetically influence the reality, as well as that we can feel energetic influences in our surroundings. There is a psychic/energetic field/layer around us or to reality, through which we are connected.

In an incomprehensible way, the universe can connect things/things that happen around you (including what people say or things people or animals/insects do/ways they act, or sounds happening around you) that could not have been connected ordinarily. This often happens through coincidence: as if the separate factors were pre-aligned in some way, and through this energetic field/connection - because what happens often is connected to what one feels or the energy around one, or how one interprets things/through the meaning things have for you (which that which connects these things apparently understands). The reality can be controlled: it can be as though controlled centrally, by something that knows what you think, well. It may seem like there is an additional, invisible (perhaps 'higher') dimension (or 'higher-dimensional' anomaly/occurrence) working through the reality that you interact with, as if it is sort of a mainframe. You get a strong feeling that you are part of something bigger. Manifestations around one are connected to one's internal thoughts or thought-processes, (spiritual and/or bodily) energies one interacts with - including, for example: blockages in the flow of one's breath, energy, body - or otherwise, and things that pertain to one as a person (this could be as simple as 'receiving a sign from the universe'). Manifestations around one and one's mind become connected and align with one another. This happens through a mainframe where one may even receive what are perceived as messages from the greater universe (for example, conveying what you may need to hear, or insights or advice).

Substances - such as ketamine specifically, but also LSD - can give one an 'orgasmic' feeling in the body. It can give you a very light, weightless feeling in the body. This comes about from so-called: 'ethereal light': the energy of the aura. Hallucinations are interactions of the energy of the field with our energetic body/mind. This light feeling may come together with a hallucination of intensified visual snow. One may also hallucinate whitish/colored lights, shapes/objects, or dark spots/shadows. The hallucinations influence and go together with one's psychic (or: mental) state, may come about after using substances, or may be caused by the presence of animals or people. The energetic/hallucinogenic interactions can be beyond just the visible: they can carry actual energy, insights, or presences.

During psychic activation (as may come about from using substances such as weed, Speed, ketamine, DMT and LSD), one may come to encounter symbolic connections between otherwise separate factors (which sometimes appear to be cases of divine timing):
 • Things pertaining to one, one's thinking/thought-processes, or the energetics of (or feeling in) one's body, begin to work through the outer.
 • Hallucinations (things may appear to move in place, lights, dark spots, other hallucinatory shapes/colors, things may appear brighter and more colorful, intensified visual snow, sounds, feeling in the body that come about from something invisible to others or are connected to these hallucinations).
 • What people say, noises animals make and things they do such as showing themselves begins to align with one's inner state of being/thought-process.

These connections or similarities (which may sometimes feel as though they are the consequence of divine timing) may be the consequence of:
 • An energetic relationship or attraction between things, also non-material relationship or associations like abstract relationships or such as happen through the psyche, as those connections may be manifested or expressed in the outer world.
 • The energetics of the mind and/or body: the looking for connections by the mind or producing hallucinations, and the body reaching peaks in its energies (or energetic 'glow-ups').
 • The being interconnected of bodies, psyches/mentalities (and breaths), perhaps also through an energetic layer to reality (such as a field, or field of information), or other non-material relationships between things such as exist in the interpretation of the psyche, like the music of things. When the would-be coincidences become increasingly improbable, it may be more logical to assume the forces of an energetic layer to reality or other forces could be directing certain manifestations.

Outside of these connections or similarities, in life, one may encounter other coincidences (which includes synchronicities) - which may also seem like divine timing. Like with these coincidences, sometimes it seems as though they could only have come about from a pre-alignment (having been lined up) of some sort, or be made to occur in some incomprehensible way (because they seem to produce divine timing) - though they could also have been genuine coincidences (that came about from luck).

There is a field through which we are connected through feeling and thinking: we can have mutual feeling-sensation/intuition (or, say, epiphanies) or thinking (during certain situations). Because of this, things in your inner feeling/thoughts (or even hallucinations) may at least seem to influence others as others (including animals) seem to respond to it.
Because we are connected through this layer, when there is a mutual feeling/sensation, what may otherwise be perceived as coincidences may occur (take for instance: a mutual sense of timing).
This feeling-layer could also be sensed in the form of, or cause, hallucinations.

There is a psychic energy field that connects us.
Our minds are part of this psychic field.
This psychic field energetically influences reality: psychic forces can influence the electricity around us.
We are energetically/'aurically' connected: (the energy of, or feeling in) the body is connected, 'through the air' to that of other people and people around you.
This psychic energetic field/layer can influence the psyche as well (causing hallucinations and/or influence one's thought-process), and start following the psyche in the manifestations that occur around you through people, animals, things and hallucinations. One's thinking or thought-process, (inner/feeling-)energies/forces or aspects pertaining to one may begin to seem to work through the reality.
On ketamine or LSD, you may get an 'orgasmic' (you sometimes feel as if energy is being radiated onto you - alleviating the weight of the normal feeling in your body) feeling of tranquillity throughout your body (this can give you a very light weightless feeling: a sensation of weightlessness in the body). This feeling one feels can also be extended to regions or objects outside of your body, namely: the way you feel something you're looking at. Sometimes, this feeling comes accompanied by intensified visual snow in a specific spot in one's vision, that - in this same way - can make up what is felt in the body (on, for example, weed, Speed, ketamine and/or LSD).
Hallucinations are energetic interactions with one's energetic body/aura (hallucinations may be felt with the feeling you feel in and around the body, and so be a consequence of that same energy), influencing and which are influenced by one's mind (which is therefore connected to this energetic field/layer, and has the power to manifest energetically through thought, which may rarely even physically influence what's in the vicinity).
One may also hallucinate white/colored/dark spots/shapes, which can be translucent.

The psyche, energetic body (what you feel in the body) and things one perceives with the senses, can become intertwined with what manifests in the outer reality: there is a psychic/energetic field/layer around us or to reality. This energy is connected to our thoughts and ideas as well, hence this field/layer is a psychic field/layer. This psychic field/layer influences everything (the physical reality) energetically. One's mind (and one's intent) is connected to one's (energetic) body, which is connected to the surroundings. We, our psyches/minds and (energetic) bodies, are energetically and psychically connected through our surroundings. Our energy can energetically influence the reality, as well as that we can feel energetic influences in our surroundings.

We are aurically/energetically connected: (the energy of, or feeling in) the body is connected, 'through the air' to that of other people and people around you. Other people may respond to the feeling or energy you have within your body. Our thoughts are also connected: one's thoughts may influence someone else('s). Even one's breathing may influence that of others around you. So we are aurically and energetically/psychically and therefore mentally (as one's energetics involve one's thinking) connected through the (energy in the) empty space/'air' around us. The way you/your body and/or mind configures your energy/feeling to be, influences the energy in the space and for others around you. Others may respond to your thinking and/or feeling in your body, and even external manifestations can become directed by the energies of the inner.
  
The psychic field/layer can make you hallucinate. You can receive a spike in auric energy: so-called 'ethereal light', which can give you an 'orgasmic' feeling in the body. Hallucinations are energetic interactions with your (energetic) body/mind. What you hallucinate has to do with the energy in your body, around you and with your psychic state of being/the energy in your mind. One may also hallucinate whitish/colored lights, translucent colored shapes, shapes/objects, or dark spots and shadows.

We are energetically/aurically connected. There exists a mental(: ethereal, non-physical) world (through which one can travel), a psychic/mental thought-realm concerned with regions of the psyche (emotional/metaphysical states) and mind (non-physical manifestations - manifestations in the inner commonly not perceived in the outer with the naked, or perhaps untrained, eye regardless of a metaphysical resemblance). This realm of thoughts, or thought-field, has connections to the greater universe and its entities/psychic forces, such as a higher power and states of oneness or a devil/hell (on a side note: one is often plunged into hell by experiencing a state of not being able to cope with yourself). This thought-realm/dimension can overlap with our reality and influence it energetically (and can be felt with the energetic body accordingly) or through coincidence (which are made to occur in some incomprehensive way, something like predestination, but also through these bodily and mind energetics: perhaps giving people a feeling/idea and so the incentive to do or say things). During psychic activation, this thought-/mind/spirit/psychic field/layer may become more apparent, like in the form of non-physical energetic hallucinatory manifestations.  

During psychic activation (so-called 'psychosis') one may experience people, animals or things responding to one's thoughts, things which seem predestined or coincidences occurring. One's state of being, thinking or thought-process, feeling, or things pertaining to one, may (at least seem to) start to work through the reality. One may also perceive things outside of the common perception, like through hallucinations.

Psychic activation de-mystified:
 • Thoughts/thought-energies guide manifestations as things seem to be influenced by an non-material connection/spiritual interrelation of some kind.
 • Something aligns one with the cosmos/surroundings.
 • Cleansing/purifying/attuning one's aura(=the to the naked or perhaps untrained eye invisible feeling-body) or one's aura in general influencing reality: feeling-energy guiding manifestations.
 • Mentally, your body may try to configure your energy (sometimes with the help of your physicality indicating positioning of some sort): thoughts directing/setting the tone for the energy in the body and around one.
 • The (thought-)energy (the way you could feel someone's attention) of others (in the space around one or elsewhere) may, on substances like LSD, become apparent around one.
 • Auric(='feeling-body')/feeling energy may induce hallucinations of all kinds, which - corresponding to actual energy around you - could begin to configure this energy moving on their own volition.
  
I am looking for real world implications of psychic activation. Simply put, during psychic activation one experiences alignments or what would otherwise seem as coincidences(: timing or seeming connectedness or connections between separate things, including hallucinations). What 'caused' or directed these 'coincidences' to occur? As through these connections - which one could, with ordinary knowledge, only make out to be coincidences - it seems like an orchestrating intelligence (whether good/sublime or bad/maleficent, and whether of the universe, the brain, both or another or even another's, say of a spiritual force or perhaps even being) is at work. Presuming the brain is at least in part not purely malfunctioning when it highlights these phenomena, which often are of amazing 'craftsmanship', and often seem to highlight a meaningful interwovenness on a deep level with the surroundings (which would not be indicatory of a disease, as one would think a disease would just usher in destruction), a possibility could be one or multiple additional aspects/dimensions/layers to reality (this could be or have to do with the inner) - possibly energetic (based on an energetic or at least an non-material attraction/relationship between things, which could somehow have its roots in the higher level of alignment associated with consciousness and its higher nature, so could be rooted in one's perspective - in a scenario where the consciousness subconsciously, and with supreme intelligence, works and makes one's and/or other's thought-processes/actions work around - or attunes to - the reality/others to create alignments): allowing for cause and effect between otherwise separate factors (including hallucinations) and possibly assisting in the alignment of events to form coincidences in some incomprehensible manner/through predestination - which would require yet another dimension/aspect to reality of its own (as it were 'supplying' the means, being the intelligence, through the interconnectedness, to make these alignments/coincidences come about: working with the universe at large/a higher force) - or in the way of the alignments/coincidences being the consequence of a purely energetic process of this aspect to reality/dimension/layer itself. Or it could be a combination of both, which would seem most likely.

You are a growing-force.
You are an interdimensional being.

The universe is of an imaginative fabric.
You are a being that is within itself.
Things, in that sense, are a cosmic, organic and spiritual/psychic simulation within of the greater self and/or universe, within one's psyche or mind. A ghost of someone's thoughts.
We are inside thought-patterns.
You grow starting from focus and resonating of thought-energy.

Only a universe that has an observer/has ever been observed actually exists (in the sense of ever having been experienced): a universe that is never experienced might as well never have existed. A universe that exists in this sense, would more likely be one where the life looking back on it is possible.
Things are part of a psychic construct. Things exist within a mental space (the mental goes beyond one's individual psyche).

Through fabric: substances and mediums pervading and making up outer space and/or volume (where substances and fabrics are of different densities/permeabilities/solidnesses - posing resistance - and a different scale manifestation of the same principal nature), speak systems of higher complexity/order/alignment/coherence/sublimeness: of more complex/intricate connections/interactions - and consequently intelligence in the form of us(: an observer)/life as we know it, and there could be overarching intelligence(s)/intelligence structure(s). These fields of information - of a higher frequency fabric/substance: bio-energetics, and its radiation - would be structures of these higher intelligences.

The psyche is unified(: centralized with the observer/you as center) rendition of impulses designed by nature to have the right effect on the spirit for the survival of the body. In the feedback a spirit gets from the body, it needs to make decisions where the body doesn't do it automatically. Of course certain decisions are prompted by the body, but there is always an agreeing to do something: a ratification, if you will - and so one becomes responsible. This 'rendition' is what things revolve around: in everything that exists it would be so the existence of it is possible, or it wouldn't have or might as well never have existed because it is not experienced. So each time, the unique coincidence happens. Therefore, the universe is sublime: like an evolution for universes as less perfect/sublime universes haven't made it into existence. Existence is a dimension to things, a way of looking at things/a positioning oneself. The rendition is what things end up existing in, as the body interacts with the surroundings. The rendition is like a dimension to things. This dimension also is the dimension where one's free will resides, from where is acted(: or from where happens the giving power/impulses to - in response to impulses from - the psyche/that which presents itself, or is summoned by one): there is someone present, there is an experience (that should be encoded or based in the body and its energies: the physical - and perhaps is rooted or based in something outside of that, that render into the experience). It is not an automation (meaning that consciousness is not reducable to mere computation): one has a free choice of action. So the experience/rendition and physical (energies/waves and substances) are rooted/based in, and also exist in (terms of), so by means of, one another - and so reflect onto/into one another.

Things are of psychic nature and origin: things (including the blunt objects) are an echoing of sensitivity.
Our localized, 'lower-dimensional' experiences may be part of an overarching, broader field of experience or more collective consciousness.
So we are part of a psychic field.
We are part of the living fabric that is space, that exists as all kinds of things.

The universe(: the void, or the psychic auric field that fills it or that is filled with objects, harboring the psyche it is part of, or whatever we're in - from which everything stems that is connected to all things - the personified, and in that sense localized, intelligence that operates everything which is called God) is alive and intelligent.

A 'you', a life-force or a consciousness - something living, would seem to be of a more synthesized (or 'converged') quality, as it has goodness in it (it knows love and compassion). From this vision, lifeless matter would seem to be something that arises in the more diverged aspects of reality. It is, as it were, a refraction of, and that is part of, the 'you'.

A universe that is never observed might as well never have existed; something that is never experience might as well never have existed (- the only thing by means of which truly and meaningfully exist is through the fabric of subjective experience/realization, though matter can incur/cause the psyche meaning the objective should not necessarily be/doesn't have to be a fake).
A universe in which there is a 'you': a conscious observer, is one in which the life looking out into it is possible.

Something will have occurred to make the dimension(s) that we live in possible, such as through divine timing/coincidence - such as in the case of our physical dimension leading to what we know as the Big Bang, if that would be what happened, or otherwise - which could have been orchestrated or come about naturally through extra dimensions.
Even if things did come about 'randomly', it would be more probable for this coincidence - the factors aligning to form a psyche - to come about from a pre-alignment/pre-condition, such as the structure of (non-)existence itself, the pre-existence of a psyche/mind/spirit, or an encompassing extra 'dimension' of some sort.
We're in a matrix of a construct of a psyche of a being that is within itself.

We're inside something with a heart that is innately intimate, in(/contained/encompassed by) which we're in some type of infinity, growing in a piece of its matrix.

Dimensions work like mirrors, the inner is like its own dimension(s): a mirror of the outer dimension(s). Your inner influences and is influenced(: 'mirrors') by the outer. Then, there could be extra dimensions through which things are connected beyond through ordinary linear causality. Reality is a multi-dimensional construct, which includes higher dimensions, which the dimensions that comprise one's inner are part of. I would deem it probable that from such a multi-/higher-dimensional construct, the physical dimensions are derived that are 'impregnated' or 'incubated' with it - both encompassing one another from their own perspective: the outer is within the inner and the inner is within the outer.
  
A reason to assume life beyond this human existence would be because the universe would be infinite.  
There is a connectedness at the root of that which is an expression(/grows out) of it. Growth radiates from within as the response from the void coalesces into form. One('s point of view) may be incubated into what one grows, which radiates its energy back into the void.

Since things can only truly(: actually) exist within one's perception, you encompasses something that is not yourself as things begin and end with yourself - also being a psychic/mental being or spirit/thought-form (so not just bound by the body it grows into).

Being the main character in your own story: what attributes does a you, being the main character of his/her own story, have, and not have? For example: the main character is typically the good or right person, or is the one who wins, has succes, and faces adversity well (however that may be, like with, for example, grace like Jesus would or with vigor). To what extend is one made to be a satellite in relation to life? Being the 'main character' can mean multiple things. It can mean being born in ideal conditions: the nicest country, the best looking body, and being the 'prime' in the sense of being the best - but in case you get born in mediocre conditions, it can mean you are nice and normal, or regular/ordinary/average, in the way any ordinary person would be - and so you are the 'prime' in the sense of being the default type and not standing out in any particular way. One can also realize that since the real protagonist/main character is good (someone further down this path would be like a Jesus-figure), he or she would ultimately pursue the higher nature rather than just be lead by or being a victim of the circumstances or the imperfections of life. When bad things happen, we still make ourselves the prime, or main character in our own story more, by looking for meaning in what happened, and saying it must be because it is supposed to make us better in some way, rather than just one falling victim to a circumstance.
Things can be psychopathic to an extend (think: the fact we have to eat one another to stay alive), and be of true intimacy (such as when you really look at a tree, and see how sublime it is). As time goes on, light dissipates. It, as it were, refracts (as light passes from one translucent substance into the next, light bends: white light will become a rainbow, so the light is stretched) as it dies out. We come from the more harmonious/aligned form/shape (the inner). As time goes on, discrepancy - therefore also objectivity, grows (eventually forming the outer) - up until in a much later stadium where we manifest, like on a different - lower - wavelength/frequency or dimension.

The universe is not just mechanical (Newtonian): a blunt, brute, or blind force, that does not care about the individual. The mechanical, so object-based, would be of the lower dimension. However, despite this brute force, what's in the universe does accumulate into a harmonious, coherent, aligned, intelligent and sublime greater whole - so is made after such a force/power. As Max Planck put it: "all matter originates and exists only by virtue of a force which brings the particle of an atom to vibration and holds this most minute solar system of the atom together. We must assume behind this force a conscious and intelligent mind. This mind is the matrix of all matter." The opposite of chaos is alignment. Just like sexuality only comes about later in life, the initial/primary nature of what is, is something gentle. Only the physical substance in which we're manifested seems to be blind and mechanical, almost like it's something you go into (but that can be influenced by this other, higher, more intelligent part, which the observer may be of/come from - if you look closely), rather than you being exclusively of that lower-dimensional aspect of reality per se. We come from more pure alignment (that harbors/conducts the existence of a 'you').

'Everything has a reason': things that happen can have a spiritual reason.
You manage the project that is you together with the greater universe.
Something that is as interdependent as having to be able to take a breath to even live can only come about in conspiracy with something enveloping it. There is only you.
Your awareness is a localized coalesced focal point of the universe.
The field(/space) where things arise is your relationship with, or relation to, the universe.

Where dreams are born is where the inner perception and inner harmonics reside or originate from that end up actually being experienced or make up the fabric of the inwardly experienced - also in expressing/representing/being a rendition of the outer world to us - making it so that something is actually alive.

Everything(: space) is (like) a nervous system in that there is feedback - and things, the blunt matter or solid objects, would be inherent to the fabric of the universe/volume(less) just like the more sensitive parts of this feedback-system/mind. Also, the outer manifestations are the product of its thought-processes or input of energy causing feedback, the way one's neurons are the product/consequence of this person's thought-processes. If we view reality as a big nervous system of a mind to have play with the edge of the sword of discrepancy/duality (because things can't be in the same place at the same time to an extend, things push one another around: pressure differences/frequencies interacting/curvature - being the driving force behind the movement of the reality) in the universe/existence: how things would play out in a dualistic light - incarnating into itself (sensitive 'substance' filling the volume, which would be more gentle, subtle and fleeting than the blunt solid objects), having conscious feedback about itself, with the intention(: input of energy creating feedback) of this sensitivity having a certain meaning in that it influences someone positively or negatively. This someone would be both really the same, while being (a) unique (iteration), every time. Reality is a warping/curvature/lensing, a refraction as (as) one becomes many (separately), of our true, more sincere and upright, self (somewhere deep in one's heart or soul, or one's monumentally harmonious or heavenly inner harmonics): the volume carrying an overall potential for life (or even carrying an overall dreamy awareness or a sensitivity) being concentrated and encapsulated in a body (until it expires?) - the way the water creates the shells within it by means of the way its pressure works, and so really are cymatic forms. One's outer self among (the discrepancies which go hand in hand with occupying and having to sustain oneself - under penalty of being done harm in the form of pain and loss - among) the (increasingly) blunt and/or hard(er) and (more) opaque objects typically would cause one to be more affected and consequently grosser or more blemished.

Things would be actually, objectively real: rooted in genuinity and actuality and not a fake or mere simulation; meaning things are what they are, the people are actually going through what they're going through as the reality is really there and can have influence on, and even incur, or physically induce, the psyche. (Physically, outwardly - not necessarily spiritually or inwardly; as outer and inner encompass one another, each encompassing the other from its perspective). The fabric of actuality/existence is acoustically/analogously/mechanically what it is because the structure/arrangement of volume/space creates how matter behaves. Though, it may still be something that exists as information in terms of something else, like programming language or 1's and 0's for a computer simulation, in the sense that if the universe would be a hologram (which physicists would argue is so: 'AdS/CFT-correspondence').

Things would be objectively real because it is actually there: whether one would want it to be or not - and it is the common fabric, which then manifests or is set in one's subjectivity thus actually existing, making things 'subjectively real' or causing it to have meaning. There are 'rules/laws' or really patterns: 'regulations'/regularities, that things tend to adhere to. Fundamentals, such as amount, are so inherent to existence such that it seems not to be artificially created: you couldn't imagine an existence or reality where there is not the fact that there can be one or two of something. These rules are inherent to reality as being derived from the fabric of existence (and not artificial). This fabric may exist in its own right, though really the only thing that exists is our experience of it - hence what we call objective reality is only substantiated upon recording/observation. The fabric of what we experience with, or the fabric of the dimension(s) of the mind's eye, is not necessarily the same as the thing that is experienced with it - rather the thing is reflected in it (they are, however, connected: the energetic span of one's attention and awareness spans beyond just one's physical body, into the space - influencing what's in it energetically, even if it may not have a significant effect, and interrelating with other's). This is why hallucinations would be interactions with the aura that one sees becoming manifested around one, even though another might not. This would be why life might be a simulation after all: because the world of the fabric of our mind and psyche could exist independently of, so without the necessary need for, this physical world. Consciousness may have expressions in the physical, but the 'dimensions' in which our minds live might span beyond just this particular 'location'/physical outer dimension that it now finds itself in. In other words: a superseding dimension (encompassing the physical from its point of view, while the physical may encompass it from its point of view - as they come into contact, and interact, with one another).

That, however, does not take away from the fact that things are real, because things have force behind them - which impacts us in that it incurs/induces or requires a certain center of attention/awareness/experience. Thus, the dimensions envelop and encompass, and cause, one another (as they would in a fabric to which they are inherent). The coincidence of life coming about is because only something meaningful could be that which is derived from what is inherent to (the fabric of) anything/that which is/(non-)existence (non-existence doesn't exist, so also belongs to that which is). That would be why there ultimately was an evolution of life.
 
 • When going to the store in the morning to get some food, I suddenly recalled that I hadn't seen my friend Fouad in a while. I thought about how we had agreed that we would hang out some time, and never did. When walking home, having just exited the store one minute ago, I saw Fouad riding by on his scooter, and we greeted one another. And it's not like I regularly think about him either - in fact, it was this one time. Since the odds are so improbable for this to happen by coincidence, it is like something knew that I would run into him a bit later, without me knowing.
 
Somewhere, non-linearly somehow, my friend and I must already have been interacting. So somehow it was known that we would run into one another, and induced that thought about him as a consequence. This could be in a non-linear field of information/non-local field of energy. In the sensing things coming ahead of time: 'clairvoyance', there is an effect whereby things that will occur create an impact/influence on someone ahead of time, inducing a certain thought/feeling, for example - such as in the example above, where my energy was already interacting with the presence/energy of my friend, before either of us knew we would run into one another.
 
 Life is a predicting pattern-recognizing feedback-phenomenon because it tries to adapt to surroundings, tries to prepare based on predictions based on the past, using a memory (in the broad sense, such as including genetic memory). So the organism of a lifeform delves into the (recording of) the past (using systems like DNA) to try to protect and preserve its inertia from things it faces, ahead of time: resistance of inertia to change. So, life comes from a form's tendency to have a certain resistance to change in its inertia, causing the form to preserve its inertia and thus reflect back reactions to the environment that prolong its current configuration.

If we (and our bodies) are made in the image of 'God', then (what we would call) 'God' should be (like) a psychic(: of a psyche)/mental (form of) being or presence: a being that essentially is sort of a cosmic psychic force, bearing a cosmic mind/intelligence. We might have different aspects to our being occupying different dimensions.

The universe is the mind/intelligence of (a) spiritual/psychic being(s)/presence(s). This spirit/psyche or these spirits/psyches: person(')(s) (mind)/being(s) would encompass the essence (that life is of).
(Though engineered coincidence from a physical standpoint,) we would be in a spiritual/psychic 'simulation'/'mainframe', where what would happen is meant(: intended/wanted) to happen (by something that realizes time differently - in the sense of different from linearly, like we would in everyday life: which would hint at qualities of non-locality). Another way of looking at it is that the way reality is the existence of the physical could have to do with the spiritual nature of existence - in other words: that a spiritual layer exists from which our physical reality is a derivative. We would be spiritual/psychic beings that have entered the 'simulation' of the more dense matter, and are not necessarily of it, but rather a fusion of both.
This mind would try to make happen in the fixed, solid material/substance - a sort of ultra slow-motion of the light(er).
Perhaps, from this spiritual world, we get spiritual assistance: spirit guides.

What is outside our 'simulation'/'mainframe' (that we call 'life' and its psyches/psychic or intelligence-forces)? Perhaps a non-linear/non-local dimension of inner harmonics… Like the snares belonging to the keys on a piano are always there, whether you press them or not - the ethereal frequencies of things are always there, whether they rise to the surface (manifest in our worldly realm), or not.

Divinities (also such as of one's own higher self) are psychic/spiritual forces, or forces 'within'(: through) oneself, being states of being/presences (perhaps of beings/minds/intelligences around one). Having an impermeable body (like us, being incarnated into the flesh), means taking up space through being opaque: the extend to which something cannot be in the same place as it, or the extend to which it's patterns takes up space/volume.

On LSD, one could/would get a 'wider' (psychic/mental/experiential/perceptual) scope. In what you see or read, you may pick up on all kinds of aspects of it that you hadn't before, but which are unmistakably there. Everything becomes an alive whole, you may talk to the spirit of objects. It's like you look at things backed by the libraries of information of the universe/the collective subconsciouses of the beings around you. First you'll notice that you suddenly are pulled in by a deep sense of rest. From there, your vision will begin doing all kinds of weird tricks and 'backflips', and you may suddenly find yourself to be somewhere else while getting realizations. These realizations are provided and curated by the universe, the wider intelligence, in the sense that it steers the thought-process that you choose that is enabled by the wider scope. This becomes apparent through divine timing that may start occurring as well. You go into the dimension/matrix of the mind, consisting of mental configurations of energy for the reality outside of (or truly: within) us. So, there are the collective libraries, encased in the alive spirit that is everything - and the matrix of the mind, where the world is governed from using mental energetic configurations. There, you may encounter the managing principle or 'overseer'/origin (what people would call 'God') of our reality. From there the system that makes up your being may intertwine with other beings or events. It would seem to me that this becoming more intertwined with the psychic surroundings is the result of the outer shell of the aura becoming compromised because of the LSD. The subconscious is the 'electricity'/energy as it flows naturally (and so is faster), of which you can become conscious - especially with the wider scope - which allows for you to be able to manually make adjustments.

There could be a dimension to things where anything is (or at least more things are) possible and the subconscious/energy of everyone you know is present. You are in direct or close contact with God/the universe. It would be in the spirit world (also in overlap with our ordinary reality). From there, the psychic matrix that we call life would be like a project or perhaps game. Ketamine could bring one closer to this state. It makes it like you're flying through outer space, or deep within yourself/the psychic matrix - and you could get insights, and such, through the dialogue you have with yourself - directly from the universe.

Perhaps gods are higher-dimensional (from a different dimension) intelligences or lifeforms, which co-create with what is or would be without interference.

What may remain after death is higher, more ethereal, faculties which comprise you, that were involved in the creation of your current form, namely: one's 'higher self'. (Note they didn't create 'you', as you might be a fact of existence eternally.)

Go(o)d(s) and the (d)evil(s) could be psychic forces that 'manipulate' or 'prompt' thoughts, or live/come through thoughts. You either listen to the truth or to the lie.

("Then the LORD God said: 'Now man [humankind] has become like Us.'" 'Like Us' would mean there are multiple Gods.)

For source: Infinity Essentials Art Source.

Perhaps the non-physical entity or essence from which we sprung (that which we as humans might call a 'God') or the universe is a de-individualized 'you'-ness/life-force (perhaps a field or within the vastness of space) - that manifests individuals locally, but is rooted in a broader, more collective, field of information. Our origins from such a spirit-field of information will have been from more heavenly: high(-frequency), balanced, euphoric - states.

If there were one or more of those de-individualized forces (that fluctuate locally, if you will), and if we came from and are part of any of those forces, then you could see us as stemming from them, as a soul.
An auric(/psychic) field, the energetic body of the/a psyche, could embody, and thus be demonstrative of, such a collective life-force.

You really are an eternal, peaceful mind - that is going to work its way back towards, and comes from, a corresponding meditative sacred state - that plays within itself. Everything is unique, things are alike but never identical. There probably is a source energy/seed from which manifestations are an imprint. How many seeds and/or singularities and/or gods there are is probably as complicated as the universe itself, and is not necessarily relevant. This content/satisfied meditative state (not one created artificially, but as a natural consequence of a successfully lived life) would bring you closer to the source - the youngest 'signal of consciousness' in the way everything is a 'signal of consciousness', if you will. I think our dimension is a consequence of a - be it subconscious or conscious - intention to go there. If there would have to be a single thing that is it all, how could it be anything different than the 'you' (that we all are)?

Two terms to describe God: splendor, perfectness (in my native language Dutch: 'prachtigheid, perfectheid'). There is the sublime, ultimate, fantastic.

God is the/a goodness(: intimacy, benevolence, innocence - which is pertains to one's inner aspect) in/that speaks from all spirits/manifestations, visible through its being sublime. The creation being sublime: such as is visible in a plant - the beauty/splendor and detail of nature - or the fact that there is an individual behind every little lifeform, which in itself is astonishingly rich (thus sublime). Alignment is sublimation as well: the alignments needed for life to come about, or even the fact that everything is in essence (part) of the same fabric/origin and in that sense is compatible/'aligned' with one another.

It may be decided ahead of birth what scenarios one might get up into (or faces). One goes into the substance, goes into the simulation. As an endless spirit, one becomes part (of) oneself, part simulation or (the substance/fabric of the) sequence. This manifestation one becomes is unique (but similar do exist). One/a 'you'-force might encounter lives endlessly in a sort of giant dream, perhaps even the 'same' (or similar) life many times.

A fresh copy of the overall/(more) eternal spirit: a newborn, experiences the result that is the DNA, of input it gave the body through the experiences it had in an earlier life; and so that a spirit has not only a recollection of what he did himself, but also receives feedback from the form the/a spirit has imprinted its will on(: the feedback a person gets has to provoke the right stimulus/response/impulse for the outcome that would lead to survival), through the experience the DNA/genetic and/or spiritual memory provides - which is a the product of more than one lifetime.

The fact that life comes about naturally shows that feedback/life/awareness/sensitivity is inherent to the fabric of the universe. Every fabric has a feedback, the sensitivity of the fabric. When you put a shockwave through something, it will create a counterreaction through its resistance. Life comes about from a form's resistance to movement/change(: a form's tendency to try to preserve itself). As the more potent outlives the less potent, and reproduces more, life evolves. In the peel of a fruit is the wanting to be protected or the wanting to protect of the thing growing inside, forming the resistance evolutionarily. The body is designed so that if forces encounter the spirit, that it makes the spirit want to give the right impressions (so as to say: initiate/take the right actions) (which is an energetic process through which the psyche/mind/spirit affects/directs the growth/playing out of the matter).

I reckon the 'you' just is (in a more non-linear way), and it spontaneously creates our universe within itself as by going into the heavier fluctuation/polarization: more massive(/delayed) substance, so as to not forget itself.

If there was a life prior to this one, perhaps we are dead(: in the more dead matter) now(; and thus look at the matter rather algebraically: inverting the 'equation') - that is to say: being after the death of the life prior to this one, which would shed light on how reincarnation could work; where you are (re)born/remain in other dimensions.

There are more dimensions/locations/(atmo)spheres of influence, because there are so many, or endless, possibilities. The inner, the fabric of our experience, also is its own dimension. As dimensions interact, they pervade or begin to reflect one another.

Though there is free will as - in principle - we have freedom of choice, it is already known/predicted what could happen(: 'your death is already written') in more non-linear realms outside of ordinary causality.

That beings arrive with clean spiritual essence would indicate that they would come from something energetic or non-material of higher alignment, with a sort of 'automated' (it just does what it does, like an 'energetic' network) yet personal intelligence, and that from the dimension of this intelligence - the psychic dimension or 'corridor - the physical 'simulation' also springs. This intelligence can bring forth spiritual states (around and within/of one) which's presence one may feel - which's energetics matter and the unfolding of events can begin to respond to. This 'mind' (as will be discussed) can influence matter energetically and make certain small coincidences occur to make the felt energy 'manifest' through the physical in concurrence with it: spiritual forces. It would also be this mind that can foresee certain events happening in one's life and together with which one manages one's life - that can assist one - so: one's intuition (one's intelligence in that sense).

Intelligence is higher order patterns of information(: energetic relationships in a network, giving meaning to these energetic interrelations through the context it creates - which patterns may be the consequence of the anatomy of the volume) that are encoded or nested in the physical - and this physical (field : quantum vacuum, which's energy in the form of virtual particles substantiates into actual particles) and its particles come about from this intelligence or information, being a creating force. Our intelligence would be a lower fractal iteration of the cosmic intelligence(s).

We are energetically connected, the way you can sense/feel someone's energy. There is an energetic (the energy that one can feel with the body) (and also: spiritual)-field, or a layer that underpins, and can influence our reality or (at least seem to) manipulate its outcome (the story/fiction Star Wars refers to this as: 'the force'). Space is, and the things in the space are, psychically/energetically charged. This can become especially apparent using psychedelics like LSD. Things seem to develop themselves according to the (psychic) feeling-energy that is there, and so the ideas that the space is charged with. Things begin to correspond to the spiritual state of you and what's around you. The way you feel the energy, and the way you focus your energy with your mind, like through thought, creates an energetic effect. The inner aspect/feeling creates the outer aspect: the energy/feeling/psychic charge (or character-radiation) you put in manifests - the way you interrelate with the field or conclusions you come to in your mind, influences how it acts. For example, making good sound keeps you healthy. The universe can be reasoned with. One could ask: what does the field think?

Psychic forces, the feeling in the body, one's thoughts/thinking, and other things one perceives with the senses can become intertwined with what manifests in the outer. Such as through mutually felt energy. Things are part of a 'psychic/energetic field/layer' (or at least a psychically charged energy field or energies that work the reality) in that psychic (thought-)forces or things you feel in the body or think to yourself can, during psychic activation, intertwine with, and as such work through, the outer reality or people/animals(/insects) (through, for instance, coincidences occurring that align with your inner thought-process, things that you know or hallucinations). We are like fish who don't know they're living in the water: an energetic atmosphere(/sphere of influence) surrounds us. There is an invisible reality behind our reality (that can act on its own volition) that is accessed and directed/'steered' psychically/mentally - also by the beings that surround us and by the animals/insects. Psychic/feeling energy can stick with objects/areas: psychic charge. The energy that we feel in and around us, the feeling-energy (a sort of 'sound', as in that they're harmonic resonances) would be like the 'psychic charge' within/of the space/object/individual. Feeling-energy: any tension/'electricity' that can be felt with/in/around the body or within the psyche. This also includes feelings such as power-transfers (where one has power over the other), or such as (a mutual sense of) timing - as your internal/bodily systems convey in interplay with as a consequence of one's internal thought-processes/psyche.

These psychic surroundings are (also) charged by one's energetic/feeling-body(: aura) and psychic(: mental/thought)-body. The way you feel the feeling/energy, influences the feeling/energy around you. The electricity you feel in(/around) the body, feeling(s) and psyche(: thinking, reasoning, what one says to oneself) are connected to the energy in the space around you. Through a mutually felt feeling, or someone/beings in the outer feeling or responding to your energy, your thoughts may intermingle and as such become one with the outer. One interfaces with energies around one through the psyche. People leave their aura behind wherever they go (configure the energy of the space they occupied or of the room/environment/surroundings). One could feel the attention of other living beings, and perhaps what it is directed towards. Plants/insects/living beings obviously are psychically charged. Plants and insects can induce hallucinations with bright and colorful colors, and true beauty on substances like LSD. Living beings can, consciously or subconsciously, pick up on one another's aura: there is mutual feeling of the energy which is not necessarily (of solid) material, or an auric connection. Such as a mutual sense (or feeling) of timing when - while in company - after a silence, you both begin talking at the same time (and so follow the same timing). A spirit(: psyche) is a an energetic state of being/state of being of the inner (or representation of this in the outer which is interpreted as such) and so has a corresponding thought-process (or calm, solemn, tranquil perspective: little to no mental chatter and so thought-process in that sense) or imagination. Ordinary objects can be infused with aura from their (previous or current) surroundings as well. The psychic/thought-energy or 'psychic charge' of places, things and especially of others (be they humans or animals, or even plants) can have an impact on one's psyche, or thoughts/intuitions and/or feeling(s).

 • I was sitting in my backyard with my neighbor, while my friend Steven was sitting in the orangery facing the backyard (with the door open). After sitting in silence for about ten to fifteen minutes, I decided to check in on Steven. The exact moment I wanted to say something to him, he said something to me and proposed that we'd go to the store. It didn't feel like a coincidence, but rather as a sort of mutual feeling of timing - as I wasn't making any particular movements or noises the moment before I wanted to say something.

Beings can influence one another energetically/psychically (as psychic/mental focus can interact with/influence energetics - or one's energetics involve one's thinking). Everyone's consciousness is running at a certain frequency, and this frequency can influence someone else's. Our intent and reasoning, the 'sound' our psychic intent makes and the state/resonance of one's bodily system, has an influence on these psychic frequencies - which also influence us.
On a substance like LSD, this may even result in a different perception of the surroundings (hallucinations). That hallucinations have to do with the energy of one's aura and mind is shown by that others might pick up on them as well. One's energetic state can also influence lifeless objects such as electronic devices.
  
 • One time, on Speed, when talking, I said, in a sentence, the word "birds" (in my native language Dutch: "vogels") in my mind, and as soon as I said that word, the whole tree in my neighbor's backyard, in which the birds where chirping busily, went dead quiet for a moment before resuming.

 • One time, on Speed, I saw a dark hallucinatory spot fly towards a small tree that was in my neighbor's backyard at the time in which birds lived. When the spot reached the tree, all birds in it suddenly flew out at once.

 • Here is another interesting example of something that could occur during 'psychic activation' (as a consequence of consuming Speed). I was at my friend's (Wouter) house, on Speed. I was sitting on the couch and he was busy doing something like setting up the video game system. Wouter was talking, saying all kinds of things, and I was listening - but intuitively it resonated as if he was making a point about something else. I don't remember exactly what that point was, or what he was saying in the first place, but I remember it was about animals (of which I was/am a big fan) not being able to do or doing something. Suddenly, I felt like an invisible thorn going through the pupil of my left eye, as if there was an energetic obstruction - which I took as being caused by or reflecting this, in my opinion, incorrect statement, or way of seeing things that went against the way I see things. It actually made my eye dry. In my mind, I thought of an example I had recently seen that disproved what my friend had just asserted - and that same second, so immediately, the 'invisible thorn' disappeared.

Later that night, we (me and this same friend) were playing a video game (on the Nintendo Switch, hooked up to the TV). After we paused, but let the video game run in the background on like the menu screen or something, suddenly, I could as it were feel something, as it were, digging a 'tunnel' or 'hole' down the top of my head (over the course of a second) - two to three centimeters deep and about two centimeters in diameter. This was of the same nature as the 'invisible thorn', of the same energetic 'material', if you will (I suspect it has something to do with electricity or static electricity, though it felt like an actual 'hole' or 'tunnel'). Although it didn't quite hurt, it didn't seem like it was healthy to let it sit there either. I swiped my hand over it to take it away (which worked immediately). That exact instant (or at least that same half of a second), when neither of us was touching it, the Nintendo Switch (the regular model, black) got a random error message - as if being caused by me swiping my hand over my head to take this energetic anomaly that was this 'hole' or 'tunnel' down the top of my head away, which would then have disturbed the video game system electrically, or in some other way. It was an unknown error, it said - which came with an error code consisting of a sequence of numbers or numbers and letters, which characters I can't recall exactly. The only option it showed was to press 'ok', which made the game quit. I had never seen that error before and haven't seen it since, nor have I seen it give that kind of error randomly occur during the menu screen, so it is probably pretty rare. My friend told me: "see? That was an innocent woman." (in my native language Dutch: "zie je? Dat was een onschuldige vrouw"), as if I would know what that would mean.

 • At my 27th birthday party, this same friend attended. I started hallucinating a little bit, began to see light from the grain/noise of my vision accumulate a little bit. When the hallucination was about to pop off, someone said something, and I turned my head. My friend said, jokingly, depicting a sad voice: "what are you doing? We could have seen it and now we didn't see it!" (in my native language Dutch: "wat doe je nou? We hadden 'm kunnen zien en nou hebben we 'm niet gezien!"), as if also noticing the hallucination having gotten disturbed.

 • When using Speed with this same friend, I was having anxiety. I decided to watch a video of a YouTuber (Michael Jamison) who has a lot of animals and shows them, on my phone. Suddenly, I noticed that the signal of my mind was much more consistent, where it kept getting disturbed a second ago. I began seeing the flickering of a bright white hallucinatory light all across my vision. This went on. Then my friend Wouter told me "a little less power please." (in my native language Dutch: "wat minder vermogen alsjeblieft."), when neither of us were saying anything (we were the only ones there), as if seeing the light as well.

The breath one breathes also would be psychically charged (corresponds to an energetic/psychic/spiritual state of being), coming from the space/(atmo)sphere (of influence)/presence one is in, and oneself - through psychic charge (the feeling-energy a space is charged with) or spiritual/psychically directed pressure differences: light/tranquil or heavy presences/air that can fill a room - and directed by the inner state of being. On ketamine, LSD or Speed, one may be able to distinguish between these differences in psychic charge or inner state of being through a hallucinatory smell one smells. These can make one's breath very light, soft, or heavy (the way stress might have this effect) - or give one a stuffed nose, for example. These hallucinatory smells, when breathed, may in turn have an impact on the state of being. It is not necessarily that the air itself is different, though the psychic charge may be carried through the energetic pressure that is present and that we produce/resonate in a space/around one (which may also have an influence on the air-pressure, as well), but also: the way the air is breathed having changed to make the experience of it different and have it have a different effect on the psyche - thus, from one's point of view, there is a psychic aspect to the breath one breathes. A big part of the breath one breathes is what part of the body (and surroundings) is 'breathed through' or if the air around you has been 'breathed clear' - in other words: are there obstructions or is the energy/feeling able to flow comfortably where it wants (along with the psychic qualities that go along with it)? One's breathing is expressive of psychic factors. As the air/space/energy/tension clears, one may notice energetic (as sensed by the feeling with the body)/air-pressure difference: one may notice the atmosphere becoming lighter, and notice a breeze of fresh (or colder) air as a consequence(: the idea of having a clean slate can give one a breath of fresh air). At the moment of clearing, one may also notice slight hallucinatory effects, such as suddenly seeing a whitish cloud of vapor in a flash. Certain hallucinatory smells, such as those one may smell on ketamine, LSD, or Speed, may be indicative of the psychic quality of the atmosphere, or obstructions in the psychic quality of the (energetic) atmosphere/sphere of influence. The breath you breathe may hold a certain feeling in it/imply a certain feeling in the breathing for the body (or not) - pleasant or unpleasant.

 • When on ketamine, I had to vomit. I ran to the toilet. Through hallucinations and spacing out we just had a major harmonization and so cleansing of energy in the room(: I experienced very soft and light energy). Immediately upon leaving my room I could smell a distinguishable hallucinatory smell that is typical of ketamine (after ketamine use). When trying to vomit in this relatively unharmonized air, the vomit wouldn't quite come out, as if there was a bit of pressure pushing it back in. It hurt a bit. The moment I got back to my living area, where we had just spaced out, and I again felt the urge to vomit, I automatically vomited the rest out in a split-second with great ease - with no hurt whatsoever and to full extend. Like the air was lighter. I jokingly remarked to myself: "it was almost as if it was being sucked out of me".

The same goes for the way one could smoke: in an extraordinarily psychically activated state, in which one's body would be in most exotic energetic states - as happened on Speed, ketamine and weed in my case - your cigarette/joint may let off more smoke, or begin to crackle - as you smoke - more. The way one smokes may make the substance taste better or worse, and causing one to feel it in a more enjoyable way/better, or not.

A heavy presence can actually change (including energetic) atmospheric conditions or cause (including: energetic) pressure differences (which can be felt in the tension that is there, which may also be felt mutually in the place you'd happen to be at or among people), to where this has tangible effect on matter - such as causing a noise from furniture around one, making wood crackle, or making the air around one seem fresher (the idea of having a clean slate can give one a breath of fresh air): pressure differences. Or the tops of trees or curtains could move in the wind such a way such as to seem to express 'anomalies' in the energetic/auric/hallucinatory field.

The inner can become manifested in and through the outer. External manifestations can (seem to and actually) become directed by - or aligned with - the energies of the inner. Both conscious(: through focus or projection) and subconscious(: such as bodily) energies interact, which becomes manifested in the surroundings (on people, places, or things). Thought-processes seem to direct the manifestations around you through in any way things 'coincidentally' end up a certain way - or: through energetics - and may manifest symbolic connections (this could be anything: any synchronicity, or things people say), which seem like coincidences. Because everything seems to run in sync with your thought-process or pertain to one through coincidence, it may feel as though you've come into a sort of 'divine-timing' for that moment (the same way one might feel that way when encountering what seems to be a synchronicity to that person).

Things originate from the spiritual (psychic/intention) aspect - the higher nature aspect, which then manifests in/as the form/substance - the lower nature aspect. This means what manifests will follow the energy/'spirit' you put into it. Reasoning/ideas of the psyche may ultimately determine the state of matter (to some extend). Such as of living fabric. Reasoning and ideas influence the energy around you: thoughts can configure energetics.

What may happen is that noises, with their own causes, in the environment - or other things/manifestations (including animals or insects coming around you/showing themselves, or beginning to make noises) - start happening in sync with inner thought-processes, such as reaching a point of resolve, exclaiming something in your head or otherwise psychic activation. An animal noise may happen exactly when you create a powerful energy signature.

 • I was at home, about a half hour after midnight. I wanted to go to sleep, but the upstairs neighbor was watching something and I could faintly hear an electronic voice coming from a device (TV or laptop or something) - which disturbed me. I said something that wasn't nice in my head in the hope it would influence him to turn down the sound, and at that moment my upstairs neighbor proceeded to stomp on his floor, my ceiling, repeatedly (quickly about six times). It was like he responded to what I said in my head. I apologized in my head, and shortly after (a minute or two, three), he turned down the sound. It most likely was a coincidence, but this is how things happen as though they were intertwined with one's inner thought-process when you become psychically activated.

Reality is configured by ideas. Ideas determine or influence reality: the idea of a clean slate can give you a breath of fresh air (through energetically/spiritually/psychically directed pressure differences). The boundary between the psyche and commonly observable solid matter (i.e. physical matter) is more of a gradient than an absolute boundary. Everything is frequency. In states of happiness and health, one gives off a higher vibrational frequency (one radiates one state of being: psychic charge) causing one to resonate accordingly in the surroundings. As such, the spiritual is connected to the physical. Our minds (including one's thinking and ideas)/feeling(s) can influence the psychic/auric/energetic field around us. Objects such as plastic bottles may crackle/produce a 'tick' sound (as consequence of a change of pressure?) when thoughts decisive for the overall feeling are had/exclaimed (like the halting of draining thought-processes/energetic interactions with the surroundings through reasoning). Feelings and reasoning can influence the energy around you. Thoughts influence reality. Projections invoke. Psyches/minds can influence other (especially nearby) psyches/minds energetically and thus psychically, and, especially on LSD, psyches/minds may be able to sense other psyches/minds or be influenced by the psychic surroundings or environment they're in. This would be some sort of telepathy. As the outer manifestations begin to seem to be influenced through seeming coincidence, through symbolic relationships between things, things pertaining to one, and one's inner psyche/thought-processes and bodily energetics - the energetic influence of the mind/psyche and body, and of the field, stretches beyond the bounds of one's skull/body. Likewise: be not mistaken, that it is undeniably the closing or keeping relationships with others on good terms (or also: like being a good influence on the greater whole) which prevents later ailment.

An example would be (which has happened to me, on ketamine): a plastic bottle of cola pops the very second a mix that had been playing for a while (about a half hour) - knowing that the psychic charge affects the pressure in an area, influencing the air pressure. Like music being the 'thing' inducing the psychic charge in this example, the spirit the music carries has to do with it having a certain density, creating a tension (or alleviation) - creating both physiological consequences as well as consequences for the psyche: the meaningful impact something ends up having through it leading to an experience, with its own physiological consequences in the body. The psychic layer consists of the body interacting with other bodies by means of the energetics of one, both in one's body and surrounding one(: one's own 'waves', comprising what oneself is set in, or is of) - and through the energetics of the surroundings: that which is of you despite not being you, or 'waves' created in the 'pond' that it the fabric of the volume of what actually truly exists (or by means of which things do): the fabric of the framework of experience - which is in direct correlation with the collective space: things in one's experience being incurred by physical energies. Later on, when working on the computer, I suddenly felt the ketamine in the back of my throat and had a bad need to drink some cola - so I did, and I burped. The second I burped, the speaker playing the music, that had been playing since the coincidence prior to this one (from the true story above discussed just now), made the beep it makes when it is out of battery, and turned off. This has to do with me receiving a sudden striking/notable impulse, thus the psychic field/localized universal mind working around an event that is probable to occur up until it does prior to it happening (thus seeming to be able to pick up on when things are about to happen), to make it seem the burp and music are connected energetically, by the burp having to do with the way the breath is breathed/handled, thus influencing the psychic pressure, influencing the music through retroactive(: 'ahead of time') activation of senses - which have to do with the psychic atmosphere around those areas (nostrils, back of throat, and whatnot).

There is a energetic layer that can be psychically directed (through focus and inner impulse from the individual) that corresponds to and comprises one's energetic bodily resonance/harmonic(: one's aura), which can be felt in and around the body (also corresponding to the tension/energy felt, sometimes mutually, among people and situations), that 'overlaps' with the reality of ordinary matter in one's experience by energetically affecting the body and specifically one's perception, such that certain triggers in one's awareness get activated, or such that the configuration of one's perceptual system/organs is influenced - and that overlaps with the world physically as well in the form of a ethereal radiation (or light): we are like fish who don't know they're surrounded by water/atmospheric substance. Perception, such as your gaze: when looking at someone/something, can influence others(/things) energetically - the same way someone may feel when someone else is looking at them. Also mental/psychic focus or thinking (about) something/someone, can influence energies, and so others and things, through this field.

On LSD and ketamine, you may feel a restful energy in, and enclosing, your body - and may figure/feel it is going through everything around you. You may feel visited by energies or feel energies working on or moving through you.
The outer reality as it becomes directed by the energies of one's mind: it's like things are part of a psychic 'dimension' or energetic layer on top of reality (that can be felt in and around the body) that is connected to our psyches/minds and everything around us: directs manifestations around us/unknowingly influences people around us, and is directed by the mental/psychic resonance harmonic (or: sound/energy) you establish/what you exclaim in, or tune in to with, your mind/think, as well as the energy you feel in the body - that overlaps with our dimension. An - as it were - 'psycho-auric' field.

On, for instance, Speed or LSD, one's psyche may come to life and - through the imagination - induce the presence of hallucinatory or energetic entities and forces around or in one, which may be seen and heard - and which can sometimes even be felt unusually distinctly in the feeling of the body and/or thought-process. Thus, the field of information the mind/psyche gets its information from and this auric field, can, through the response by brain and body, respond through hallucinatory/energetic/psychic anomalies on their own volition. The field, or telepathy involving others/animals, can give induce certain thoughts or insights (you may, as it were, interface with the universe via the psyche through insights that you get: you pose a question, and an interesting insight follows and thus one is guided by the psyche), or feelings. The energetics of one's body and thought-process tune in to things they normally can't reach (such as an especially soft and tranquil feeling and heightened sensitivity in the body, or deep insights and very beautiful feelings when pondering or seeing/hearing something, which may include feelings you haven't felt since childhood). One may be 'visited' by energies: there are unseen spiritual forces that work through the reality, from behind the reality. Because things and other manifestations in the outer world may begin to go in sync with your internal thought-process, things pertaining to one, and bodily energetics - through symbolic relationships forming seeming coincidences - this may go hand in hand with a sort of what at least feels like so-called 'divine timing' (the way a synchronicity would), for example: the moment you exclaim something significant to you a church bell rings in the distance, or the moment you feel you've cleaned your aura you hear a bird sing. There is intelligence behind the field.

These effects may come from the psyche/within the mind itself, and wherever (any 'field' of information) that gets its information from (though, that the psycho-auric field/layer can induce hallucinations shows that the mind also is tapped into the psycho-auric field) - which must be something collective in any case (even if it's the genes or other spiritual memory faculties which form the blueprint of the mind/psyche/body that is built after them), should that not be the energetic/psycho-auric field around us. However, through the energetics of the body, which are influenced by the psyche and so whatever that's influenced by, one still spans the space around one energetically (as you could sometimes feel the quality of someone's attention, which also can be used to point or direct energy with the body). (Hence, hallucinations are also auric interactions.) The mental body is an energetic body. And the energetic body involves one's thinking (energy directed or configured through thought). Also, the playing along of things around you with the inner thought-process implies a deep subconscious energetic link to (or non-material relationship, such as is the music of things, where one note makes it so another note that is played after gets a different charge or sound) with the surroundings. In any case, one may be able to access information that is normally not available to one, and so seems to come from without or something more collective, like a collective memory/field of information.

We are energetically/aurically and psychically connected:

 • I was at home, on LSD, weed, and Speed. I heard a police car driving by with the siren on in the distance (most likely on the ring road nearby my house). Since the siren-sound 'pertruded' into my space, I couldn't help but feel like I had to define my attitude in relation to it in some way. I contemplated how, because they were driving there, I could be in my own home safely. As I had considered that, I softly said the word: "bless" - and then (a second later at the most), the police car turned off its siren.

 • I was chilling with friends (Yuro, Gino and Jerry) on ketamine. Suddenly, I had a very dry back of the throat and was very thirsty, but was not really in the mood to get up and drink water. Eventually, I drank water. Then, it happened again. This time, I did not get up. Eventually, Gino went ahead and drank some water (I have a faucet in my room, so I could see him drink as he did), and as he drank, I could actually feel my own body starting to feel replenished and it quenched my thirst with every gulp he took! When he was done (which took a couple seconds) I was no longer thirsty at all. (All stories on this page, which are true stories, can be found on: Ivo Actual Reality.)

 • I was visiting the coffeeshop (weed dispensary) - having pulled through a night on weed and Speed. I happened to be having quite heavy breathing at that moment as I just came from outside, having biked there on my bicycle. This caused me to be a little short on air inside, but I didn't want to breathe a lot and snot all over the place - and I also didn't want to be a mouth-breather. As I breathed a little bit through my nose, the pressure on my stomach got quite big. As it did with a surge of pressure, the guy behind the counter preparing to package my weed went "pff", having to blow out some air as if also feeling pressure on his stomach.

 • Another time, I was with someone (I forgot his name), and we were waiting for two other friends(: x and Lianne) we had agreed to meet up with. I was having some draining thoughts and anxiety after smoking a joint with this someone I was with. We were all in a psychosis clinic at the time (where I've had the worst time of my life). When we saw Lianne walking towards us, for some reason I associated her beige clothes with like a uniform you might get in a concentration camp, which is what I envisioned the psychosis clinic to be. I didn't want to think anything bad about a friend, but out of frustration about the situation, I gave in to the thought that her clothes kind of looked like a (metaphorical) concentration camp-uniform - agreeing with and thinking that. That second, the friend I had smoked the joint with turned to me and said: "why do you say negative things about her? She is your friend", while neither of had been saying anything. So he was able to pick up on the energy that was going through my mind. Also, those types of ways where one is gaslit by treacherous thought patterns can occur during - and can be quite typical of - psychic activation, as may occur after smoking weed or consuming other certain substances (such as Speed).

 • I was at home, chilling with Yuro on LSD and a bit of ketamine. We were in the aftermath of what had been a good night. While Yuro was sleeping on the couch, I had been listening to a short preview of a song on repeat. By the time Yuro had woken back up, the bassline was still going through my mind every so many seconds on a loop. After a while, Yuro remarked: "do you hear that? It's like this low tone". Me, who, high-spiritedly didn't dare think it could be from the bassline I was playing in my head, decided to - after a brief pause - play the loop one more time in my head. And the exact moment the same bassline that had been looping in my head a zillion times, set in - Yuro remarked: "that! Do you hear that?" Making apparent that our minds can be connected in this way.

One's intuition plays a big part in psychic activation: one intuitively senses something - so one (or one's organism/body: sometimes without realizing why and therefore at least in part subconsciously) senses/feels the situation or the energy. (When one experiences delusional thoughts, this may very well be the intuition being overstimulated.) When psychically activated, one might feel as though one is browsing through the same mental content or 'frequencies' as others in the room/space, as others do seem to respond to things within your thought-process - feeling the (often subconscious) energies. Even if it's twitches of someone who fell asleep.
  
Your thought-process has a certain impact on the energy in the room. You may feel a certain timing, such as when to begin talking after a silence when talking to others. There is a mutually felt sense of timing. When you become psychically activated, you notice that your thought-process influences what you mutually feel of the situation and people begin to respond to the energy of your thought-process:

 • One time, I was on Speed and sitting in the living room with my mom and brother. My mom was working on her laptop. I was having a very balanced feeling. All of the sudden, a mistake happened because of which disturbed the balanced feeling significantly. I heard a hallucinatory voice say: "mmm, tasty…!" (in my native language Dutch: "mmm, lekker…!"), so as to say it somehow fed on disturbing us. I managed to solve the problem by tracing back the path it had came in in my mind so as to 'turn back time', and it solved the 'error' (or problem). And when it did, my mom said "I'm glad it is gone" (in Dutch: "ik ben blij dat 'ie weg is"). I hadn't said nor wasn't saying anything. This instance shows a mutually felt psychic aspect to a situation.
  
People or things responding to one's thoughts or actions may happen across a distance, such as when watching someone on TV, for example (whether live or not), as the psycho-auric field can connects past events to future events (that is to say: present to a past and/or future event) in case of an interaction that supersedes ordinary linear causality.

An energetic, a mental or at least non-material relationship or attraction between otherwise separate things, manifests (this often is what so called 'miracles' look like). Something that happens at a meaningful moment, like something bad happens to someone who did something bad (whatever that would be), or something entirely different - could have happened at that moment because this person had it coming (so a causal connection or coincidence that happened because of the causal relationship - because one thing causes the other: still a causal relationship), or through coincidence entirely, or it could have a different reason still. It is often a combination of multiple of these. It becomes supernatural when you begin to be on the receiving end of many of such coincidences or events (which could happen for various reasons) of supreme timing in a row, where the individual factors are not connected through the visible or tangible(: the outer), but often rather through things like feeling, energy(: the inner - and so energetics become the causal connection: it happens through mental energetics of your feelings and which carry emotion - 'frequencies') - at least it acts as if - and perhaps a connection beyond our comprehension, but at least an invisible, or unseen, one (to the naked, or perhaps untrained, eye). This then often works as if your energetic body is connected to the space (an energetic field or atmosphere) and things around it.

Like in the example above, when you're watching extreme cartoon violence (for an example, look up: 'Happy Tree Friends' on YouTube) it is actual psychic fabric of one's body/mind, of one's experience, feeling that - and that feeling can influence the perception of the surroundings. And that mental (in one's mind/psyche) feeling-energy can influences someone else's and create a mutual sense of perception through the energy sensed of the surroundings/the space or volume/mental (or psychic) cognition or reasoning. One could create an impact on it through the enacting of certain thought-processes or mental frequencies, influencing one's perception: when suddenly having some more negative thoughts, while I was twisting my hair, I twisted it in a way where it feels like it would damage the hair (which are really extensions of the nerve ends and thus are kind of like one's antenna's in that they have an impact on one's energy) and (I was looking down at my arm) I saw a black dot on my arm, when suddenly a pressure level with a certain solidness/hardness (providing the sensation of a slight sudden touch) hit my skin.

One time, I had dreamt someone hit me in the tailbone. When I woke up, it still hurt a bit (similarly, one might still feel luscious after a happy dream). This would indicate the existence of an energy body that exists as part of an energy field. That humans can survive when parts of their brain are missing, which dynamically adapts to the situation, would indicate that the brain is more of a receiver. Like in a dream, consciousness would fluidly transition between different dimensions - such as when dying, for example. This energy body would be the product of this fabric of one's experience (each one's experience being like a single node of a cosmic consciousness - as part of a feedback-loop of the universe between it and itself, where the spirit marries the substance to form a single expression of many potential inner harmonics/characters, which it develops and grows into - to ultimately, upon death, shed it), which allows us to feel using and developing this body - which could also potentially aid the physical matter to become more and more developed to conduct life.

Things can be as though pre-aligned. During psychic activation, the borders of ordinary linear causality become breached from one's point of view through the meaning you assign to things happening around you, or which your thoughts begin to think up by themselves: seeing patterns between your inner state of being and what's happening around you - which patterns may begin to manifest, also energetically/through the feeling you feel with/in your body (anxiety, or relaxation: the way you've reasoned the space/things to be). Something makes things, including one's mind and feeling(s), work in unison (think of synchronicities, as an example) - exposing an energetic/mental connections between things. People respond to you saying something similar or seeming to be a response to what you were thinking(: a psychic/mental connection), even things they couldn't know - they respond to the feeling in your body and thoughts, through a seeming mutually felt feeling in the energetic interrelation with people, as you become very sensitive - hence the term 'psychically 'activated' - (also with animals where you feel their tranquillity and you become sensitive to their energy/quality of their attention. Also, animals seem to respond to your aura positively or seem to respond to it when you cleanse/have cleansed your aura/bodily energetics: when you empower it to overcome distortions in it, and so are sensitive too to your 'heightened awareness'. Another example of becoming very sensitive: timing of your actions may become very important for the feeling in your body or energy, and your breathing becomes increasingly important for this as well as by clearing your breathing and surroundings through breathing), which can cause busy thoughts when not entirely at ease or unable to relax, or can incite/induce very pleasant feeling hallucinatory states with intensified visual snow, hallucinatory lights/colors or colored shapes and warped perspective: a farther something you're looking at may appear to be near(er), for example. The energy in the body can be felt to be a certain way, influenced by the hallucination you're looking at.

When experiencing being psychically activated, people/animals(/insects) or things/outer manifestations (seem to) 'respond' to your energy/the feeling in your body and thinking. Coincidences occur to where outer manifestations (seem to) go in sync or consistent with patterns in things that would pertain to one or one's thoughts/state of being. The reason it would be incorrect to conclude that the seeing of these patterns and coincidences that would supersede ordinary linear causality is merely a defect in one's psyche/mentality (or a brain malfunction), is because the coincidence may become so great/unlikely that it is more logical to assume another explanation like an invisible causal connection of sorts, such as an energetic one/one in the feeling/vibratory 'dimension'/layer to reality or something like predestination or responding of the psyche ahead of time through an additional 'dimension' to things through which things can be foreseen: things would go a certain way - these patterns one/the mind comes up with, happen to play out through things running consistent, or in sync, with, or following, outer manifestations - even in ways that would be out of the ordinary such as others or outer manifestations seeming to respond to what goes on inside of you, or just being extremely coincidental in following the thing/pattern that pertains to the person thinking up these thoughts/patterns/'relations'. People/animals seem to react to what you think or go through, through, for instance, similarities that suggest that they are acting on a mutual feeling that is felt, being what you feel - in other words: reacting to your energy, feeling (gut, feeling in body) or thought (mental), the overall state of being, the mental undertone-feeling. These similarities may be word-for-word accurate: when sitting alone in my room, being on a trail of thought I deemed a dead-end, I said something to myself in my mind (not out loud) like: "alright, done, that's it!". Then, following that, I heard my neighbor in their backyard direct the conversation he and his companions were having, saying something like: "okay, done!". They seemed to be in the same vibe I was in mentally (as if there was a mutually felt mental sphere of influence), as if he was responding to my thought-process and state of being.
In part the mind creates these thoughts around the outer reality, seeing connections in them between the subjective and objective - sometimes even knowing things about the reality ahead of time by making you think something up something that is similar to what happens seconds later, or something as simple as having you react to music you hadn't heard before exactly right as if knowing it ahead of time/before you do - and the outer manifestation then follow the patterns/thoughts/energy/feeling/aspect pertaining to the person (even to where someone may be able to sense what you're thinking or are reacting to the energy in your body as may becoming apparent in what they say or a sudden breathing movement they make - in reacting to your energy/without any external ques). This is also how a form of 'magic' works - a magician never tells the secret to his/her tricks: by believing in the conviction, through coincidence, it will, at least seem to, play out in the outer reality.) Through coincidence, people begin to correspond to you as would come forth from a mental/psychic/energetic connection. So, the reason there could be an energetic or mental connection is because this also can involve the behavior of others and animals/insects (like their actions and, in the case of humans, including their words - and also what they mean to say, if you could ask them) - as well as there being a strange manifesting force behind reality which directs that which manifests that is correlated to the psychic/inner state of being(: all the examples that have been discussed where the intention, both internal and external 'sound' you make/what one does inwardly and outwardly, or feeling/reasoning directs the outer manifestation - deteriorating/exalting or preserving or making more beautiful something/an area based on the energy/feeling there, causing crackling/ticks or other noises in the environment, directing minor movements through coincidence)/pertaining to the person in question: an, as it were, psychically charged energetic layer behind or underpinning reality.
   
 • On Speed and weed, I was sitting at home with a couple of friends (Tess and François). Normally, I have my plate of Speed sitting by my side or in front of me - but on this day, my friend (Tess) and I had switched places from how we would normally be sitting. While we were talking, I heard a ticking noise as if someone had dropped a marble on the ground, which was then rolling(: so first I heard the ticking noise, immediately followed by the rolling noise) - except a little softer in volume. Simultaneously, above the plate of Speed (and the bed it was sitting on top of), I saw hallucinatory dark blackish little dots 'sparkle': quickly appearing and disappearing for a second or two. Then, still simultaneously with(: at the end of) that, while looking at the plate with Speed I had laying there, I saw the little tube used to sniff up the Speed with move as if it, or the bed, had been tapped by someone - which, though, did not seem the case as the plate it was sitting on hadn't moved; or so it seemed, at least, for as far as I could tell with the naked eye. The tube pivoted, making for a few centimeters of movement. The tube itself was 4,5 cm long. The tube then stayed that way: laying there without moving. Perhaps someone on the couch (Tess, in this case) had softly nudged the bed, which would have caused the movement of the tube pivoting - although I hadn't seen the little tube move before and after for the time I was sitting there. Also, for the little tube to have moved while I was hallucinating (not having any hallucinations prior to or after this one in that moment/while sitting there) could have been coincidental, were it not for the fact that there could have been a causal relationship/connection in the form of mutually felt energy/feeling (as influenced by, or correlated with, me hallucinating: hallucinations being one's perceptual organ reacting to energetics), which might have caused the person (Tess) sitting on the couch (with her armrest next/adjacent to the bed) to have moved [subconsciously]. (Or could the little tube - just perhaps - have moved completely 'on its own': purely as a consequence of spiritual energetics?)
   
Things may be aligned or act as though they're connected (separate things acting as one) through coincidence - like: a friend comes to visit when otherwise you'd be without money or such, sometimes even as if pre-aligned (or put in that place in advance so as to make the coincidence possible) - like: you proclaim something profound to yourself, unexpectedly look up at the sky and you see a group of birds making a beautiful movement. (Both of these happened to me). The universe can connect (as if aligned) things, both external (including things people/animals do and say, or, for example, sounds happening around you) and within one (impulses you get/things you feel in your body so having to do with your energetics) or pertaining to one as a person, which could not physically have been connected. Your thoughts begin to influence the world around you through coincidences happening with it. (This can happen to a very extreme and obvious extend to where it even may seem unlikely that the person who says it doesn't say it deliberately and knowingly even though they don't, but they can also be illusionary thoughts or imaginary connections.) There is order across otherwise separate factors, whether coming about from random circumstances or there being a causal connection. Such as when there is a mutual feeling of timing during a conversation with someone: a seeming connection outside of the visibly tangible becomes apparent.
  
Thought-processes start to work through/align with the things happening in the outer reality, or those seem to happen as though they are a reaction to those, or seem to respond to your energetics/feeling in (or actions of) your body, or your interpretation being the meaning things have to you: your inner. Things in the inner and outer might become correlated/aligned. As if reacting to a spiritual/energetic layer to reality that influences how things play out in and around you. One might - through symbolic parallels - experience messages working through reality. Additional (on top of what we experience normally) alignment - meaningful coincidences - occurs. When something happens, it seems so have symbolic meaning because of the timing (like seeing something as a sign) - as if the one thing created an attraction (so: we are talking about immaterial, abstract energy - but also: quite literally in the space around us) that works through the reality and made it so that which happened, would occur. The connection often is a symbolic connection, or a connection to your inner or energetic state of being and thought. Though the connections come about in the interpretation of the psyche and are coincidences, they seem to highlight an non-material (and therefore often energetic) relationship between things. Like in the music of things, though the connection (someone's music influencing someone else's music) can be in the interpretation of the psyche(s), it can still be substantial (be actually there: really be felt or having effect/consequences in the outer world). Also, when the coincidence would become highly improbable, perhaps it becomes more logical to assume a causal relationship between them to come about from an energetic or non-material connection. And then there are the cases where one's bodily or psychic energy actually (sub)consciously influences someone else. Also, it can be as though something is directing the coincidences to happen, and in that sense express 'an energy (or energy field)' being there which the being directed of coincidence is a consequence of or reaction to. Though the seeing/interpreting of the connections are a consequence of one's own energetic condition (in the brain and perhaps rest of the body), it could be helpful to realize it's at least as if there is an energetic/mental connection between things, and the state of your energy/aura and mentality, thus, would then also entail or encompass things, manifestations, and people or animals subconsciously or consciously reacting to your energy, outside of you.
  
When separate factors are aligned, this can amount to something that would seem to be a coincidence - if it would not have been too much of a coincidence to be just that. The causal connection would be an energetic/auric connection: energetics/a field of energy underlying reality somehow making things play out in a certain way through beings actually responding to the energy that is there, or things seeming to respond through coincidences that seem to occur because of it. When things start pertaining to you (on Speed, for example), it usually signals your energy being connected to the manifestations around you (be it what friends say, what music or video/TV says) - in a way that implies others/things can feel or are influenced by what you feel (or your thought-process), so an energetic/auric connection. This could also be your intuition - and spiritual states - speaking to you through things (that you happen to notice). Such events include perceived synchronicities or receiving signs. This also can involve the universe, at times, seeming to direct manifestations around us - in ways that would defy linear causality, namely requiring pre-alignment (that came about in an incomprehensible way) of relevant factors, which means there would have had to be be a consequence before the cause (indicating the universe has additional dimensions). So in that sense one could personally interface with the universe. An interesting side note with respect to this, is that the field/whatever is behind these coincidences has intelligence and knows how you interpret things (is able to interpret meaning) - so is a one with the psyche. And then, also actual coincidences may start occuring (exhibiting alignment among separate factors). The reality can be controlled: it can be as though controlled centrally, and by something that knows what you think, has very high intelligence, and is omnipotent in that it can make 'anything' happen in incomprehensible ways.
The fact that the fundamental constants of the universe seem to be fine-tuned for life, is another one of these types of alignments where something makes for the going together of many different things to create a result. Another example is the alignment of all our cells to form our body. These coincidences or alignments would make it seem like there is intelligence at work.

 • One time, I was on speed, the idea had come to me that everything is a computer. That night, I was under heavy anxiety. I had somehow come to the idea that I was living in a computer, and that everyone around me had always been a sort of videogame-character. Because of the anxiety, I felt like I couldn't stay home. When I went outside, it felt like everyone was making psychopathic remarks towards me. so I decided to try, as a sort of repercussion, what would happen if I saw everyone as a video game character, an 'NPC' ('non-playable character": a videogame-character that serves as a figurant and is operated by the computer), and started called them that in my head (in my internal monologue) if I felt I was being 'verbally' attacked. (At a different time, I had come to the conclusion that at least not all people were a computer as I saw the genuinely friendly smile on the face of the person who sold me Speed at the time - he has a friendly smile apparently - and decided there had to be intimacy in that). As I started calling people NPC in my head the anxiety rapidly vanished. At the end of the evening (around 23:30), while I was already walking home, a young guy with dark skin in around his early twenties(?) approached me, who, in a very calming tone of voice, asked me: "do you have cigarette?" (in my native language Dutch: "heb jij sigaret?"). The feeling of intimacy I sensed in his voice kind of brought me back to normality in the sense where I sensed that such intimacy would not come from a computer. About one and a half or a couple of weeks later, it had again come to the point where I was decidedly considering if everything was secretly a computer. When I went outside and walked in the direction of the local supermarket, I ran into the exact same guy asking the exact same question: "do you have cigarette?" (in my native language: "heb jij sigaret?"). I never saw him again after that. I live in a town of about 152.000 people at the time (around spring 2020). An incredible coincidence.
 
About everything secretly being a computer (on a side note): for it to be a computer would really mean that something as intimate as one's entire life is really something non-intimate: if everything were a loveless computer tricking you into thinking it was people who love you, that wouldn't be particularly soothing. One time, I was shown. I looked at the face of someone who was cycling by, and thought: "see that? There is intimacy in that person, in that smile." I walked on, and about twenty meters further, as I looked over the intersection, I suddenly saw reality differently to where everyone seemed like a lifeless cog of the same lifeless machine - like the people were electrons, like the moon, instead of protons, like the sun. I only didn't doubt the animals. At first, I was a bit struck. But a little later, I remembered the first person I looked at who made me realize there was intimacy in his smile. I realized that everything in life both has an intimate side, and a 'computer'-like side (also general things in life like, the fact that the space around us seems to be lifeless rocks or we have to eat one another to stay alive, or a modern chicken farm battery cage would be more like a lifeless robot or computer than animals living in peace among one another). I did come to realize that humans must have a higher level of 'robot-likeness' or 'computer-ness' than animals, who seem more innocent, which is also manifested in our way of thinking, which is more based in lower defined forms and, through that, be less spontaneous and more lead by the conscious interferer that deviates from the spontaneous - or our tendency to divide up the earth among one another and build a robot-like matrix out of it. Aside from that, I came to the final conclusion that everything couldn't be a heartless computer(: for everything you ever thought was intimate to be non-intimate), as that would not seem to be correct on a soul level.

However it be( - back to the main story), the coincidence that l ran into this same person the moment I began to decidedly consider if everything is a computer on two separate occasions, and especially because he had the symbolic value for me of being a sort of answer in the matter or internal debate of if everything is a computer because of the intimacy I had heard in his tone of voice, it felt as though life is like a simulation/set-up through which we are guided, in which things can somehow be pre-aligned for certain coincidences to happen, or there was a certain alignment going on that made it so things would happen this way, whether reality be influenced or not, to make it seem as though the universe responded(: answered my question). Whether you acknowledge it as such, I guess, is quite personal and has to do with your relationship with the universe/greater whole/higher forces. When coincidences like this happen, you may get the feeling that you are part of something bigger or higher (as you seem to interface with it). It may seem like there is an additional, invisible dimension working through the reality that you interact with, as if it is sort of mainframe. The inner, or that from which it grows (from the unconscious to subconscious to conscious), or things pertaining to you, working through the reality. This often happens via this energetic field/layer, that is also psychic.

The inner aspect creates the outer aspect/manifestation, also in the context of these coincidences occurring. These seeming coincidences could be because of energetics: the 'sound' you make or feeling that you feel, which is your inner aspect, creates the outer aspect - the energetic aspect or spirit/feeling/inner harmonic or aspect/aspect pertaining to a person (which could be anything the psyche imagines) that protrudes/works or speaks through reality. An example would be (which happened to me): when I went to the hallway to check something, and walked back as I was done without making any noise, when I was about to walk through the door that leads to the living room where my friends were, my friend opened the door to check what I was doing. She 'felt' (perhaps subconsciously) that I was getting closer.

The following is an example of how one's inner may start to work through the outer through energetics. On Speed, one may get involved in all kinds of energetic mental 'games' or a sort of mental twitches happening by themselves/automatically, that create/determine how the energy or feeling in the body and around you is configured, and so how reality is sensed/perceived: which may manifest like seeing more or less color, sharper or more blurry, calmth or tension, and other hallucinations. Others can seem to experience the same energy as you, only within another context or with its own meaning - and even respond to it in a way that would seem to pertain to your context (and therefore to you) because the energy can have a thought-process component as well. Like this, one may get the impression others are talking about him/her, or saying things that pertain to him/her as similarities with one's own thought-process begin to occur in what others say.

During psychic activation, one may start to think additional things about what's happening in front of you. What may happen during conversation is that you're so deeply involved in your own thoughts, that what you do pick up from the reality around you may increasingly convincingly seem to have to do with those thoughts - mainly because you miss the point someone is actually trying to bring across.
With this rich imagination, one could also get thoughts or a feeling about how, for example, the movement your finger happens to make during a movement, says this or that about the energy in, and consequently seemingly around, you - in these energetic games or sort of mental twitches that seem to configure the energy/feeling/tension, happening automatically. What you allow it to be by what you make of it - meaning that if you believe in it, the effect may become stronger - can range from imaginary to substantial: through the feeling that may be created in one's body (and its effects: for example on one's perception, like mentioned in the examples above, or in the form of hallucinations) one may find that the impact of these 'games' or twitches can become substantial. It may seem as though this energy also influences others, but others don't necessarily sense this feeling/tension (or lack thereof)/energy.

When psychically activated, one's thought-process may seem to work through the reality and what people say. Keep in mind that the (vast) majority of such circumstances, coincidences and connections may be fabricated by one's own mind - especially when the psychic activation is wearing off - which worked around the given circumstances to highlight or fabricate an alignment/connection. When determining whether (seeming) coincidences really are coincidences, or just seem like they are, stay aware of whether any other moment would have made for a coincidence as well as you're just thinking a lot of thoughts: things may seem to be a coincidence, but upon further investigation may turn out to have been able to happen at any moment, and it would have seemed to be a coincidence just the same. Likewise, please make sure you could not make up so many things, that you could always have thought something to make an interrelation be part of a pattern - again because one has so many thoughts running/one's mind is stimulated. Where anything might have connected to everything in some abstract way. What is interesting, though, is when things seem to correspond to your energetics, which in turn become what you reason them to be. If it is believable or if you can make it believable (no matter how outlandish the claim), one's (mental and in turn feeling-)energetics can follow it's direction.
Also make sure you are not just interrelating sequential impulses, or just connecting up one thing you perceive to the next thing(s) that comes to mind or perceive. Sometimes, the connection the mind comes up with are so far-fetched there barely is any similarity, or the similarity is created, and so they are obviously false. It may be that the mind comes up with these interrelations/patterns, precisely because the receptors/sensing equipment influencing the consciousness and influencing/determining the experience begins to be adjusted so as to tune in to that reality, creating an energetic interrelation of one's own consciousness/awareness with the surrounding energetics and something happening where you subconsciously interrelate with the energy of others. This could explain how it is that the experience is so realistic for some. Even though the things the mind comes up with themselves may not necessarily be true, they can and may still be felt and manifest in the reality accordingly, also through unusual coincidence.

Another thing to be careful of is in your logic in drawing certain conclusions based on, for example, time being illusionary or causality not being/functioning (just) linear(ly). Regardless of if it's true or not, one could apply this logic in a way that anything you say can be true. Let's say you find a video with as title something like: 'you have left this video for yourself in a past life', one may argue that, because time would be illusionary in some sense, one left a message from oneself from a different time, even being someone else. Because of the logic: the criteria are so wide (or the coincidence would be so common), because this could literally have been from anyone/anywhere (or anything could have happened and it would end up being a coincidence, due to the stimulation of one's mind during psychic activation), and one could begin to believe anything - the logic could be applied to anything (or any of the results would lead to there being a connection). Because of this, one may begin to believe in interrelations/patterns/things that are not based in reality: just because the glove fits, doesn't mean it true. If your principle of discernment would render everything true or possible while making a judgement about if something is true or not: you could say anything and your logic would still seem to apply, aligning everything with anything - then beginning to believe this logic, one could construct a fake reality around oneself, which could be dangerous because if one's bar for something being true is off than one could make incorrect judgements involving others. This is what is called psychotic delusion.

Reasons one could have to doubt that seeming coincidences are a fabrication of one's own mind, though, is if the coincidences become too dire(: the chance of them happening becomes too small) and become too much of a coincidence for it to be probable it was one, especially as things (in the outer reality, including events and others, or so much as a piece of pre-recorded music you happen to be listening to) begin to run in sync with the inner and/or a mutual(ly felt) feeling. Also from a theoretical standpoint, it would be more logical that - and the event will often present itself as such - there is a causal relationship/connection of some kind: an energetic or mental connection/mutual(ly felt) feeling or (also common) 'atmosphere' of cognition(: what people's thoughts are directed towards as a result of the resonating with other's cognitive resonances) - or if things were pre-aligned, or were meant to - or would - happen a certain way (through some kind of predestination in interplay with energetics and feeling of timing - contributing to things that would happen to happen). Perhaps through some kind of (higher, more non-linear) dimension which supersedes linear causality through which things can be foreseen, that underlies reality.

The universe can take on interdimensional patterns that make(: work through the reality) things that happen pertain to the perception and perspective of a person - and that work through a link that envelops all things. A simple example of a coincidence would be: the moment you decide to look up at the night's sky you see one or several shooting stars - or it happens as you came to an important conclusion in your mind or when talking to someone, or reach a moment of resolve. It works like everything is part of this construct that is connected to the mind, making it so higher dimensions/realms (from/of the mind/the psyche), as well as energy in the body, can work through lower dimensions: a 'mental' connection. Thus, the energy of the body manifests in the reality - this construct can also influence the energetics in a place. 
This construct can bring about alignment and influence energetics in the reality from this higher dimension(: both a higher dimension in that it transcends ordinary linear causality and shows signs of controlling the reality, creating alignment through having things be pre-aligned - and also in that it is an additional layer to the reality and seems to be influencing things from there), and is also one with/connected to the psyche and has intelligence. Perhaps this higher dimension through which things can be foreseen is what the mind is from and this lower dimension is something that is orchestrated around or following that. It is because you have a reasoning in your mind, that that which manifests happens (what you make of something influencing/determining the reality or how things play out) - energetically, and also through coincidence occurring - adhering to that reasoning.

During psychic activation, the connection to whatever you're experiencing in the outer world (music or people you're listening to, or TV you may be watching, to name a few examples) becomes instantaneous, so becomes connected to your feeling and thought-process as it seems to influence, psychically - or through being in tune with it mentally, the energy of the one/what you're in contact with. This will make for interesting - what would otherwise seem to be - coincidences. Through that which you're connected to, you may also get a 'response' (through, for instance, a double meaning of something that is said or through how the music sounds) as an additional dimension or entity seems to speak through it. The level of coincidence could vary from striking to a desperate attempt by one's own mind to sustain a seeming psychic connection (where the connection becomes more real as you believe it is when you manage to demonstrate for yourself how/that it is). This is how I come to the proverb: "it's how you manage to make it out to be" (in my native language Dutch: "het is hoe je het lult"). (In doing so, keep in mind that fundamental truths which would not be very meaningful to you most likely end up being not the case as it would serve little to no one - and are not worth defending.)

Events happen in line with the psychic/thought-field, through coincidence or as if having been prompted by its energetics/influencing of the feeling in and around one/others, though things must have been pre-aligned for them to go a certain way in the first place, which makes it seem there retroactively is a higher or different dimension at work which can foresee things which makes it so things would happen so as to correspond to the energetics of the situation oneself also responds to in one's thinking or feeling(s).

Through the 'coincidences'/similarities/alignments that occur, or the things people say - in combination with the ideas you're getting - you may get the idea you're talking to a 'third' influence/an 'extra dimension to things' (besides yourself and the people you're with) to which people and things seem to be responding through the coincidences that happen.
 
Infinity: that which is behind everything, or 'the (localized) universe', can work through/be channeled by the reality so as to make it so through coincidences a turn of events take place that make everything end up exactly right. That's what makes it we're in infinity, because you see 'nothing is real' - or rather: nothing is what it seems - by how things that apparently conspire to be separate, are one. On LSD, this effect can be especially strong. One sees patterns/alignments, so order, where one would typically initially assume things to be random(: an implicit order, as theoretical physicist David Bohm coined).
'Infinity' can make things in the outer reality run parallel/in sync or line up with your personal and internal experience or circumstances. It can be as though you(: your internal experience, so psyche and what you feel) are 'plugged into' the 'matrix controls'(: or that which controls/influences everything or what happens).

'Infinity' can make it so through coincidences a turn of events take place that make everything end up exactly right, or aligned (like a synchronicity):

 • On LSD, I was contemplating how my 'opps' (opposition) are the 'federalis' (narcs) (don't ask, lol), and when I was making a drawing about it, a relatively famous Instagrammer(: @dakotawint) went live on Instagram with an account called 'felaridi'.

 • An example of the causal connection really being energetics: something that happened to me on LSD was that when I experienced a moment of extreme balance, the 4G on my phone would be interrupted for a couple seconds (the icon in the status bar disappeared). This doesn't ordinarily happen. This happened twice. This shows the energetic and mental connection between things, and these 'hallucinations' or energetic presences.
 
• I was outside, on a day of national celebration (King's day), on Speed, smoking a joint, while listening to music from a nearby pub. When the way the DJ mixes the sound, or the music itself, starts to be connected to patterns you begin to see in, and that can determine how your aura is configured, or mental games that influence how your aura is configured: the way a tone feels, where and the way you feel it vibrate in the air, or pointing, and this deciding how the energy of your feeling flows resulting in the overall experience of it - as a sort of layer on top of, and determining, your perceived reality. In this layer, a sort of added 'dimension' in a sense, things inside and outside yourself begin to act and interface with you as one unified whole that seems bigger and more 'omnipotent' (or rather: 'able to') than yourself. Especially when things happen, and in ways, that couldn't have been planned - or something you feel in one of these 'mental games' resembles something that happens a few seconds later on the TV, which you have never watched before so the brain couldn't have known ahead of time - like I told in my story with the wounded dove (the story above this one). When the brain seems to respond to something before it could have known about that, it would seem that you're interfacing with something bigger than yourself. How you are in relation to everything, seems to be connected to them. For instance, if you hear the neighbors having a party and you couldn't prevent a hostile thought about them from going through your mind, you hear someone at the neighbor's say: "now we're enemies" as a joke to someone else. Or when my other neighbors kept saying things which seemed to pertain to my imaginary conversation I was having with them, and I asked them: "how do you know all this?", they started passionately singing a song (they regularly sing) with as lyrics: "…through the same spinal cord…". Also, the way the DJ mixes the sound or the timing in the drums or snare in the music, might exactly wipe away or take the space of a negative thought or auric disturbance, or configure your energy/aura just right. When typing the notes for this story, while it was happening (still sitting there, listening to the music), the way I had left a word caused quite a disturbed feeling in me (a.k.a when I saw it, it felt wrong) in a way that stood out as it happened (and didn't happen again that day) - and I wanted to leave it that way. Then, when trying to adjust my grip, touching the screen with a couple fingers at once in way different places than the word I had just typed and had wanted to leave that way: by the edges, it selected exactly that word (of all words there). Because things respond as a unified whole, and everyone and everything seems involved in that, and in the context of those energetic/auric games determining the 'sound' your energy/aura makes, it seems like we can be energetically/aurically connected.

 • I was at home, on Speed. I was hallucinating a sort of 'battle', or 'attunement', between two colored translucent bubbles (one blue and the other one blue-greenish) that were trying to merge and become one, to strike balance. Behind the bubbles I was looking at my phone in my hand, an iPhone at the time, at the home screen (an overview of all the apps). At one point, right as the one bubble slid into the other to become one, 'creating balance' (in the hallucination among the hallucinatory forms - which made all other hallucinations disappear - my finger had, without me paying attention to it at all, accidentally touched the screen so that all apps started to wiggle (as they do when you long press the screen, so you can move your apps about) - as it were 'absorbing' the discrepancy that was previously in the hallucination, 'making' them disappear. The wiggling of the apps happened following the bubbles merging (that same second). For me the wiggling apps came as a surprise because I hadn't intended to touch the screen, or noticed doing so (though I must have, so the accidental timing is striking).
 
 • When hanging out with my friends, the moment my thoughts went to him in my thought-process during a silence, he snorted slightly. Shortly after: after a pause of a couple seconds, two people started talking at the same time. Later that night, I was walking with my bike down the street, coming back from having gotten some beer for my friend at the local night shop. I had had a flat tire earlier, so my tire was all flat and sat clumsily around the rim. It began to brush against the mudguard, causing resistance making it so I had to push the bike harder. When I went through the realization, that maybe this was happening because I needed to work out more, it began letting up tension and moving more lightly. When I had just returned, my friend wanted to go outside to check if another friend had arrived (because they had arranged so) as the intercom was broken. When checking, another friend who had already left the party earlier, came walking up to his doorstep to rejoin the party.

Like finding/renting a room in the house when you're twenty-three where you said you wanted to live as fifteen years old by accident, eight days before you had to leave the previous one - which happened to me - nature/something could truly make things happen in ways that makes it seem an orchestrating force was involved or things were (almost?) pre-destined to go this way, because the chance of it happening by chance is so incredibly small. Another example: the way you're feeling or what your thinking being correlated to the music. One's mind would then create or find any alignment. As this happens, one feels connected to the music - as if one's actions formed the outcome or you tuned into energy together. You feel the music, this is therefore connected to energetics - which is what these alignments involve. These energetics also involve what you mentally feel and think. This is a higher-dimensional interaction retroactively determining how things would have gone for both you and for the person making the music (which may be on the other side of Earth and definitely was in the past), through predestination. This effect fades in and fades out, or happens all of a sudden. The gray area is where the brain is desperately looking for connections/alignments to keep reinforcing the psychic connection.

Through an extra dimension through which things can be foreseen (supersede ordinary linear causality: are pre-aligned/pre-positioned), there is being resonated with certain outcomes based what your energy attracts (so: an non-material relationship), which makes coincidences happen. Could there be life-forces in these extra dimensions?

Forces of 'good', or 'evil' (whichever is which), which are psychic forces that originate from within one, can work through the reality. It works through an energetic connection that forms a field and stuff around us. When your inner works through the external, it gives the impression of that whatever you're interfacing with in your thoughts is the central manager, which manifests locally. When something works through the reality, it gives the impression of something that is managed centrally, manifesting or being generated locally. 

Animals are known to react to energy, such as magnetic fields, or the energy you carry. That means we react to energy too. There also is energy (tension) in the music of things. People/animals reacting to the same music, can also cause these interrelations between seemingly separate factors. This is another way in which energetics can create alignment between them.

I think the seeing more connections, such as synchronicities, the universe pointing you in a certain direction, symbolic connections (this can make it so things seem to work with you), or things outside of you seeming to respond to your inner thought-process or feeling (being handed the 'matrix-controls', or an as it were a controller which can make things happen around you), is a manifestation or a sort of side effect of you getting in touch with a state of higher resolved-ness, or a sort of spiritual 'entropy': to which extend energy is expended, so to which extend it has reached its conclusion. Though they are not necessarily synonyms, because things can end badly for a person, also: to which extend it has reached a point of being resolved; as they are correlated because things that have reached a point where they're resolved are often concluded as there would still be work to do otherwise. This would also lead to unrest (also energetically, or in any other way). It is of course life's struggle to make as much as possible end well, and in that sense reaching a higher state of being resolved, or oneness/evenness.

On ketamine, one may find that not only is the perception more pleasant (such as music being experienced differently or better), the content, for instance, YouTube generates also becomes better content. As an example, we ran into a commercial for holidays in Italy, which featured nice visuals and pleasant music - and I noticed they were rock climbing. All in all, it was the perfect commercial for me, and even left me with a good idea. This was late at night, and it was not one of the commercials we get regularly on the same account. When a friend then interrupted a video that my other friend had selected, we got a commercial that kept showing people literally saying: "blablabla", but at the end showed how it was ultimately for a charitable/good cause - which I imagined meant that we had pushed the limits. This is an example of how, psychically, one's reality may be created around one.
The next morning, having just taken a line of ketamine, I picked up my phone to listen to music - seeing it had only 14% battery left - and put one song on loop and locked the phone. Not having looked at the screen, after a while I decided that that time would be the last time I repeated the song. Then, after it was done, I didn't have it in me to turn off the music, so listened to it again. This time, however, the phone died: it was out of battery. Presumably, through a sort of subconscious sense of timing, I was able to tell when the music would turn off. This same subconscious sense of timing could explain how sometimes, like when we wake up or during the day/night, one would be able to tell about what time it is without checking - not having checked recently.

When these coincidences that were discussed occur, something becomes so improbable that the chance of it happening becomes so small, that it is more logical there is another reason like a causal relation that lead to it - as opposed to mere coincidence. It would be more logical to assume a reason for perceived coincidence, than that it comes about from chance because it would be extremely improbable for something to randomly happen that way. This reason could be a direct causal relationship, which can include an energetic interrelation and a connection to the mentality, so a mental connection. This reason could, as well, be an orchestrating force: the wonder in life that makes it that things are so incredible or amazing in the sense that up until at least insects, beings each are a unique person with an individual soul. The reason for this would be the greatness of existence, the sublime nature or essence of nature. Such as the coincidence that the universal constants are so precisely tuned to just allow for life to happen. That the most meaningful thing would be attempted to occur, that that would be what ends up being (as the rest can't exist). The reason for that attempting to achieve this amazingness or sublimeness, that meaning for things to be a certain way by something, would be what we call 'God'/the creator - which may be (unseen) forces of nature.

Inwardly, so through the psyche, spiritual forces within/outside of one are attracted, such as that may work through the inner/psyche and outer reality - also through the patterns/interrelations/coincidences one experiences while psychically activated. Because the manifestations of this orchestrating force run through both - and so harmonize - the inner and the outer, it should be connected to something that unifies the inner and the outer - which highlights the energetics that are behind both.

Through the subconscious things the body does, this orchestrating force may speak: like when you find the body has a subconscious trick (arranging the fingers so that through a sort of subconscious twitch one finger touches the other, so as to provide an impulse for when you're thinking about something) set up for you to be able to snap you out of a conversation you are having with yourself without your own intention, just moving how feels natural and comes to mind as would be a consequence of the natural movements and physiology of the body, and arms and fingers in this case - such as is: two objects in your hands touching one another based on timing.

Or when insights come out of thin air after consuming ketamine. When others unknowingly strike chords/pillars in you that are very personal, it may seem as though this orchestrating force is working through them as they say it - the overall ambiance providing the occasion for them to get the insight. Or when your thoughts seem to be of spectacular craftsmanship - this orchestrating force seems to be working through you.

If you make the tear-gesture horizontally instead of vertically, then you inverse the effect (of it being an expression of sadness) because of the physiological effects the movement of your finger has on the tissue of the skin, by pulling the crease by your eye in the right way (so that its energy may feel healthy/flow healthily), like when rubbing your eye. (I got the idea to write that down by having to rub my eye at that particular moment). In this way, through these mental 'subtitles'/internal connotation, one may direct bodily energies - in combination with the physiological factors of the skin/face. When your thought-pattern will only load the information at a certain capacity, with a timing, and only the content it wants, upon inquiry - again with beautiful craftsmanship/engineering of how the sequence of events of what happens internally plays out. Like being shown how another such orchestrating mind-force performed an action in relation to me in reverse time, so future first in the direction of the past: of how our thought-forms intersected through their literal content. A interdimensional interaction with my own thoughts. So-called 'higher powers', or its will, may be embodied by the coincidences that happen: perhaps mental thought/thinking-forces, very abled in influencing how things would play out, exist. I also caught my brain making up a playing out of events that provided memory challenges, as I had begun to wonder how my memory was, earlier - so in this way the psychic content the processing of the brain generates, is influenced by this force as well.
They may be coincidences, but since the things do happen that happen, consistently with what pertains to one or one's state of being - or the feeling playing out what is thought up. People/animals (act as if) respond(ing) to one's mental activity through a mental/energetic link; coincidences are facilitated by causal relationships - and act out the thought-process, even if it would not be caused by it(: it happens regardless, apparently).

Seeing beauty adjusts the eyes right, because you begin to look in the right way: the spirit in which one looks creates the spirit/psyche which one sees. You transmute the fabric of the interior of the psyche/the experience (which is in direct correlation with how you look physiologically as well): which is what the 'psychic charge' is. So the fabric of one's psyche, that one is looking at, that one is feeling, is connected to the space around you energetically. Hence, hallucinations or altered perception are configurations/tunings/calibrations of the energetic/electrical body or tension in the body. The psyche and its body have an influence on the surroundings as they sense them. Thus, the correlation between thoughts and feelings makes it one can influence the surroundings psychically as well.

The fact that probability (the chance if something occurring) can be correlated with one's mentality shows there is an energetic relationship, which shows that reality may very well be within a thought-space or mental construct, since life/awareness (finer energetic dynamics: of more alignment) also is inherent to the fabric of existence.
The vision you're looking at is the product of the cognition(/resonance; creating/forming the fabric of your experience) of your brain: shown by the true story of when a hallucinatory black dot/smudge jumped towards me, into my ear into my inner head-space, and then into my vision - me literally being able to see an animation-like circles in the water effect like a pebble thrown into a pond seen top-down, causing me to start hearing an indiscriminate fake-English chatter which I was only able to lose by immediately losing focus on it, causing me to hear/feel - because you can feel your thoughts - the 'thought-area' drift off - focussing on it bringing it right back to your location), showing how cognition and hallucinations (what the fabric of your experience does) are connected. The hallucination of the black smudge itself came into existence at the moment an anxiety thought(: "what if I get anxiety again") shot through my head, showing how feeling(: the 'sensors' or instruments estimating/'measuring' how likely something is to happen in the future/fear sensors)/intuitions and thought-process (cognition) are interrelated. The hallucination first jumped towards me, taking situation in the outer surroundings and then bridging into the inner headspace, created by the cognition: it presented itself as being somewhere situated in the outer (not as a stain on top of my vision but as such a stain sitting there at a certain distance in the 3d-space), then jumped from there to left of me in the corner of my eye and then it jumped to the right, into my inner headspace through my ear, and then it jumped into the screen that is my vision, which then affects my cognition/thoughts. One's mental tuning/expectation influences the mutually felt feeling/atmosphere of the moment and one's body, creating a certain expression.
This 'mutual feeling'-connection also works in telepathic-like ways: non-locally. Friends called the day I got in a conflict with another friend to solve a conflict we had, as if to provide me with different friends while I couldn't see the other, without knowing I had just gotten into a conflict with this other then friend. The outer and inner also are connected where, because something happens in your thought/feeling-space - which is something you can feel (through the fabric of your experience) - or pertains to you, something happens/manifests.

 • My mind knew before me that I was forgetting a word I intended to type earlier, letting me hear the word information when I was typing the end of the sentence ahead of when I saw where I wanted that word, to be earlier in the sentence.

 • One time, my friend Morris and I were chilling. His friend Stefano has an electric fatbike that goes fast. Morris told me that Stefano may fall while riding his bike one day, which could hurt him - so he should be careful. This was while Stefano was on his bike, on his way to us, having just dropped someone off. When he arrived, there was blood coming from his eyebrow: he had slipped on a stone laying on the road. This would seem to be an example of energetics influencing the probability or 'predestination'(: pre-alignment) of events, because the chance of it happening would be so incredibly small if there were no energetic causal relation between our saying a certain something, and that making it like it is so, thus manifesting that - through influencing something which retro-actively influences what was to have been all along. This could be an example of the non-linear nature, resulting in non-linear causality, of these fields/networks of information - through energetics.

 • A couple examples of what happens when psychically activated: they were working on a house next to my neighbors. There were Italians working there. At first, when talking with a friend on weed and Speed, when I decided we would have no more machine-like 'microwave'-vibes, a bird, quite prominently, sat on the little shed next to us - presenting him/herself quite prominently. When receiving a weird-feeling energy, that felt like it was backwards, I, within and to myself, said: "invert" so as to invert that energy spatially. Then, my friend said something about using code-language. A little later, when I was writing using my laptop, selecting and considering the word 'another', over at the neighbor's someone began talking loudly to an English-speaking (probably Italians or something) person there, saying 'another…'. A bit later, the Italians said something in their language that sounded exactly like my name: "Ivo… *something something*". I understand that these aren't impossibilities, but they give a peek into the things one might experience while psychically activated. It's as if the cognition directs the outcome through the decisions others make based upon it. The going of action and cognition influences another one's action through psychic/mental connection. The going of action is consistent with the going of the cognition: there is a spiritual connection through the mutually felt feeling. The resonance of the brain is correlated with the energetic body.

What may happen when your thought-processes begin to align with the outer reality, is that you may feel as though people surrounding you (usually while they're out of sight, completely switching when they're in sight - but sometimes also while in sight) can sense your thoughts in that through their joint response they seem to respond to the conclusions you come to and the feelings/thoughts you have. In this way, through their joint response, it feels as though you're talking to the collective consciousness of whatever you're around. So it's like an additional dimension like a collective consciousness works through what people say and do, as if they can collectively hear and respond to your thoughts. Sometimes you'd think these seeming coincidences are too much of a coincidence to be just that. An energetic connection would sometimes seem more probable and may even be highlighted by the alignment/(what would otherwise be a) 'coincidence'. When experiencing these alignments between inner and outer, it can make it feel as if you're interfacing/dealing with an energetic/mental or psychic connection with and throughout the reality.

It may feel as though one is dealing with a faculty that centrally reigns control over reality/a (psychic or mental, or at least energetic) connection which runs throughout everything/everyone/reality making these seeming coincidences, connections and alignments occur - because the things between which there is alignment seem to have no way of being connected (that we would know of). One could get the feeling one is part of a greater whole that is, or that something is, making these coincidences occur.
You may also get the feeling there is an additional 'dimension to things', like a collective consciousness (of the universe or the surroundings like animals, people, and perhaps even the plants and insects, which would work like their metaphorical, potentially subconscious, 'internet'), which would be like a 'third influence' that works through what others say and do through their joint 'response', in which response things pertain to you. It may also work in combination with the ideas you're getting, and may work through music you're listening to, or something you're watching on the TV or computer, and the way you feel it. The alignments may also involve or be in sync with hallucinations. What others say - or what happens around you - may have an second layer of what it means pertaining to you. This way it can seem like something like a collective consciousness is working through the reality.

From the tiny hand to the big hand (that moves things): the (tiniest and most colossal of) revolutions in the cogs/cognitions of what is - from your own influence, to that of one's body, to that of the greater whole…

When alignments occur, they reveal that (something connected to) the psyche (or something pertaining to the person) works through the outer through coincidence. (Also in the sense where it seems like you're interfacing with an overarching intelligence, orchestrating these coincidences/alignments occur.)
For example, at times, it can be as though people are responding to your inner state, even appearing to know things they couldn't know (like through mentioning certain keywords that are significant to you that they didn't know about, for example - or doing certain things). This coincidence/alignment occurring could be the cosmic intelligence responding to things which are relevant for you in your inner state, perhaps answering to you, without these people necessarily knowing (unknowingly, while perhaps on a spiritual/feeling level condoning the/a similar message through their own reasoning they have in their head about something else - somehow getting the impulse or insight).
  
When becoming psychically activated, it's as if others react - through a feeling-connection - to your state of being. Not only that, they begin to seem to react to you in a way that they react to your thought-proces and know things they couldn't have known, but somehow received, which now makes its reappearance in a different context. Or as you discuss what your attitude is towards the police with yourself when hearing their sirens in the distance, they turn off the moment you reach your (positive, in this case) conclusion - for example. Or you hear the inner-feeling/'chakras' of your friend through the sound of a neighbor's computer.
When you become psychically activated, it may befall you: it happens to you. It's as if the 'Truman Show-factor' in life, is becoming apparent - as things seem to be controlled by something, or seem to have energies connected to yours working through them, and or have the universe (because you realize they would expose that everything is working together to conspire to show you that it is one intelligently responding whole and so functions as one, so as to show you that everything in your life is carefully managed by said universe for as far as it can, and can probably foresee certain circumstances - to which you're talking with your state of mind, thoughts and feeling, also through the psychic forces in your head; and you derive that these people couldn't have conspired consciously because they knew things they couldn't ordinarily have known and so then the world would deliberately try to provide the illusion of separation. This would not seem likely from a soul-level, because then everything would be very grim - which the sublimeness of existence could show one is not the case).
To me, seeing the intelligent force of nature working together with other facets of reality in a way that defies causality is a nice experience that can be seen as valuable - perhaps integral - to one's experience on this planet; and would as such not so much be a 'disorder', just because some people find it unpleasant or lose track of to what extend reality ordinarily would be connected: through tangible/physical things - which sometimes leads to inconvenience or worse for others. The experiencing of these synchronicities would be a way of one's mind to interact/interface with these higher(-dimensional) aspects of reality.

 
Getting into more well-balanced energies/frequencies…

(Especially upon psychic activation,) one may start hallucinating whitish or colored light(s) (spots, bigger lights, like 'clouds', sometimes white vapor/smoke-like substance, sometimes one's entire vision may begin to flicker or flicker with white translucent material) (also literally in the 3d-space you're looking at) (these have to do with your spiritual/energetic state, also as caused in consultation with the surroundings - so caused by one's inner thoughts and feeling, and one's actual physical, and physical energetic, state; so being a reflection of what energies actually manifest within and around one), warping of the perspective (as if there are additional dimensions to what you're looking at, the context of the mind-space you're in changing and changing the intonation of what you're seeing - for example, in such a moment one also may feel like one's perspective is upside down - not the objects you're looking at, but the framework within which they exists itself), (intensified) visual snow or like the screen that the (perceptual) 'screen' that one sees in one's inner vision is made of being visually exclaimed(: a sparkly vision), or it's effects becoming more apparent (it's as if this psychic 'energy field' becomes visible).

These hallucinations can also be different effects such as shapes/forms/objects (sometimes very literal and crisp, sometimes more vague resemblances being completed by one's imagination in interpretation) and these hallucinations may come with a certain (feeling) presence. Also, they may literally come with a feeling in one's body correlated to what one hallucinates/change the feeling that you feel with your psyche of one's body, like the feeling of very calming and soothing, soft, 'well-rounded', good-feeling, constant, warm, or light (fleeting)-feeling, energy - sometimes its as if you exist in an additional space that is outside of/overlaps with your vision within which things happen (with or to you), sometimes also together with other presences, which interact with one's energetic body or having you interact with a certain energy/feeling in the body. One may begin to see more intense color in one's vision, and one may begin to see sharper. One may also hear sounds (subtle or clear, clearly thought-sounds or extremely lifelike - sounds may include: animal noises, random sounds, voices - with, in my experience, subtle voices tending to be more helpful, and more persistent voices tending to be more unfriendly or deceptive and possibly frightening), based on energies within and around one: reflecting the spiritual state. One could also get insights - the silent voice, after all, is one's intuition.

(Visual) hallucinations can be of true, highly intricate, beauty(: very heavenly); one may one may begin to see complete monumental places/building interiors one 'is in', or purple crystal-like shapes hanging by a tree - one may see oneself in good clothes getting a pat on the back, someone you've seen before, or the indiscriminate face of a person (probably representing psychic energies) - one may see Luigi from the Mario-games hanging upside down from a branch eating soup or see a complete computer desktop-screen overlaying with your entire vision (with the look/type of operating system changing constantly, which could culminate in playing a game with yourself of proving your sincerity by showing you know which look you would find most tasteful on any day) - one may see things move that cannot or are not moving (also like: only the decorations on the ceiling are moving), one may even hallucinate little indiscriminate figures pushing and pulling a small section of one's vision that is moving in place (this moving in place is similar to when a star appears to move when you focus on it for longer) - beware: as the energy becomes more tense and less relaxed (for example, when you're long into a trip and the good feeling of the substance wears off and a dip in pleasantness arrives) hallucinations can also become more or more severe (or devilish/hellish) of a bother as you, for example, begin to see a tram quickly coming your way repeatedly (which may startle one as one sees it), or begin to see knives thrown at you, going together with an almost painful/ominous (almost like someone is cutting or an electro-shock) sensation at the tip of your limbs.

Energetically, our bodies (including mental bodies) are connected by an energetic field (that we can feel around in our body/around us). This field also is a psychic field: meaning it is connected to one's mind as well. Our psyches/minds and our energy (the electricity you feel in the body) configure the energy around us as well: the field and one's bodily energetics are mentally configured, like through intention and internal decision-making, interpretation and observation, or fine-tuning of one's energy - the feeling and directing of energy often works through mental initiative and one's mind. The psycho-auric field is a hallucinatory mental/thought-field which can be felt energetically with/in the body.
Hallucinations are the energetic layer influencing your perception. You may see alterations in your perception as the way you feel the energy changes, manifesting hallucinations or hallucinatory effects. You may also hallucinate more as you become more sensitive to this subtler, finer, lighter layer of reality, and its manifestations. These are the reflection of (psychic) energetics/the product of energetic interactions with the aura: the product of the way you feel the energies as the way the energetic layer that underpins reality is interacting with your aura/bodily energetics changes - influencing your perception as that which is to be perceived has changed energetically (at least from your point of view, so to you).

So, this energetic and psychic/thought-field/psycho-auric field (also, together with the state of your energetic body) can become apparent through hallucinations. This could also be seen as the third eye(: one's hallucinatory sense/sensitivity, which is more subtle and has to do with the energies within the brain/mind and body) becoming activated. What's striking about certain hallucinations is that sometimes they can be felt with the body (such as as a very pleasurable warm/soft/light feeling). They may also carry a certain presence (or be caused by the presence of someone). Hallucinations are energetic interactions with one's energetic and mental body or aura becoming apparent in the psyche as hallucinatory manifestations. Some examples of those hallucinations: more intense colors, (white/colored) light(s) or bright colors or colored shapes/forms (mostly purple, a purplish blue, light blue or yellow), intensified visual snow (like in the picture directly above this paragraph), dark spots or shadows, change in/warping of perspective (for example: far away things, even the entire horizon, may look very close and small, or the context within which an object is seen begins to feel different), seeing something spinning, even seeing certain figures as you go a bit cross-eyed - the figures being sharp in your vision whilst doing so (like for example: purple triangular shapes, or a big round whitish translucent orb which brings out a hose with which it sucks away 'disturbing energies' causing you to, for example, twitch your eye - which disturbs the hallucination - and with which it blows this whitish vapor which I could feel as being very cold).

You may also notice ethereal presences, the feeling that there is someone there. Sometimes, on LSD - when hallucinating, one may feel the presence of someone, or radiance of someone's intimacy in the hallucination(s). Of someone you happen to think of, or (a spiritual force that) is around you, or of who knows what? This is an example of inter-aural energetic connections leaving a mark on one's perception. Your perception may change to the point that you see things more sharply, colors may become brighter (or more colorful), visual snow may be intensified(: seeing the ethereal light), and you may see things of which one can say that those are truly beautiful and splendid! On substances like LSD or 2C-B, it may seem like what you're looking at (like the room you're in) is 'pulsating' or 'breathing'. Also, sound may become distorted, like happened to me when hearing the church bell - making it seem like the church tower had a glitch. Plants - like they're hallucinogenic/psychedelic beings - can induce these hallucinations as well. It is precisely because this field can become visible to us through hallucinations, that one can tell it is energetically connected to the psychic apparatus/your mind.

Very ethereal or light-feeling energies (or 'resonances')/states of awareness/presences may be established when the aura/energetic body harmonizes. Especially on ketamine or LSD, this extremely light, weightless feeling/energy you feel and state of awareness can come about. A state of increased balance and/or silence(: a solemn, meditated, tranquil presence). Visually, it comes with intensified visual snow. It causes or is caused (or 'powered') by good energetic 'sound' or energetic configurations, or harmonizing of the (energetic) body: 'ethereal light(/energy)'. 'Ethereal light' can be summarized as a feeling of euphoria. The brain/mind can create/sense these nice-feeling energies that become visible a certain way(: hallucinations).

This 'ethereal light(/energy)' can cause the following hallucinations (and so are energetic interactions with one's energetic body/aura, or the consequence of the relation of one's energetic body to the energy of the surroundings): intensified visual snow, sensitive hearing, (in the case of LSD) wavy movement of things in place, things appearing to move that are fixed ('moving in place'), seeing hallucinatory light sparkles, lights and colors. The thinnest states of awareness are the most sincere. The finest, most delicate, perception/energy.

On, for example, ketamine, (the feeling of) the energy in your body and around you may get harmonized and become very light or weightless. On ketamine, as on other substances like LSD, Speed, weed, smoking tobacco, and sometimes even sober, one may get these 'hallucinations' with intensified visual snow and a very balanced/light/weightless feeling, where you don't really feel your body anymore: like its been replaced with nitrous oxide. Perspective may seem warped: far away things may appear close by. You may start to see things more as if seeing it from your mind's eye: things may come to look 'unreal', as if in a dream. Also, it comes with an ethereal, calm awareness and may even become a very thin/lightheaded awareness. So, hallucinations can be beyond just the visible spectrum: they can carry actual energy, insights or presences.

When hallucinating (often induced by staying up a night or a few, Speed and LSD) you may see patches of space slowly expand and/or contract/disappear, or move - making objects seem to move in place. Also, you may go a bit cross-eyed, and - with the image multiplying itself - see new images appearing and/or disappearing as you keep staring. Both of these phenomena are interactions between your aura and the aura you're interacting with at that time. The image may also appear to turn (clockwise or counterclockwise).

That the mind is connected to this field also becomes apparent during hallucinations, where you may see something(: a hallucination) in your mind take place in the environment around you, situated in the 3d-space around you. It also becomes apparent during psychic activation, where the mind and what you think, and the energy of one's body and the energy of the field you feel in your body, starts to influence what goes on in your surroundings (your perception of the surrounding volume) and steer manifestations around you. The way in which you feel things, and the way you focus your energy with your mind, creates an energetic effect.
Hallucinations are an expression of the energies within you, so too as energies that are beyond one interact with that. Hallucinations embody the energy you feel in/around the body about your surroundings, which starts to manifest (move on its own volition). These energies of others, or other things, being representations of the surroundings - sometimes, they even seem to influence the outcome of these energies in the surroundings. Hallucinatory energetics: the feelings in the body and the mind-realm (which includes thought-processes) combined with a hallucinatory layer(: visual, audio - and feelings/feeling of energies with the body, correlated with these hallucinatory elements) that starts to dance on its own.

There is a thought/psychic field with thought-energy: energy (which may be felt) directed by thought - it is connected to the world we feel. It is a psychic/spiritual/energetic field or layer - the changes in or interaction with (or sifting through) which's energy/energies may induce altered/improved perception and hallucinations. Energetically, living beings are connected (through this field: the realm of frequencies and energies we can feel). Others may respond to the energy that you feel, or thought that you resonate, and you may respond to someone else's energy (as well as thought-energy). So we are energetically connected. Because one's energetics involve one's thinking, this energetic connection also is a psychic connection: this energetic and 'hallucinatory'(: influencing the perception) field carries psychic qualities, and one's or other's 'intimacy'/'intimacies' (the quality of intimacy/sincerity all life carries with their presence, in other words: the frequency or energy of their aliveness)/subconscious may be accessed through it - both locally and non-locally. You can call on (psychic) energies mentally. Your energy field is in contact with other energy fields. This layer may then also act on its own volition, both in the hallucinatory/energetic realm(: in the realm of the alteration in perception the interaction/manner of interrelation with its energies - both mentally and through feeling - may cause) as well as in the outer manifestations that may cause. The psychic field can manifest in tangible ways: from giving/inducing feelings or ideas, to influencing energetic or energetic(/air) pressure. As such, it can even be as though the energetics of this thought-field can make things happen (directing or causing them), or cause perceived coincidences/alignments. Things around you begin to correspond to the spiritual state of you and what's around you. These energetics can also manifest as or manifest hallucinations, like for example: very soft, weightless or compact/light feeling in the body/energies/energy signature - also together with hallucinations of intensified visual snow or hallucinatory (white or colored) light(s), warped perspective/a warping of the perspective: a farther something you're looking at (even the horizon) may seem near(er), and different levels of realization, accompanied by an ethereal presence: an otherworldly, extremely tranquil presence containing, in it's hallucinatory light, the presence of intimacy/as if someone had been standing there.

Using ketamine or LSD can (potentially) give one an euphoric and soft, good, gentle and calming feeling throughout one's mind and body. It can give you a very light, weightless feeling in the body.

It can feel and be as though your body or part of your body becomes energetically/electrically charged. Sometimes, this electrifying 'tension' can, as it were, lift your limb a bit, making it maintain its height very consistently, and create a sense of levitation and weightlessness.

This becomes visible as intensified visual snow, 'stars' you see when you become light-headed or press your eyes, concentrated over an area, your entire vision, or in a limb (such as when under the tension making it seem to 'levitate', like just described - making for a hallucination of white light on the limb that is under tension that you'd be looking at, such as in the picture above) or other objects (which you may then hallucinate moving like someone's limb when they move in the wind, in more rare cases).

It can, in rare cases, occur together with other hallucinations such as a like Buddhist 'inscription' (in my case resembling the Sanskrit 'ॐ'/'ohm'-symbol) or a simple drawing of a flower. This happens as the 'frequency' of the resonance that is your consciousness (resonated by the, as it were, electro-magnet that is your brain) dramatically increases. This can be felt as this 'electricity' in and around(: with) the body, which ends up creating a sensation of a very light energy (far down in the collapse towards nothingness/light, harmonies/harmonics which add up to a very balanced state.)

(Sometimes, you feel feelings you haven't felt since you were a child, such as when you look at a beautiful landscape: you enjoy excellent or superb 'inner harmonics'.) This is also connected to your visuals: sometimes a region in one's vision can be seen as intensified visual snow, from which this feeling then emanates and it is what you feel as you see it. It is as it were an 'angel's stuff' that seems to be made of the 'light-pixels' of your visual field one sees within oneself, and is a manifestation of auric energy(: energy/a kind of 'electricity' of the aura). You may, again, also see little spots of light, color, or dark - as well as larger shapes, which can be see-through.

During the hallucination with the intensifies visual snow, the perspective tends to warp (- combined with exotic/balanced energies). There is a lack of perspective, everything becomes like a natural 3d flat-screen - becomes right in front of you, with no sense of distance (so you see more the fabric of your experience within which the content of what you see, exists): when looking into the horizon when out by the meadows the horizon seems to be something very small and tiny because it seems to be right in front of you.

When you become psychically activated or hypersensitive and/or begin to hallucinate, you may get a very soft feeling and very tranquil mental presence, feel your body blend in with the surroundings, creating a feeling that your energy/tension/'electricity' is able to flow into the surroundings and even becomes situated outside of your body, or a very light feeling to where you can barely feel your body. The visual snow in your vision may intensify. They may come about combined. The perspective may be warped and far things/that which you happen to be looking at may seem very close by.

The hallucinations may be felt with the feeling you feel in and around the body, so may be a manifestation or product of the same energy which causes that (also showing that the mind, which influences and is influenced by these hallucinations, has a connection to the energetic field around one, and demonstrating that one's mind has the power to manifest energetically through thought-power) which may physically influence that which is within its vicinity, or people/beings around you. You may also see hallucinatory lights (little whitish dots, or larger covered areas in your vision/the space you're looking at), colors (spots of colored light, or hallucinatory shapes of any kind, including: rainbow colors in the leaves of a tree with purple crystals hanging at the bottom of the leaves of the tree you're looking at, Luigi from the Mario-games hanging upside down eating soup, an ambulance or tram whizzing by, or seeing the contents of a Windows desktop screen throughout your backyard) or dark/black spots (especially after consuming Speed, sudden shadows or dark spots may start appearing), or larger shadows - all of which happened to me.

As you observe your own behavior and what things trigger certain feelings and such more closely, you may notice something invisible trying to catch your reaction as you do, which somehow also determines the mood or atmosphere in the room, such as an alter ego or mood swing working through you during a social interaction with someone.

Things may appear to move in place like stars might appear to move when you stare at them for a long time, but even solid things like a doorpost may appear to move in extreme cases after using a substance like LSD.

The tension/'electricity' you feel becoming situated outside of your body may even be in/overlaying with objects outside of you that you might - or not - be looking at, to where it slowly moving may carry a presence or feeling someone is there - like, for example, a curtain slowly moving in the wind appearing to move like a hallucinatory limb.

 • I had a hallucination where the visual snow in my vision (what you see when you press your eyes) began to accumulate, and a dim hallucinatory light across my vision began to flicker. It became stronger rapidly, to where it produced a small, crisp, picture - made from the 'light-pixels' of my vision (visual snow) itself - of a cartoonish flower with five round petals.

We live in a mentally (through thought)/psychically (through what one gives attention with the mind) configured energy field. The energy field can make it so the exact right muscles for configuring the flow of energy in the body get flexed. This field can give off a very good feeling accompanied by an ethereal state of awareness/presence, that comes with intensified visual snow. These hallucinations may be accompanied by true beauty(: for example, one time when looking at a tree I hallucinated rainbow colors by the leafs, with purple crystals hanging under the leaves).

 • The following story is a little different, because it doesn't actually involve anything regarding physical (or 'commonly observable', solid) matter, but I still wanted to share it because it might show how the auric field and one's 'inner space' or 'inner-verse'(: the space within which 'you' are, looking at the screen which comprises your vision, hearing whatever you hear, including thoughts and such, and are feeling your body, etc.) are interrelated. I was at home, on Speed. I had begun seeing these black blobs and stains, and had gotten some anxiety. My friend (François) came over, who warned me of voices in the head. By the time he left, the black blobs were completely gone, and the anxiety had vanished. But then came the thought: "what if the anxiety thoughts come back?" The moment I had that thought, I saw a small black smudge/spot appear in the distance. In the blink of an eye, I saw it quickly move (in a kind of 'jumping' motion) to the left of my head in the corner of my eye, entering my left ear. It then appeared in the inner space of my mind/vision from the left, moved to the center in front of the (perceptual) 'screen' of my inner vision in a second, and from there jumped(/went) into the center of my vision - which I then saw behave as if being a screen because I saw the same kind of ripples come off of it you see when you throw a rock into the water (as seen from the top), which wavy rings lasted about a second and were very crisp and clear. The moment that had happened, I began to hear a continuous indiscriminate fake English chatter in my head (from a thought-voice). I decided I needed to go to sleep as soon as possible. Distracting myself while I was going to sleep, I could somehow 'move' (or: move myself in relation to) the 'location' or 'center' from which the chatter was coming in my mind, to outside the bounds of my mind so I wouldn't hear it anymore - feeling that if I would be anxious and think about it, it would most likely be right there again. I stayed very calm and went to sleep, and luckily, the next morning, everything was fine. This true story reveals that energy in/around (or felt by) the body is or can be connected to hallucinations (energy could thus manifest hallucinations, which can be a sort of interdimensional/multi-dimensional substance/matter), that hallucinations can be connected to the psyche/mind (obviously), and that this energy has a psychic dimension (or is interdimensional/multi-dimensional - one's inner also is an additional dimension: of the thought-/mental substance it manifests) that is connected to/can influence the mind.

When psychically activated, your energy might suddenly do all kinds of tricks which make it very pleasant or sublime - causing and caused (or 'powered') by the influx of auric energy. One may even be able to visualize and direct one's energy.

 • As mentioned previously, all feeling in the body can become very light and good feeling while hallucinating. I was on XTC, Speed, ketamine, and I had just smoked a joint. I began biking on my bicycle, and managed to pick up a nice pace with ease. It began to rain a little bit, but the direction of the wind was a bit in my favor. Also, I hadn't slept for two nights, so I was on the third day. While cycling, I got a euphoric feeling. I began to feel everything very lightly, and began to see it a sort of like being light-headed. It makes it a little bit like you're dreaming. The outer world as it exists in one's vision becomes more situated 'in the inner' or one's mind (like in a dream). I clearly saw a picture (of my vision) within a black frame(: the blackness/nothingness around it), and felt like I was in sort of a computer - a being in a simulation type of feeling - or in an electrified tub of water where I would feel a render of everything that I felt every so couple seconds, one render flowing into the next. Everything consisted of very pleasurable euphoric - and, also for that reason but also in itself, very light - energy. And it is very calming. Like I was in a reaction to which plenty of auric energy/'ethereal light' was being fed.

The way you feel/sense affects the perception. The way the energy configures your mental receptors or cognition and so how what you perceive behaves. During psychic activation, people can have new/different perceptions of the world around them in the form of 'hallucinations' - which are energetic interactions with one's energetic body or aura and mind. Those hallucinations are connected to the energy in our body and the energy around us (a certain presence): the connection of the psychic, non-physical manifestations - things you experience within you (mental/psyche) - to the energy of the field around you, which is connected to your (energetic and physical) body. These hallucinations look so interesting because something that seems to be part of 'within you' now are situated in and involving the outer - and they really do correspond to the energy in the physical space and the way the energy is configured in the body. At times, (other) people/animals have been seen to (be it knowingly or unknowingly) react to these 'hallucinations'. These hallucinations may 'come through' subtle movement of, for example, curtains in the wind, through the movement or stillness of the body or limbs, clear space - or, for example, surround leaves when they fall (which can go paired with this seeming to happen as a sign: in correspondence or timing with your internal thought-process). They could come through whatever you look at, including in clear space, (trees at) the distant horizon, stationary objects (in my case: the sign post of a bus stop) - but often through slow movement of, for example: curtains in the wind, a tree branch dangling on another bigger tree branch or suggested movement by computer animations.

 • I was at home, was on Speed and smoking a joint. I was getting these 'hallucinations' with intensified visual snow, with very balanced feeling and ethereal presences. The feeling in my body was very light. After a while, a mouse came walking into my room from behind the door slowly, and emitted this very ethereal presence, and balanced, calming feeling. Later, he returned, and I - already high - could feel my thoughts shifting to a more calm state as if influenced by the mouse emitting this very balanced, twinkling, calming feeling with very ethereal presence that you could see in the form of all the hallucinations I've mentioned - primarily of which the intensified visual snow. I could tell the mouse knew it was safe for him to come out as long as I was participating in such calm energies, ethereal presences and hallucinations.

 • At my neighbor's (Jochem), I saw a black hallucinatory dot in the air for a second. When my neighbor's head was in the same place a short moment later, he, as a reflex, startledly moved out of and towards right next to that spot (my left, his right), and turned his head and disturbedly looked right at (the same direction and as far, which then was right in front of his face) where the dot was. This also showcases how the spots were situated in the environment and weren't stains 'on top of' my vision.

 • I was at home, on Speed, smoking a joint. I was making artworks for: Infinity Essentials Art. I noticed a mouse near me on the floor, so I sat perfectly still to let him know he's welcome. He quickly walked off. I heard him making some noises from quickly walking on the floor. I was already talking quite a bit to myself, guiding myself through the process of making the artwork, and getting all kinds of ideas. Then I got the hallucination of ethereal awareness and intensified visual snow. I asked the mouse in my head, without talking: "can you hear me?" - and at that moment the mouse appeared from behind the bed - but this time not the sudden movements they normally make and he did up until that point, but especially calmly, relaxed and slow. I proceeded with saying in my head: "I know you can hear me". And as he moved very calmly and relaxed - with an ethereal presence and calming energy that could definitely be felt coming from him (which sensitivity was enabled by the weed) - he let me eye him with no issue, and walked really quite close to me. I think that if he felt my energy with at least the same sensitivity, that might be the reason he can derive and understand from that what kind of thought I'm thinking - especially given that I could feel myself how their presence directed my thoughts towards silence in the (true) story a couple stories above this one, which made the correlation between the thoughts you're thinking and the energy you are in contact with very apparent. Besides that, I wouldn't know how this was possible. But it definitely felt like an auric interaction, and not like a coincidence at all (it would be far too much of a coincidence to be a coincidence, as well). I proceeded to look straight ahead of me again so he could walk off at his own pace. A bit later, when I had continued working on my art, I noticed him quickly walking away on the floor from right besides me. I hope this true story changes people's attitude towards these animals, and that people know that they are in fact intelligent beings.

A mentally directed field, where energetics can manifest hallucinations, hallucinations correspond through thought and are thoughts/thought-forms. There is a mental connection, or energetic link - the mutually felt feeling is mental in nature, as the thoughts send the psychic charge manifesting energetics, and the animals seem to respond to your thinking (birds/insects seem to respond to what you think by them showing themselves when you would thinking something they'd support) so it is able to conduct this information about one's thought-processes by making outer manifestations run consistent with it (through coincidence - and should therefore also be a mental field through which you would be talking to a multi-dimensional/interdimensional 'anomaly' - and actual reaction in the field of mutually felt feeling during communication). Also, when you feel a certain way, you think you feel that way - point being: your energies manifest thought-forms and vice versa - in other words: the energetic connection is a thought-connection. Hallucinations can range from life-like to obviously hallucinations, to seeming to say something about the common reality through how it feels. Hallucinations are thought-forms. Whether hallucinations are real or not should depend on what actually exists is just physical or also mental in nature: if reality itself is such an energetic thought-form. These hallucinatory thought-forms can come about by their own volition/spontaneously or as a reaction to what you do rather than one's own concentrated thought, yet comprise of thought and carry it: are a thought-frequency. So we are not isolated/closed off in the thought-realm. You may also experience the getting spontaneous thoughts with creative ideas that seem to be transmitted to you because they consistently are of high quality and did not come about from your own labor.

 • When hanging out at my friend Thom's place - and he has ten birds (Australian zebra finch), of which we let one freely roam into the living room - I was on ketamine, Speed and weed, just chilling out and I at one point during a silence staring ahead I noticed a slight twitch going through my right hand's ring finger and pinkie, ever so slightly, which set off the bird somehow and caused him/her to suddenly fly to a different spot. It was as if my body was affecting the energetics in the room as it was responding to them, which the bird felt. This impulse of moving my finger ever so slightly was caused by these energetics in the room - but it also felt like something, a sort of mind-force, deliberately caused this impulse through energetics to show me how these could be interconnected. Or that my mind or energetics of some kind within my body and possibly as interconnected with the space, caused this twitch, specifically for the bird to respond to it. Energetics are connected to the mental(ity): able to incur lines of thought/cognition/insights/exert an influence on the mental instrument through energetics. The mental exerts an energetic influence itself(: you feel things when you think of something, as can one sense the overall atmosphere), creating an overall psychic 'charge' or atmosphere within the sphere of influence of the individual. Both within the surroundings or when thinking of this person, in other words: how this person is felt. The energetics in the room also have to do with the feeling of timing: both of things happening around you as well as a mutually felt sense of timing among living beings - which may also herald telepathic influences or the psychically/mentally being 'in sync' or interacting with another, both consciously and subconsciously.

The fact that something that is solid can still (seem to) move during hallucinations, shows that the physicality is 'reflected' onto the fabric we experience - because you literally see movement of something, yet that something is the doorpost in the hallway or the ceiling. (Isolated) things in your vision can appear to move slowly, or your vision as a whole. It's as if a receptor is being moved or adjusted.
During other hallucinations, when reality begins to seem to look more dreamy, something that is far away may appear to be near as you essentially see it as if it is flat: a kind of screen you can look into (we have a certain location where we're at in our inner, which 'reflects' the physical location we're in - and has an energetic relationship with it), which can give off a sort of glow in the form of translucent intensifies visual snow or a light-grey/whitish glow. It may also adjust the eyes: things may look more beautiful or detailed and colorful (- hence I say that looking at beautiful things is good for the eyes). The weird thing during these hallucinations is that the screen and the feeling you're feeling with your body sort of 'fuse' together as you feel this electrifying good-feeling energy where your body used to be, with your toes connected to the spot of that glow that lies in your vision(: 'connected to' the center of your vision). Almost as if there is an influence in/of the screen that is exerting or is the result of an energetic influence on/in the space you're in.
Hallucinations are caused by the settings/configuration of the psychic/mental receptors (of the mind/brain). This is caused by energetic interactions with them as caused by interaction with the brain resonance (the energetic body of the mind/brain, which also facilitates the psychic and perceptual organ). So, hallucinations come about from the adjustment of the configuration of the receptors of your mind, as comes about from an interplay of physiological (body reasons), psychic (mind tuning-in reasons), and so also the actual physiological receptors of your mind that one subconsciously uses or may flex constantly such as in the hearing or seeing - and perhaps external factors rooted in the physical energies, though they may not solid (say, of others), manifesting things that happen in your mind. The hallucinations themselves are indicative of an energy field in between everything that presents anomalies. So, it may have correlation with an energy(-field) the brain/consciousness tunes into and may be the product of, or be a 'receiver' of (as becomes visible during the hallucination). Voices or sounds, as well as visual hallucinations, are/originate from energies(: shots of tension/contractions/exertion) in/through the brain that may be caused by purely energetic dynamics of the brain/mind - being psychic factors - or external energetic or mental input (rooted in physical frequencies, though thoughts are/one's thinking is not solid material, obviously): from the energy field of the psyche/mind around us(: psychic charge), also being correlated with the (experience/perception of the) fabric of one's experience(: what the physical energies reflect into/onto).
Something has grown to let the energy that newly interacts with one, through one's body, reflect in such a way that it prolongs the lifeform by making one want to do the right thing through the input it generates for/gives to the spirit/this energetic field. As such, it resonates with these psychic frequencies.

 • The moment I accidentally thought about how something about the death of one friend's mother could benefit my research - catching myself doing so - my one friend (Oscar) said: "wow, I just had déjà vu of this person's mother looking like: 'we know how you are', looking at [my one friend]", when looking in my direction for a brief second. This shows the internal and external realms interacting causally.

 • When I was on Speed, I looked outside and thought I saw a huge white light emitting glider in the sky. The hallucination looked very 'fixed'/'unchanging', though it was moving slowly. When I looked closer, I saw a group of geese flying in it, very high in the sky. What's important is that I saw the glider before I could see that there were animals (even if I would have heard them, I had no idea and couldn't see where the geese were flying specifically, until I looked at the glider more closely and saw them flying there precisely in it, as the hallucinatory effect slowly weakened upon looking more closely). This hints at that these animals have special energetic properties, perhaps as comes about from their innocence and good-heartedness, and that these energies are mental: energies being connected to the psychic/mental perceptive organs and hallucinations being energetic.

What may also happen when consuming, say, LSD or ketamine is a loss of sense of place - and this effect may be strengthened by going combined with hallucinations. As my friend Tys exclaimed after spacing out on ketamine: "oh right! We're at Thom's house!". When your mind begins to wander, you may gradually focus on other things, one may begin to feel as though in a different space/context than one was before (such as to where one approaches a point that all other points end in, you feel like you're in floating in 'outer space' mood-wise, or where things that are said begin to get subliminal meanings that intertwine with and have a meaning in one's thought process so as to provide an indication of how much the person is on the same page as you, for example, and seem like interdimensional agents trying to get you out of the matrix - while in reality they align with your thought-processes/imagination and connections because these form themselves around/as a consequence of what happens, making it so your imaginative forces might as well have been working through them; which is another example of how magic can come into being as one's believing facilitates the alignments of outcomes with your inner thought-processes) - as well as that familiar things may not look as familiar anymore, such as wondering whose wallet or jacket that is when really it was yours all along.

At times transparent clouds/influences of spirit/psyche or something spiritual can appear to press your screen, as the phone 'coincidentally' does something relevant to your situation precisely right, so as to suggest something.
  
Hallucinations are the perception expanding into more subtle or energetic layers of reality. They are an expansion of perception (hallucinations being a reflection of energies) that taps in to the (psychic) energy field, or are the perception of more subtle spiritual forces. A spiritual state of mind can manifest through one's awareness/psyche as hallucinations, manifesting/tapping into other dimensions. One's mind tunes in to different dimensions through the psyche: manifests psychic forces in plain sight in one's vision, such as a very tranquil presence with some (vague or crisp/clear) appearance/figure or shape(s) or form(s) - upon seeing things quite differently after looking in one direction in one position(: sitting still) for a long time: one peering into or manifesting different worlds through hallucinations, seeing additional colours or shapes and forms. This also goes together with one's breathing - meaning, for example: through the mouth (more heavily) or through the nose (lighter). Hallucinations would indicate an active or open third eye.
Hallucinations are caused by spiritual states working through someone: producing visual and auditory (psychic) manifestations: influence certain noises being made in the surroundings by something that resembles something else by accident(: causal manifestations) as making it so something would somehow make a noise, or tactile sensations: such as feeling a sudden touch or cold (for example: I once, when hallucinating, saw this hallucinatory white vapor coming my way which, when it touched my skin, felt cold) - or pressure difference which could be felt both in terms of tactile sensation or inner feeling/energetically.
The psychic forces can also influence computers/smartphones/game consoles/electronic equipment(: energetic manifestations), for example: the computer/smartphone/game console freezes, gives an unexpected error, or something on your phone-screen is pressed, seemingly by itself or unintentionally by you: when you wanted to press something else, the device interprets it as such - although I've witnessed that be either invisible (meaning: I haven't seen it go together with hallucinations) or could going together with pressure differences/heavy or light feeling/tactile sensations.
Something may also appear to move in a way something else would move, like seeing something that resembles a person, an appearance, or like a resemblance of an arm moving, when the curtains move slightly in the wind. You could also, for example, see a hand made of the intensified visual snow(: the 'stars you see when you close your eyes of your vision creating a 'light'-substance in your vision, seemingly) holding a computer mouse (also made of this visual snow), slowly moving left and then right, with little pauses in between, which seems to direct the energy so that an extremely tranquil presence arises (that it is powered by). Likewise, when curtains slowly move in the wind to where it catches your eye, and you begin to see this visual snow and potential presences made of it overlaying it, it may also move in such a way so as to seem to create an sensation of extreme balance/'(sensation of) weightlessness' (by 'diverting' the energy as such).
During these hallucinations, both one's mind and surroundings may be influenced by spiritual energies - and the outer world becoming influenced by spiritual forces often goes together with hallucinations.

The field penetrating/comprising volume, and its psychic charge, are spiritual in nature. How you make things out to be (direct energy psychically) is how they end up becoming. It may become reflected visually or through other hallucinations. This spirit-field is non-local (can influence at a distance and can generate new energies based on one's imagination/cognition), and can work non-linearly. When higher levels of alignment are achieved by the universe by certain coincidences occurring, one may with a cunning eye see that those seem to work through two mechanisms: a seeming energetic relationship or attraction between different things, and/or pre-destination(: things would go a certain way)/pre-alignment (through, as it were, pre-positioning).

Psychic activation (so-called 'psychosis') occurs when things that are not tangibly connected begin to react to one another or conspire to work together. Something 'speaks through' individual occurrences or combinations of them that would otherwise be separate, now showing a perceived cohesion through seeming correlation between them. It can be as though your state of being, or what you reason your state of being to be, or energy or thought-process, or an energetic layer, works through reality. Forces within one and in the outer reality begin to react to one another. For example, the moment you proclaim something to yourself, a church bell rings. Often, these are connections which depend on your interpretation to be aligned. They can also be coincidences, such as when a plastic bottle cracks (like they sometimes do after having been handled) the exact moment the music goes to the next song. Others may seem to react to your inner state of being or thought-process, when they had no way of knowing as by outer visible or tangible manifestations (such as seeing or hearing something). Similarities with one's own thought-process may occur in what others say. This can be accurate up until the very second and/or a few seconds, last a short while and happen all of a sudden. It can be as though there is a collective energetic layer which is influenced by and influences one's mind to which others, such as neighbors, or animals respond. A mental (which may be reflected by hallucinations or incite thoughts) energy field that runs through everything to which one's body and mental body (such as intention) is connected. During psychosis, one's inner can, ahead of time, form itself around coming events so as to create alignment - or what happens would be directed by energy which is configured with/by one's own energetics or thought-process.

If I had to listen to my intuition and senses or experience(s), I would say the following about psychic activation (or so-called 'psychosis'). Energetic aspects you interact with: feeling in the body, or thoughts - part of a living energetic field - can begin to resonate with living beings in that field. This causes the apparent connections of the manifestations around you, such as actions of others and what they say, to one's thought-processes and feeling in the body and mind, as similarities between what they say and your thought-process occur. This field is an expression of the universe, a universal mind (a mentally configured field) in the form of a collective psychic thought/spirit field. It is an energetic field which underpins reality. It can change the (air and/or energetic) pressure(/charge) around one (which may cause noises like ticks and such, or even the movement of objects or seem to cause this as the objects move in sync with the pressure differences - and cold/fresh or smothering air or winds), influence electronic devices (have what happens on screen may go in sync with things that happen pertaining to you or in your mind/hallucinations through coincidence or actually as if influenced by psychic energy - or cause errors, longer or shorter loading times, and influence what gets generated, both when generated randomly - like when you're gambling - as well as when generated based on other things, like your finger touching the screen of your phone a certain way where the thing you're setting is very precise and so subject to a degree of coincidence from the viewpoint of you, the observer), influence or change the state of well-being or otherwise things are in (the energetic aspect of them or 'spirit around them'), or cause what happens around you to run in sync with this field through coincidental timing (as if things had been pre-aligned to create this alignment), including what people or animals say and do(: birds may start singing or insects may appear right at a moment of resolve, as if you're communicating with them through thought/your mind - humans might say things that seem to interact with, pertain to, or bear resemblance to your thoughts and thought-processes, as if having somehow connected to your mind, and that could seem to pertain to the energetics that have to do with/are connected to your body), and what happens(: could be anything, such as the previously mentioned manifestations, like a shooting star happening at a moment of resolve - both in your mind, when talking to yourself/thinking, or when talking to someone - as if everything is connected to a central energy grid that can make these things - or perhaps even anything - come about) - also: across a distance, like on TV (as if psychically connected) or to a (previously made) song. Movements of energy in the body/twitches might bear resemblance to the music. Also, it can influence the content such as related videos that get recommended on, for instance, websites (as if determined by the spirit in and around the machine), cause certain numbers to be generated or occur (in any scenario, including security codes being generated, numbers that are generated in gambling, phone numbers or any other coincidental occurrence), and cause sirens and such, or horns, to go off in the distance. When hallucinations (which could include seeming presences in both feeling or visually) or changes in perception occur, these can begin to go in sync with other things that may happen as well - as if they're energetic interactions by and with this field. This is because it causes the feeling in the body to go in sync as well, creating the sensation the energy you feel in the body is connected to this field (- also causing the hallucinations). This could also lead to, for instance, twitches happening that move with and so resemble music you might be listening to (including when hearing it for the first time), that configure the energy in the body - and that can even seem to change what happens in the music or seem to cause certain disturbance(s) like noises in the music, including those that had been there since long before (like, for instance, distortion that was caused during the rendering or compiling or other sorts of processing of the soundtrack), as if retroactively making it the noise/distortion would have been made to occur right for it to be there when you would have 'caused' it. So, ahead of time having occurred so that you would hear it right when you would have 'caused' it: specifically for this alignment to occur. As if by pre-alignment making it like you had caused the noise or distortion. It can be as though one's thought-processes can influence the psychic build-up of reality, influencing the energetic aspect of reality, causing manifestations. One could call these 'higher-dimensional' interactions, as they seem to transcend ordinary linear causality (within our ordinary space and time dimensions) to change reality integrally and so through something where reality can be influenced centralized-ly, to make things react to something that happens later, ahead of time.

When hanging out with friends, one friend went to the toilet, and subconsciously my thoughts were directed into thinking: "where is [my friend]?" And then he opened the door to enter the room. I noticed that subconsciously sensed his presence standing by the door in a quick moment right before he entered the room - revealing that an energetic interrelation. This also happens through coincidences/alignments with the surroundings, such as the moment you move your mouth a certain way (or, for example, other configurations in/of/through the body in the focus of your consciousness at that moment - also having to do with timing, like a sudden twitch of something, for example) such as to influence the energy, and the music suddenly and unexpectedly changes during listening to a mix - as if spirit/thought were literally manifesting through the music. Or when tapping - through the brashness of the sound - 'manifests' as broken/disturbed 'psychic charge'/harmonic/energetic fabric, which 'revealed' itself as a hallucination of like a blackish spiderweb for a quick second - as if being an indication of the brokenness. Or a bird deciding how long he wants to be seen when you're looking at him/her, matching up with the going/feeling of your thoughts.

My conclusion would be that as some of these coincidences/alignment would be so coincidental, that it is as if they happened through an extra overseeing dimension through which things are foreseen/seen coming, and so that there may be a dimension/realm or dimensions/realms parallel to our reality(: different 'dimensions') through which these coincidences/alignments (being higher-dimensional interactions) occur - and/or that these interactions are facilitated by (mental or psychic - or otherwise) energetics, and so that the universe is psychic/energetic in nature.

The alignment of completely separate things (to where too many things correspond too much) should have something to do with attraction/pull of things within or without the psyche towards other things, also ahead of time: that that is facilitated by a surge of energy, or signals the prevalence or resonance of a certain energy signature. Likewise, seeming coincidence may occur which really is energetic connection. Behind the luckiness of existence being as good as it is(: nature being sublime, there only being animals who are not misshapen, or even the fact that our Sun and Moon seem the same size) should be a love.

Converged & Diverged

The universe itself seems to be principally based on divergence (one becoming multiple; opposites or polarity): separate(d) - and convergence/synthesis/synergy/alignment (multiple becoming or being as though one: unified/harmonized, higher; things coming together, things coming together in a nice way). There is a one, and the many. All together, and the opposites separately. A former/major/fore (prime) and a latter/minor/hind (antagonist). Or opposites such as: the more concentrated 'protonic' core, and the more expansive 'electron-like' satellite(s). We could recognize this in the body as: one's head (where one's center of awareness is situated), and one's behind/limbs, if you may. In the branching out from this 'core'(: thus at a point of balance) things become (more) polarized (distinction works through polarization) and less unified(: the way the Sun holds more energy than the planets around it combined). When the separate polarities rejoin or come together again (having been in dualism with one another) they create a regeneration or fractal iteration of the (original) state of oneness to become the neutral between arisen polarities (relative neutral): the baby comes about after the union of man and woman(: when making a baby). From the outer, there is being worked towards (resonating with) the (existence of an) inner. Another example: it is the interaction/well-balancedness between constancy and fluctuation that is created by the moon acting as a counterweight on Earth - creating the seasons as they are - which facilitates life.

Inner dimensions

The objective and the subjective, or the universe and its life, come about on the journey from one to many (and back), many times and in many directions within existence. Dimensions/realms/paradigms/spaces, in general, branch out as they bloom and eventually evaporate: dissipate/expand. Somewhere somehow, when renewed oneness is achieved, a new perspective or 'dimension' is born. (A) time/volume (initially/originally) branches out from where causality is completed and everything falls into place, which will form a balance. We, as living beings, also are dimensions (the way one's inner is it's own inner space located in your head): the inner, as seen with its curvature showing its outside, currently (rooted) within an overall physical dimension. Different living beings are or represent - or different physical and genetic configurations resonate with and amount to - different 'tones' of the same inner/spiritual essence.

Awareness/consciousness as being of more intricate alignment/order

Life coming about in the universe requires an enormous amount of alignment: things happening to be attuned just right for life to be able to form. Also, as a very balanced state of being could be reached with consciousness, this means it is innately compatible with such a balanced state and thus could come about from - as being the fluctuations of and within - this field making up what we perceive/experience: be rooted in, and invoked by, this balanced state approaching what we call 'nothing'/transparency and translucency, being a lighter (than solid matter) field of information filling the volume. The universe may have its origin in this more aligned/unified(/converged) state, as during its progression it also forms these states of alignment in the form of life - that the universe creates on its progression towards becoming (as) one/oneness as states of oneness/alignment are being reached.

Connection to entropy

The unresolved (eventually) progresses towards the resolved(: entropy).
In the branchings, iterations/manifestations of the initial oneness come about as the polarized unifies(: life arising in the universe; or the baby, following the union of man and woman, for example).
 
When the major outweighs the minor, this imbalance tends to want to be inverted so as to balance things out: things become more resolved - justice is served! The state of rest(: in stillness, so balanced) that arises with justice having been done is a state of balance/equality or at least fairness. In balance, all are equal and there is no distinction in terms of 'pressedness'(/density/tension). Things that encompass the whole are often associated with balance: light is typically associated with goodness.

Fractal self-similar ordering principle
 
Intimacy requires finer fidelity(/more delicately developed substance/more intricate order). Bluntness is synonymous [goes hand in hand] with discrepancy. A woman's voice is typically/generally/usually higher than that of a man. Finer substance tends to be more fleeting. The world of solids knows more bruteness.
 
Meaning requires someone - means require a fabric/something.
 
Reflecting these aspects of existence, the head - there where the center of one's awareness resides - is in stark contrast with the hind, which represents more what we are not, being dirty - and the purely mechanical parts of the body as opposed to that which conducts the emotional states or 'inner harmonics'. The (also metaphysical/energetic) heart would be/represent the element of new-found unification/rejoining of these (and other) opposites, being a lower (more physically-oriented) iteration of the life that is 'housed' in the head - forming the core from which a (living) sperm-cell (which has a head) may branch out to grow the rest of its physical body (also in concurrence with the female egg). Horizontally, the hemispheres of the brain are centered around the center - as well as the genitals being at the horizontal center of the body, used to procreate.

'Younger' & 'older' (signal of consciousness/throughput in the awareness)

Younger = least blemished: when younger, something typically is closest to its original essence/alignment (and has not yet had time to become damaged in interaction with the surroundings) and so tends to be healthier - also in the sense of being more sensitive, as its finer/more intricate alignment, or order, allows for more sensitivity.
The younger is typically more vulnerable, and spontaneous, so is of more innocence.
The very tender, small, subtle, fleeting, light, soft (as opposed to hard/gross), and harmonious (and thus finely aligned) - in the sense of being well-balanced - signifies the higher, which is connected to the younger as when things get older they grow. As the fluctuation/being/thing grows, representing and manifesting a harmonic of the original spiritual essence, the being becomes polarized/experiences more discrepancies or unresolvedness - and manifests its harmonic into the lower spectrum.
As such, one could also recognize a quality of 'youngness', or lack thereof, in sensations/feelings/states of consciousness/modes of thinking or other energies that one may feel or experience (so: psychic/mental energies) - for example: these ethereal light hallucination come with a very good-feeling(: radiating: energizing/electrifying, warm/soft), (well-)balanced, in the sense of it being subtle, soft, 'well-rounded' or sometimes 'transparent'-feeling energy that one feels coming from the hallucination. Since it feels pleasant, this auric radiation could be associated with or induces euphoria: qualities of a refreshed, healthy and youthful spirit/psyche as a result.

Fundamental to our experience as living, sentient beings:
~ (Sensation/one's perception making for a) 'younger' state/'signal' of awareness/consciousness: a better feeling feeling/energy/resonance (in that sense healthier; and more euphoric and therefore well-rounded energy than in the case of the opposite/unresolvedness - that ends up as light- because it's smooth and well-flowing energy);
As opposed to:
~ (Sensation/one's perception making for an) 'older'/'matured'/'aged'/'deteriorated'/'outworn' state/'signal' of awareness/consciousness: a worse feeling feeling/energy/resonance (more 'broken'/'fallen apart', and therefore harsher/heavier and more unresolved).

Connection to balance & imbalance, to reveal a fundamental ordering principle between things and behavioral dynamics of living beings

Identifying 'heavy'/'dark' & 'light' (in terms of imbalance and balance):

 ~ One more, an other less.
 ~ None more, all equally.

Distinction arises through opposites: and so the discrepancy between those opposites.
When usurping one tries to create overweight - when intimate, things are at rest, and you are equal or things are in (a well-)balance(d state)/proportionally balanced: balanced for forces to be cancelled out or stabalize by being appropriately balanced through their arrangement or the design of their setup, eliminating distinct(ness)-making discrepancies. The same goes for someone who gets what they got coming to them: we see justice (so intimacy) in the very equalizing/balancing out. The balance/equilibrium enables and conducts the intimacy, creating a unified/more integrated state(: meaning it is/functions as one) - also as in like white containing/consisting of all colors (equally as much).
Distinction works through opposites and so the discrepancy between them, so means there are multiple (or there is fragmentation) - in balance is uniformity or unity(: functioning as one) and so integration. This is one of the reasons light (so balance: as light is light in the sense of not having any weight or mass) is associated with goodness. Problem-solving has activity/movement/unstableness associated with it: something is bound to happen; when all one's problems are solved this person can have peace.
So a parallel between things and state of being is established through balance/imbalance.

Converged & diverged II

The universe is based on divergence or the negative satellites (opposites/polarities separately), and convergence/synthesis/synergy or the positive core (state of oneness/no polarization, so 'absolute' in the sense of that which relative to which opposites arise, neutral/balanced state, things coming together, things coming together in a nice way): 'head' (having to do more with the inner, which is of more convergence/synthesis/synergy as a living being knows love, as opposed to lifeless matter) of the 'branching'/legs or branchings (having more to do with the outer, so divergence), the heart represents those two coming together - man (having to do more with the outer, so divergence)/woman (having to do more with the inner, so convergence/synthesis/synergy), the child comes about when those two come together.
Because the diverged/polarities had to be there for it to come together with the converged (at the point which is the 'heart' or the child), this point of them coming together(: the relative neutral between the arisen polarities) resonates in archetypal qualities with the overall point of convergence.

Things work based on divergence (opposites/polarity) and convergence/synthesis (things coming together - and things coming together in a nice way). The point of convergence is often found outside of/encompassing the polar opposites, as it would be neutral - and at the center/core where the polar opposites come together. Towards convergence/synthesis/synergy is harmonization (a balancing of energies). The state of oneness/convergence would be associated with the 'light' as there exists synergy or alignment, act in union/as one. Also - because distinction arises through opposites - where they come together: at the point of balance, often envelops/encompasses them.
There could only be 'one thing' if it weren't for polarity. With opposites come distinguishing/distinction. This comes with difference/discrepancy between opposites. This, the diverged opposites and the discrepancy between them, would be associated with the 'dark'. It would dilute and so refract the 'white light' (or the original essence) so that you'd see colors. Since these opposites are in relation to one another, they are inherently part of the same thing, and one or interconnected as one.
'Convergence' and 'divergence' also correspond to the forces of 'good' and 'evil'.

Awareness/consciousness as being of more intricate alignment/order II

Awareness is of more synthesis/alignment(/'convergence') as an individual knows love, as opposed to lifeless matter. Consciousness would be of a higher state of alignment/synergy/oneness, not only because the forming of a center of attention should be very intricate, but also because of the fact that we are all born good, typically are naturally good, and that we know love. There is the force of the introspective (of consciousness) and outer world (the external world, or 'the surface' as in visible or tangible). Since consciousness is typified by a state of more alignment, namely: the intimacy and intricacy that comes along with it, the inward would be the more converged state. Also, as with conscious awareness one may experience this very balanced sensation resulting in a transparent/translucent feeling, consciousness may very well be a product of or invoked by such balanced field/dynamic. The outward would be the more diverged state, being typified by the bigger discrepancies: life in the outer world tends to toughen one up.

The inner would correspond to the frequencies or lighter and living fields of information (the way sight, hearing, or smell are also 'fields of information': information about objects is encoded in that field, like the position of an object or area and its opacity/occupation of volume) that resonate in volume - perhaps non-locally, connecting to information by resonating with it - which intermingle with solid and blunt/not currently alive matter (so the lighter and heavier, or lower and higher densities/permeabilities or hardness, intermingling): the bigger/grosser/more blunt fluctuation so the relatively significant, representing the diverged opposites.

Convex & concave

Things in the (physical) universe are convex (like matter) or concave/hollow (like space/enclosing volume: space would at least be more concave relative to matter, as matter is more compressed). Convex: bending back onto itself, persistent and impermeable, concentrated(: converging) (like mass contracts or pulls inwards) - confined/impeded - and hollow: fleeting, so departing from itself (expanding). The expansion of the universe would be because, essentially, everything is being sucked vacuum - causing the our universe to expand, driving causal movement. This would also explain why the expansion seems to be accelerating as time passes: as the universe becomes less dense the attraction between objects fades and this 'vacuum-sucking' force takes over. The electron cloud around the nucleus of an atom would form a convex, already 'collapsing back' or expanding into being more hollow, thus becoming more spread out (and more fragmented) as a result. In the convex, things are concentrated into one place - in the concave, things are spread out(: diverged) and fragmented, thus becoming polarized.

Duality/polarity as progression towards well-balanced energy

We are in a 'progression' towards tastefully rounded energy in one's feeling, or well-balancedness of the feeling (also feeling in the sense of one's exerted influence) - on a scale from subtle, and therefore balanced, energy, to more focused, or persistent, energy. Proportioned balance supports unity, such as in the case of justice. The universe acts as a fractal, and this code is visible throughout different phenomena: convergence or unity/divergence or separation and distinction are generally supported by balance/imbalance as distinction stands out, so is a part and not unanimous or total - (a state of) balance being more stable and thus more constant. There is a progression towards the solution, which can be compared to entropy, which is a progression towards that which cancels out such that there is no order, which means it is a balancing. Take mixing substances: after a while it will be a uniform(: the same everywhere) substance. The inner is an intricate system, a well-balancedness of matter and energy, and thus of a high amount of alignment. This well-balanced quality that comes with the functioning of an inner emerges to the surface of the outer forms, which is the more substantial, more present. So one is lighter, or more fleeting - and one is more tense, or present(ly present). Like at the point of balance of a mass: the center of mass, connects to or signifies that which encompasses it. Both in this case, encompassing it in terms of significance/weight at the center - this, as part of torus/spiral structures that arise all throughout different scales of the universe (like galaxies, stars, particles and biological beings), happens because it is the most charge-efficient collapse towards balance (energy tries to cancel out in a balancing of forces, and as such energy or energetic potential 'grounds') and the most efficient way of intermingling densities - or as in that it is more fleeting (this is the difference between convex and concave), which encompasses the form - as the 'light' can never escape the darkness of the void (although: when the light comes, shades fade). So we see the principle of divergence and convergence, towards the bigger and a splitting up towards the smaller, in all forms: black holes, suns, planets and moons - plants splitting up both ways of a polarity (in this balancing out) as it branches out from the seed into the side with the roots and the side with the leaves. And thus some things function as one, such as intricate biological systems, in this movement/dynamic. And as by this polarity quantum spin, gender - in the body we have the polarity between inner (housed in the head along with perceptual organs and the face and eyes which closely reflect one's inner state) and outer(: other limbs and organs etc. towards the hind, which is the very much less like our higher nature and towards the more dirty, meant for the functioning of our bodily aspect and interaction with the outer world). In plants, the brain, or internal communication, happens through the roots - and the extraverted communication, such as luring or repelling other creatures. The inner 'encompasses'(: since something that is never experienced might as well never have existed) as well as is encompassed by lower-dimensional physicality, in a fractal of accumulating patterns from this balancing motion. (This balancing out: becoming more fleeting, would explain the expansion of the universe as sort of a sucking vacuum of our universe.) Materials conduct systems of higher complexity and intricacy, resulting in a resonating with and conducting of inner aspects of existence by means of the outer, 'incubating' or being born in the outer, as a way of diverging, or entering the world of the more significant or extraverted/outer, in a feedback process. In a fractal, iterative motion the life develops in an interaction with this inner: we see birth after birth, where a complex being emerges from an egg fertilized with a seed (or something such - the way plants also work with seeds), which then reproduces with another (mixing their genetic setup) before eventually dying off, producing a new iteration of the species. Many species have evolved, and are still evolving.

Towards the point of balance is the encompassing

Towards the center of(/between) mass(es), the heavier, is the more massive/significant as spacetime compacts (which creates clouds of little compacted iterations of the whole, being the particles) - towards the more spread out lighter is balanced in the sense of being towards the balance between all fluctuations: the most significant/encompassing in the sense of being the most expansive volume. The largest fluctuation/imbalance arising at the point of balance between polarities would resonate with the fact that the balanced: least significant, would also be the most significant.

Infinite unimpeded: straight vs. finite impeded: curved

At the ends of the scale of curvature are a (single, undivided) point/state of oneness (or volumeless) and the infinite: the ends of an inward/outward movement (a hypothetical straight, so infinite, trajectory). A trajectory between these extremes becomes an orbit (curved trajectory, convex/concave) and finite. Since time doesn't pass from the perspective of a photon (as they travel at the speed of light or the speed of causality), as is said by physicists - meaning its beginning and end are a single event - we are in a delay that puts us in a subdivision of this single event. Because everything with mass is curved (or has spin), the universe is like a spiral - in which the surface of planets, stars and particles etc. are the result of expanding and contracting forces, creating a constant orbit/boundary condition somewhere. Many small orbits create bigger orbits(: objects with bigger circumferences). It consists of many smaller ones, as the convex moves/expands into the (relatively) concave encompassing volume/space, and so ultimately 'spreads out' and 'refracts'. However, like you can take the big object to be the center of the refraction from where is refracted into the smaller, one could also take the smaller self-interfering thing/essence (state of oneness) as the center, which's iterative self-interference forms the refraction: the big object, thus being the refraction. The interference-pattern that is this refracted structure is like an inverted. This going from one (convex) entity into many refracted (diverged, concave) would be a fundamental dynamic of the universe, and would embody this 'inward' and 'outward' movement. Also, one consists of many, and the many are of one - having an interacting and interchanging dynamic. The curvatures and trajectories through the curvature of this dynamic could also be considered 'spiral'-like because the smaller makes up something bigger, like in the case of a spiral line/trajectory. The universe breaks up into smaller parts which make up an interference-pattern. The smaller makes up the bigger, so the part contains (information about) the whole (like in a fractal or hologram), and this whole is one 'thing'/state interfering with itself.

Particles are (an) unfolding. Energy can be more impeded (by the inward force of the more massive, heavier - creating impermeability) or more unimpeded (more fleeting, lighter). There is more movement (that which pulls the space fills the space), and there is finer movement (the space within which that which fills the space is). Because the movement is finer, the movement that is there is more unimpeded as there is less resistance. When an interaction/movement is very unimpeded it becomes faster, lighter.
Our universe started from a state which also is connected to the 'infinite'(: a wider, transcending, encompassing dimension), also connected to outside of the confines of the impediment of energy of our universe: conceptualized by the ends of an inward/outward straight line (note that light, which does not have mass, travels unimpededly: there does not seem to be anything visible that travels more unimpededly/is more fleeting), which would form a hypothetical straight/flat, so infinite(: infinitely long, never bending back onto itself - and therefore also scale-invariant) trajectory or boundary condition - amounting to the visible 'surface', backdrop, medium or fabric of reality on which the manifestations, that which is actually happening in anyone's awareness, happen/occur themselves (so: forming/comprising volume and its contents); and this straight conceptual hypothetical trajectory forms an orbit, or rather orbits (curved trajectory/boundary condition: convex/concave - the fluctuations), and so the finite (being the refraction or fragmentation of the infinite), as would come about from resistance or the impediment of energy: the 'spiral', in which the boundary of planets, stars and particles etc. are the culmination of interacting expanding and contracting forces(: fluctuations) of a sort of multi-dimensional inward and outward 'spiral' (with orbit within orbit: small orbits/boundary conditions creating/forming objects, spherical or spirals, with bigger circumferences/boundaries - the way bigger objects consist of smaller ones) - where the opposing forces of this inward and outward spiral create a stationary orbit/boundary (condition)/(atmo)sphere somewhere.

Torus comes about from intermingling lighter and heavier, creating atmosphere within atmosphere

Heavier and lighter densities/permeabilities intermingling, their inward and outward forces interacting, create vortex/spiral(-like) or toroid/torus shapes/forms, creating atmosphere within atmosphere. The world consists of different densities/permeabilities moving relative to one another. Less permeability means more (mass)/grosser fluctuation(s), so less balance(/weightlessness).

Awareness is of finer fluctuation and objects are of bigger fluctuation

Consciousness corresponds to the lighter atmosphere/(atmo)sphere of influence: fields of information of space (such as smell, hearing and sight are fields of information of a certain heaviness of substance, where its matter/energy would be the 'information' comprising that field - which also, like resonance, reflects which objects are where and what they're doing throughout the volume/field). These fields could be something like or be similar to something like magnetics/an electromagnetic field. The brainstem could function somewhat like an electromagnet of sorts. Living beings are this field interacting with the physical form.

One can get a very light feeling or dreamy awareness. Bigger fluctuations or finer fluctuations, relative significance or a state of balance. The field(: space) is made of finer fluctuations. Objects(: or, what's in the space) are bigger fluctuations. The object versus the field around it (and their boundary). Stars/planets/cosmic bodies etc. are (a manifestation of) (atmo)spheres of influence.

Causality between lower and higher dimensions

Causality in the universe is like a big 'breathing' movement, from higher dimensions - enclosing and contained within(: finer fluctuations/higher/more intricate frequencies) the physical dimensions - to the bigger/grosser fluctuations or lower frequency physical substance and back(: there is causality between lower and higher dimensions - is what the operation of living beings would indicate). Following this principle, through positive and negative curvature, from a point, a current - or magnetic field - can come about. This spiral fractal-like structure is the torus that we see manifested as planets, stars, living organisms, particles, galaxies, and really every magnetic field - like a fractal refraction.

Perhaps, we are 'the planet(s)'(: the overall body that is the universe) trying to come to life.
The substance reflects the sphere of influence. The higher (or 'higher notes' if you approach the harmonics of this matter as a sort of sound: finer substances or fields of information) goes into the substance: 'impregnates' the planet, like fertilizing an egg-cell (hence we say 'mother nature' or mother Earth': the fertilized womb within which things/life blooms).
So perhaps, the appearance of substance that is appropriate for life to arise in, is of psychic origin - or, the energy levels/vibration of the substance allows it to vibrate with and thus correspond to/with fields of information in the sphere of influence. And thus from intention the form may grow organically.

We are encompassed within a psychic dimension

The mental body and body is connected to others and the energy around you. The field around us is basically the psyche of a person/being. There is a mental/psychic aspect to the universe.

We are in a person/being in which's psyche (awareness is of higher frequency/finer fluctuation) is substance (matter is of lower frequency/bigger fluctuation), which it is 'imprinted' on. Things don't just come from nothing, they come from one thing, which is always there/omnipresent/eternal as everything is within it: in a mind of somebody (that produces one as a somebody).

The object is the negative of the enclosing psychic dimension

In the creation of what objects become, of the original, an imprint (so: a negative inversion, like the negative of a photo - the way the inside of the lungs, which look like a plant, would be a negative inversion of the plants that provide the oxygen they consume) is made, which is a momentary snapshot or little part of the total. Like this, the original branches out into (distinguished) matter, and becomes a refracted iteration of the whole, like in a self-similar(: where the individual parts reflect the whole) fractal. The way objects are obviously is directly related to the way the dimensions within which they are work.

Vacuum of spacetime holds energy

The energy of the vacuum would formally be infinite, if it were not for renormalization, according to theoretical physicists (in quantum field theory: QFT). (Also, this vacuum energy has been measured by theoretical phycisists to have physical significance/mass: such as the Casimir effect and Lamb shift.) So there is, all in all, still a big tension on the spacetime: it has much weight/energy.

Finer fluctuations make up space

The finer, more well-balanced, fills and comprises space/volume. The void/volumeless(/dimensionless)(: singularity) within which space/volume exists itself is void of fluctuation/is even: it is the most fleeting energy, or the lightest atmosphere. Space being more balanced (being of finer fluctuation) than solid forms, is energy grounding more unimpededly. The contradictory forces or discrepancies in the case of, for instance, (including: solid) matter, create an - as it were - bottleneck in the grounding of energy: energy not being able to go where it wants, so resistance or obstruction. In singularity, everything goes through everything(: so grounds - nothing is obstructed from reaching its destination). The universe is like a sphere turning inside out.
  

Distribution of curvatures according to the structure of volume
 
Our universe essentially is like a big puzzle (where there is a discrepancy, meaning two things want to be in the same location at the same time, causing a loop of consecutive interactions, forming cycles) with all kinds of different curvatures with varying degrees of compression(: permeability, or pressure differences) as comes about from a small unit(y) being stretched by expansion according to the structure of the volume - as during this process of conflicting inward and outward forces, this causes curvature as energy is, as it were, made to turn inside out. This creates an interference-pattern that makes up the universe. Because of the structure of volume, which should be (relatively) isotropic, it forms spheres/torus-shapes/spirals (because this is the most efficient shape to displace energy, also telling us energy follows the way of least resistance), which are the same distance from the center to the edge at all angles.

Particles as harmonic oscillators
 
Particles are like harmonic oscillators. When a wave is created, it begins at the point of impact. Particles are energy, being the point of impact of a tension. Planets etc. would be the point of impact of the pattern they create in the space, of certain intensities/(atmo)spheres of force/tension.
 
Influence-having across space
 
Like sound travels through the particles in the air, electromagnetic radiation travels through the 'medium' that comprises the volume. Like sound and light create reflections elsewhere, like in a resonance-chamber, beings can influence one another energetically.
 
The supposed Big Bang, or beginning of our universe, having come about because of the breaking of a certain symmetry
 
What is known as the 'Big Bang', or the (supposed, by theoretical physicists) initial expansion of our universe and the expansion following that, could have been caused by the breaking of symmetry/harmony/balance: like the splitting of atomic nuclei (called: nuclear fission) causing an explosion in the case of an atom bomb. A symmetry would have been lost, which heralded a fluctuation/discrepancy/difference: polarization (also: like of any spectrum) and so contradiction, and therefore obstruction/resistance - also manifesting as tensions and ultimately forms.

Polarity is in terms of what a being/thing spans
  
Because things consist of opposites (like bigger/smaller, Sun/Moon or one/many), so too opposites/polarity would arise with respect to gender in our (that of, at least, our species among Earth's living beings) case, having to do with different aspects of what spans our being. Each gender deals with different aspects of our being, for example: the masculine with existence in the outer world and overcoming its discrepancies, and the feminine with the inner and the intimacy and (inner) harmonics that come along with it - because this is what our being spans.

The heart

Divergence/convergence/the converged coming together with the diverged: man/woman/baby; legs (having more to do with the outer)/head (having more to do with the inner)/heart (where those two come together and the seed from which the totality springs). The baby comes about, and the 'heart' is, where 'light' and 'dark' come together.
Both are the epitome of intimacy: the 'lighter' dimension speaking through the 'darker' dimension - the way the stem at the center of the flower leads one to the seed it came from.

Because this heart only arises with the introduction of 'the opposites'/diverged, it should resonate in archetypal qualities with the overall/original 'point of balance/convergence' or 'state of synthesis' that the head would represent in the body, being more about the inner. Likewise, the baby - with its heightened intimacy - seems to reflect and be an iteration of this higher overall state of convergence/synthesis.
It makes sense the heart lies between 'inner'(: the head) and 'outer'(: the side of the body with the legs). We are, after all, beings with an inner situated in the outer. This suggests the universe works like a sort of 'self-similar' fractal(: where one part of the fractal resembles the other).

Torus- and crystalline forms

Spheres(/spirals) are a shape of the cosmos: moons, planets, particles, stars, galaxies - they're all spherical or torus-shaped (which means it's spiralling), and/or at least curved (and thereby smooth/flowing/gradient), in any case.
If one were to draw a big '*'-symbol on a piece of paper, and draw an outlining line around it connecting the outer ends away from the center to one another, one would get a [2d representation of a] cube. That's also where crystal shapes come from.

Universe as integral intelligence
 
The fact that everything forms one big harmonious whole (which can also be seen in the fact that things are sublime, and in that everything is compatible with the other, like that we need conditions so specifically suited for us: like being able to breathe) hints at that everything is to some or full extend one substance/fabric or of an integral whole/integrally connected intelligence( - where, at our scale of the universe, there is only a degree of discrepancy/fluctuation/opposing or contradictory forces, also leading to separation and/or in the form of situations where suffering is involved).

The outer and the inner
 
The dark of eternity/the subconscious (part of your peripheral vision=silence=space) is really the origin of the light (ethereal - of higher frequency than ordinary matter - 'light' or energy) and the brightly shining stars (and other cosmic bodies) - the outer form/shell and more temporary is really the dark (lower frequency). At the beginning of our universe, it could be that harmonization of an overall field that was in balance or without discrepancy, was lost - and like an atom bomb, that which would otherwise be harmonized, with this discrepancy, expanded or divided the oneness. Higher frequencies are more psychic/mental, lower frequencies have more to do with the bodily. We as living beings are beings of a higher level of harmonization and alignment than matter, so are of a higher(/finer, meaning also finer alignment) frequency. We originally are from a much more balanced, light state of awareness/perception - like a psychic (mental) state or feeling with less additional background noise/tension: quietness and clarity, and spontaneity, instead. The outer world becomes like in the inner world. In higher (frequency) dimensions, and to an extend in the lower physical dimension, inner harmonics ('tones' your feeling can take on are like non-linear morphogenetic fields of information) are leading and determining: it's all about your 'frequency'(: the frequency of the 'radio' that determines your state of being, or how your light is filtered/refracted through your prism, a.k.a. your color or tone). In the world of the feelings, your opinion matters, and for the determining of the outcome is more intricately connected to the reality - instead of the seeming separation between what you feel and physical matter that doesn't seem to care about what your opinion, in the physical world.

Universe as a hologram

Our universe would be (like) a hologram because a light (or condensed state of energy like a singularity, which becomes like light when it diverges), that therefore has to radiate from somewhere, is refracted - the refraction being our dimension(s), or our universe as we know it.
The universe would also be a hologram, because everything is in a sort of (perceptual) 'screen', which we're looking at.

Fractality in evolution
 
In the universe, like a fractal, we see, for instance, a flower sprouting from the stem, a plant carrying seeds which carry plants, or a new animal/human growing within another during pregnancy. A seed that gets to express itself and expand, expands or grows into a space in which it becomes something. Something is always defined, recorded or set in (terms of) something: it is a fluctuation in something that encompasses it. It would make sense for the expanding universe to be growing within something that is both outside of it and within it - a transcending dimension, in this same sense. (A unifying transcending dimension, or an ethereal/spirit body and psyche, that can connect and is connected to all of reality.) The universe is something that creates something within itself. (One and other encompass one another, like center and circumference. Both exist within one another.) Part is not you (fragmentation and separation as caused by the discrepancy in the interrelation, manifesting as the contradicting forces of the universe) as a means of interrelation. No interrelation, means to encompass all, means no distinction, and would not encompassed by time as there would be no presence that is presently manifested, either.

'Multi-dimensional' spiral/torus

'The 'spiral' (that represents/'is' our universe) really represents the torus. The smaller the spiral becomes, the smaller the parts it represents would be. Many of these smaller parts form a big new thing/torus (like: many atoms forming a planet, or even a galaxy). This spiral occurs or marks anywhere between a hypothetical (initially straight) trajectory or boundary condition - which begins to 'curl' or curve (ultimately back onto itself) when it's no longer infinite(ly long), such as: the (massless) light (or other things in the universe) ultimately bending in on itself - and the infinitely short: not collapsing infinitely into singularity, but there being resistance to that force, creating convexity(: something around that center). This curved horizon represents the many curved boundaries (within objects with curved boundaries, like in a fractal) that the universe refracts into as it has no definite center - being the many torus structures in the universe.

From inner to outer

Things (also) grow from inner to outer. Things come from the inner, and thereout comes the outer which we look into. Through the point things grow from(: the heart), they are connected to the encompassing dimension. Therefore, the outermost corresponds to the innermost.

The universe is uniform at its root

The universe is the (echoeing, roaring) reverberation of light. The universe is supposed to be uniform/even/'égal'(: homogenous and isotropic), so in a state of balance and symmetry, at very large scales (of bigger than 300 million light-years) - and the cosmic microwave background (CMB) is relatively even, which suggests the early universe was relatively even as well. It is like you zoom in on a balanced state (also in the sense of: as the universe expanding), and begin to see the more detailed fluctuations it consists of rather than seeing those fluctuations cancelling out when observing less detail (like the detail of a coastline fading as you zoom out). In early stages of the universe, the universe is said to have consisted of super high frequency hot plasma ('light'/energy) and high-energy radiation (primarily photons/light), to have been in thermal equilibrium, and for gravity to have been spread evenly.

Sources:
•'Roger Penrose - Why Did Our Universe Begin?':
https://youtu.be/ypjZF6Pdrws, 'thermal equilibrium' at 00:57 & 'gravity being spread evenly' at 01:51.
•'Sir Roger Penrose - What's Fundamental in the Cosmos? (Part 1)':
https://youtu.be/VLRrtUc-tPw, 'thermal equilibrium' at 00:33 & 'gravity being spread evenly' at 02:00.
•'Studying the beginning of the universe from the bottom of the world':  
https://youtu.be/eXLcQu546H8, 'the universe was hot plasma' at 05:34.

As energy dissipates (so also expands, in the sense of the universe expanding), the 'sound'/vibration becomes more diluted, and therefore the light refracts: the imbalance/fluctuations become(s) more significant, and mass is created. It also is a 'sound' or vibration/energy that comes after the fact, producing the next iteration and being caused by the previous one so is a delayed, forming a slower/slow-motioned response or iteration of the initial event that would be the light.

Singularity as scale-invariant

Singularity would be infinite and eternal, as would be (non-)existence - and it would also be irreducible. As distinction works through opposites, these should be a fragment of this infinite 'fabric'/'substance', or a multiplicity that refracts the original essence (that which comes about in absence of our dimension to things). Space/volume (in principle) should be infinitely divisible and be stable (aligned in the most efficient and compact, and stable/balanced, way), and therefore be scale-invariant, perhaps allowing for infinite complexity (which could then be through the lensing of spacetime: lensing into a different horizon as spacetime curves - thus representing all that complexity - like would happen in a black hole). It could have fractal forces run throughout it, like inward and outward forces.

The universe as frozen light

Our universe is (like) a (slowed) reflection and refraction (of light/balanced energy), because - as the outer dimensions are less personal and more separate - they are a dilution of its essence. Beings with intimacy have a heart. The (psycho-)auric field around us (from which our awareness springs) is in the energy of space. The vortices or torus-forms that make up particles and waves, natural objects such as stellar objects, or living creatures such as trees and animals/humans, are caused by the interaction and intermingling of the lighter and heavier, or lower and higher densities/permeabilities.

Ethereal awareness vs. alertness

States of awareness could be ethereal, tranquil, or thinner awareness. And then someone can snap you back to reality by triggering your alertness. Busy thought-currents can take over. When on LSD or other mind-altering substances, for example, you can get into more euphoric feeling and lighter, more light-headed, 'thin-aired', and therefore elusive/fleeting, feelings. This is as it were the going further and further away from the 'center of activity' or the 'massive center', if you will. Calming the mind can be like you're fleeing from this 'center of activity'. It is like 'the game', where you lose if you remember the game. This has a parallel with the light that emanates from a heavier core (larger fluctuations, more imbalance) and becomes lighter and more balanced (not balance between balance and imbalance, which leads to part imbalance - but actual balance as in 'equilibrium').

Introverted & extraverted
  
There is the (hypothetical) stereotypical 'popular' person that one may be like, or the 'outcast' that doesn't really fit in. Then there is the foreground: the visible things that you can clearly tell about someone, and the background: what goes on 'behind closed doors'. This is of course analogous to the inner, because things that go on in the inner are often how someone actually experiences things and are invisible, and the visible could be more of a façade. But also for instance, if two people may appear to be distant in interaction but one still tries to help the other without the other seeming to notice: so helps the other in the background. The foreground would be the 'yang'(: masculine, relatively significant) aspect, the background would be the 'yin'(: feminine, introverted) aspect.

Ethereal light

Ethereal light is radiation from the body's energetics (or the energy field from which they are derived, in that the physicality begins to form itself after, or 'resonate' with, it). It also carries a presence/character/an inner aspect/someone's 'intimacy'(: the intimacy that emanates from/is embedded in one's presence). One's character is a harmonic: a tone, corresponding to the tones of the body and its (arche)type(s). This would be the psychic charge or character-radiation. It also is the ethereal light that one sees during hallucinations with the warped perspective and intensified visual snow (this intensified visual snow being the visible manifestation of this ethereal light energy in one's vision).

Because evolutionarily the ultimate goal of survival would be to reproduce, we are essentially at the service of the younger, intimate(: innocent and vulnerable) essence that all these infants fresh from the source have before they may unlearn it through the hardship of the world. So life also is a case of the higher incubating or incarnating into the lower. This would also explain why living beings like animals and humans are evolutionarily essentially born good, so as to be able to be of service to these younger spirits that are born good as primary nature from the field of energy from which they spring.

From field to form

It is the movement from the field (and its radiating ethereal light) into the form, which these seasons describe: the going from the invisible aspect(: the inner) into the visible (outer, or the 'surface'), and that light slowly dissipating back into the invisible. The dense/massive center, through the simultaneous inward and outward movement as consequence of the intermingling of different densities/permeabilities, becomes a torus-like structure which we see manifested throughout nature: stars and planets, and things such as animals or humans, and plants, flowers or fruits. The torus arises because it is the most efficient forms for these different densities of substance to interchange (as it were turn 'inside-out'). The sphere and spiral are connected to cycles or loops, because it bends back onto itself. The sphere has an equal distance from the center at all angles, which is therefore connected to the structure of volume - as this reflects the symmetry of volume.

Earth's unique position

The Earth sits at the exact point where the fractal-like structure that is the universe 'refracts' so that the Moon and the Sun seem equally as big, as if the Moon is a reflection of the Sun and therefore emulating that. Also a reflection in the sense that they are polar opposites: with Earth orbiting the bigger Sun, and the smaller Moon orbiting us. With Earth representing the heart between them, or local point of convergence(: where the convergence and the opposites converge/come together again). This makes it as if the two sides, major and minor, are balanced out on Earth, this making for life.

Symbolism

Heaven - Head-ven; Hell - Heel; Earth - Heart(: the bridge between the higher and lower realms); Woman - Womb-man.
(One should be careful with symbolism, because both masculine or feminine, for example, could be assigned to anything.)

Converged and diverged in the body

The converged: opposites coming together, comes together with the diverged: the opposites, at the heart. Like the seed, or actual heart from which the body begins to grow in the case of a human - it comes from the transcending 'dimension': the seed comes from a previous plant, as does the egg-cell and sperm-cell. The sperm-cell would later become the head. The opposites are represented in the body by the legs. Those 'opposites' come together with the overall opposites coming together in the body (which is what the head represents being about the inner, which in turn is of a higher state of convergence/alignment than ordinary matter), at the heart. The head would be where the transcending dimension that is the inner, is centered. In this 'sideways' (or 'warped') manner the fundamental pattern of transcending dimension to the heart/seed/middle to a new set of diverged opposites coming out of it, is repeated. The middle is the inner part of the outer form/manifestation. This is where opposites come together with opposites coming together (in a nice/aligned/harmonious way): where the separate poles (having been in dualism) rejoin.

Lensing of spacetime

That space bears access to other parts of the universe is shown by the fact that mass - which is as it were the 'lensing'(: curvature) of space or volume, which is spacetime, determining the form that we end up seeing(: how the original light/space 'refracts') - as it were bends space and time. Spacetime is like water(: we are like fish who don't know they're living in the water). Being like water, spacetime lenses or acts like a lens(: warps the perspective). In the curvature of volume, different dimensions may be embedded.
Light is omnidirectional(: it causes an echo/resonance everywhere, so is a 'field effect'/spatial influence: less like a bullet and more like a ripple across a pond) as opposed to, say, classical/kinetic energy(: energy that makes up solid matter), which has a defined direction. Since light is does not need a medium to travel through, or rather, the medium through which it travels is the vacuum - photons are essentially fluctuations of vacuum energy, the way the way spacetime bends comprises matter.
Photons can be thought of as quantized excitations of the electromagnetic field in vacuum. Spacetime curvature manifests as what we perceive as gravitational effects or even mass (per general relativity). Matter and energy are tied together in a symmetry: energy can warp spacetime (Einstein's field equations), and what we call 'particles' can be viewed as stable fluctuations in their respective quantum fields.
Therefore, there may be many more directions embedded in the structure of spacetime - that is to say: quantum fields pervade a richer space than we can perceive - a kind of multi-dimensional fabric, where directionality and locality might behave differently than in classical physics.

Integrated whole(: converged/unified/as though one) & distinct part(s)(: diverged/separate/divided/)

We, or things, arrive from this more 'converged'(: intimate) essence - expand, or grow, until we or the things dissipate/vanish/diverge as they return back to their original essence: the primal or ancient/original/initial/source - or what would be (the) 'God' (state). In the cycle of life we can see things coming from this small, concentrated thing: the seed - then grow (as it were expand), while also returning to to the original essence: dissipating energy - but also, male and female joining together during this process to approach/renew/regenerate this essence - from which new life arises - like colored light form white again when you recombine them, creating a new iteration of the whole, like a fractal. Then there is the difference between the initial unified state, and where the separate poles come together once they've been in dualism. When we look at this more 'converged' essence from which things arrive: further down that direction we could expect to see something like the (perhaps more non-linear) ethereal soul realm, with a much lighter and fleeting presence, and a life-giving component. The state of convergence or the transcending/encompassing dimension should be more personal.

The universe as frozen light II

A dimension is a reflection of light. As the light refracts(: the splitting of light into a fractal-like pattern/structure - also: all particles of a star interfering with one another to form a giant 'magnified' particle as by interference-pattern), it becomes more fragmented. It is in further outskirts of the space/dimensions in relation to the original light that this warped light occurs, which forms conditions for a matrix to unfold - which the higher frequency ethereal light field(: approaching the original 'light') inhabits. Fluctuations in our personalities/our bodies are forms this light takes on. Living beings are as it were, warped (dimensional) 'sound' (this sound being a refraction of the 'light' also): through repetition, the 'sound' as it were 'reverberates' from past to future and the fluctuations of the field interact and interfere with one another for it to gain reflexes or feedback in order to sustain its form. And as such become a warped, or lensed or inverted version/interpretation of the environment - and for it to procreate and keep renewing itself, and as such form individual cells of, or vehicles for, awareness in the lower frequencies. An interesting point: if you have a translucent sphere, and shine a light through from the side, you will see the original point where the light enters the sphere, and will also see a reflected sphere of light on the other side. These would resemble the Sun and the Moon: as if the Moon is a reflection of the Sun, looking about the same size - yet being polar opposites with the Sun being bigger and Earth orbiting it, and the Moon being smaller and orbiting us. So the arrangement of these bodies as seen from Earth would exactly emulate this light shining into the translucent sphere, making it the perfect place for the original light to be refracted.

Fractality in evolution

Like a flower that grows from its stem, or a baby that grows inside a body, the universe grows inside something that is both a dimension outside of it (comparable with the stem/body that the flower or baby that grows, is 'within' or originates from), and within it, through the connection through the center: be it the center of the flower which connects it to the stem, the umbilical cord for a baby, or the point from which the expansion of the universe originates for the universe at large (where the Big Bang is said to have happened: everywhere). Like this, the point of convergence at the heart would connect to the greater encapsulating dimension the thing that grows (or expands) originates from.

Awareness is of finer fluctuation and objects are of bigger fluctuation II

Awareness/the psychic(: of the psyche) is of a higher/lighter(: more fleeting) sphere of influence or atmosphere (light cannot escape the dark: everything is under an atmosphere; though, do remember that when the light comes, shades fade) than the outer solid forms: the lower also means the 'grosser' things - as opposed to the more high, or heavenly. Higher atmosphere is higher frequency. Higher frequencies are more psychic/mental, as opposed to lower frequencies, which have more to do with the bodily. In the outer, things become inverted as the outer is like an 'negative' (or) inversion of the inner - so the 'hollow' awareness(: awareness being the space within which things are) manifests as a convex (like a sphere/ball, like the Earth or other objects). And the outer, which is really enclosed in the inner perception(: we always see things through the lens of our awareness: 'light' - or things - cannot escape the 'dark' of one's unconscious, or subconscious in this sense), seems to also be enclosed in an outer form. The outer is a warping of the original (ethereal) 'light', and is therefore refracted: the original (ethereal) 'light' becomes divided up into separate(: more diverged), enclosed, parts/objects. Also, the outer solid forms are like a negative of the inner as this inner becomes, as it were, 'imprinted' on the outer forms (the outer forms form after the impact from the interaction with the sphere of influence from which the awareness originates) - such as in the case of anything living.

Ethereal light as dimensional doorway
  
 • On LSD, I realized it would be more difficult to fall asleep. I said to myself, realizing that sleep wouldn't kick in and I was stuck with my mind for a while and so I had to get my mind right to have some rest: "in the end, it's all about frequency" (in my native language Dutch: "uiteindelijk draait het allemaal om frequentie"). I said it the spirit of how an old friend of mine, who provided much guidance in the spiritual realm at the time, would have said it. The moment I said that, my vision began to flicker slightly at increasing speed as I could feel the frequency of (the resonance of) my brain increase with the intensifying flickering, to where I could see an orb made of visual snow so strong it wasn't see-through, with what would seem as a sort of Buddhist decoration/'inscription' (like the Sanskrit 'ॐ'/'ohm'-symbol) very crisp and clearly. After that, the frequency dropped again to normal level over the course of a few seconds. What stood out was that it happened just a bit too quickly, which actually hurt my brain (like hitting a mental brick wall). The very second this happened, I could hear my nextdoor neighbor say: "ouch!" (in my native language Dutch: "au!").

 • Another time, having used Speed and weed, I was outside, sitting on a bench at night. I was having a 'weightless'/clear feeling in my body. Only to my left it felt not clear, so I decided to go and take a look. I decided to go over there, where an old medieval gate serves a bridge in the park area I was in. The street light was broken, so one could barely see anything on the gate itself. I decided to let loose and try to hallucinate there for a bit. The visual snow in my vision accumulated very strongly, combined with a weightless feeling, to where I could see an orb made of the visual snow, grain/noise, or light-'pixels' of one's vision, hanging in front of me (at least seemingly) 'in the air' at a couple of meters distance. Then, I noticed someone standing near it, in the dark - and figured that it was his aura with which I was interacting in some way, resulting in me seeing that 'orb'.

This ethereal light being made of the 'light-pixels' of my vision reveals what a scientist named Arthur Eddington wrote almost a century ago: "all through the physical world runs the unknown content which must surely be the stuff of our consciousness". This ethereal light might elevate one to surpass/go beyond the current reality as it may be a doorway to more realities one may tune in to.

Third pole

Things, rather than two poles, have three poles (even Earth has a so-called 'third pole', *wink* - namely the Tibetan Plateau - and otherwise Poland): north, south, and a 'third pole' in the center/middle that is also the enveloping or encompassing thing or 'dimension' from which both poles came: think of the stem of a flower from which the leaves of the flower springs, which is connected to the seed - which comes from another flower. The same goes for the perpetuation of blood lines. Vertically, the genitals are in the middle, and the child, once the female is impregnated, begins growing from the heart - although the brain comes from the sperm-cell, which has the nucleus in the head, and, like the stem from the flower grows out of the seed, has the - what is to become the spine, or - tail grow out of it. The hemispheres of the brain are also centered around the middle.

Anatomy of the universe

Nothing, in the context of one's psyche/(sub-, or un)conscious, is of a finer/more delicate, more balanced frequency-dimension. Nothing, holding the energetic/ethereal realm, would be a state of pure potentiality, containing potentiality for more realities - a stability between/meeting of opposing forces - consisting of (more) impermeable/opaque (material) substance(: convexity) and (more) permeable/translucent substance(: medium/fabric, hollow), including spiritual/psychic and energetic substance along with matter; with the present occupation of the volume being manifested energy. What we can tell from what we know about matter, the further we zoom in on something convex, the smaller its constituent convex forms turn out to be. They operate in cycles: forms are cycles, bend in on themselves (in the grander process between the material and more immaterial psyche, we also see the matter observing itself or 'bending' in on itself). The obvious matter would be grosser cycles, nothingness consisting of finer, less permanent/persistent cycles. This small is the large, the larger being a different scale manifestation of the convex 'interference-pattern' 'pixel-grid'. There are concave and convex curvatures, and flatness. Flatness goes on indefinitely. Convex and concave(: curved) bend/reflect/curve back onto themselves (analogous for us reflecting on ourselves and the reality: observation). There is inward and outward movement, often manifesting torus shapes because its the most efficient way of intermingling densities/permeabilities. So physically, our reality consists of permeable/impermeable tensions radiating outwardly and/or pulling inwardly. Less permeability knows/consists of more/grosser fluctuation, so holds less balance. Masses accumulate the energy it has pulled in, in the center of the mass - which matter then radiates it. If energy is like waves, matter is like a vortex. The torus structure/cycle can communicate with/(interact)act across different scales, because in the center is a smaller vortex motion of the greater one surrounding it - thus, in a universe with complexity spanning multiple scales, it may be able to interact with other dimensions; in fact: we know it does, because we see living forms each living their own realities, which realities are also made of something in order to actually exist(: exist in one's observation). It is that in which the physical is reflected, which is encoded and thus embedded in the physical as well - which the physical (dimension and its substances/materials) needs in order the become apparent to an individual.

Self-similar - so fractal-like - universe

The brain cells look just like the cosmic web or the universe at extremely large scale(: Alberto Feletti, a neurosurgeon at the University of Verona, and Franco Vazza, astrophysicist at the University of Bologna, performed a quantitative analysis of neural and cosmic networks, revealing they express self-similar fractal characteristics). That at different scales similar structures show up, is fractal-like, showing that the universe is a fractal-like structure.

Person and universe are an inversion/reflection of one another
  
The living being is, as it were, an inversion of the the greater universe (the way the insides of the lung look like the tree which's oxygen they consume, and even look like the branches of a tree) - and viewing things algebraically: going both ways, the universe the is a negative inversion of the person, in this mutual relationship of each encompassing the other from its own perspective/side. The head is a reflection of the greater universe and communicates with the greater (non-local) thought-field, below that are the organs meant to consume the atmosphere and a some of its substances and products from Earth, the genitals are concerned with the other sex(: persons), and the legs are concerned with the immediate surroundings(: one's own square meter). So the higher essence is divided to create a new representation of the whole. The heart serves as the point of 'unity' for the body, as the blood connecting it to all organs flows through it. The body has the point of convergence at the top, the point of divergence at the bottom, and the point where those two come together (the point if division) at the heart.

Sub-atomic particles are like reflections and refractions of void: a more concentrated version of the same thing that is the void and the space around us. As the energy becomes less intense as the contraction loosens, as the scales become larger because they are a delayed reaction of the parts that the patterns that are created consist of, it refracts and so dilutes the energy. In the case of living beings, the brain - which has roughly the same structure of the greater universe, thus showing self-similarity - would be the lens through which this essence of oneness, the life-force, refracts and dilutes to form the individual that ends up interacting with the form through the body - which is the final part of this refracting lens that is the body.
  
A universal spectrum from positive to negative

Forms/atmospheres are or everything (emphasis on the word '-thing') is a degree of positive/negative on the overall spectrum that is the universe. Spirit/the psyche (working with a field of thought, so frequencies, so waveforms) would be more positive: of more convergence, synthesis or synergy, than (separate) forms or outer expressions/manifestations. Thoughts go from inner to outer, while the presently manifested works from outer to inner. One has to go somewhere with one's consciousness in order to reach the outer dimensions with it, starting from the initial state.
Nature abhors a vacuum and so tries to fill it, so creates a pull towards it or comes with something to fill the void (hence, when you give, you receive), causing symmetry/balance to be broken, which splits the 'light'(: also in terms of weight) that we know as this initial nothingness, as the energy is released (like an explosion when you split an atom: an atom bomb) following that - and so refracts/dilutes it(: what we know to be the Big Bang leading to our universe). Things try to evaporate and become lighter: the expansion of our universe would be because it is essentially constantly being sucked vacuum, which is what the initial nothingness would indicate, and which would also explain why the expansion is accelerating: as the attraction between objects fades the vacuum-sucking force takes over. That is the electric current that is the universe, and that is how something can get created out of nothing. The bigger/older/more delayed fluctuation that accumulates as the pull towards filling the vacuum/nothingness coalesces, dissipates its energy, becoming lighter. As lightness is withdrawn from something and becomes lighter as it radiates, that which remains becomes 'older': of more matured or 'aged' quality. Think of the branching out of a tree that creates solid matter as the tree dissipates its energy.

Grounding of energy

Our universe is a playing out of opposing forces with one another. These are forces working against and causing one another (like the inward and outward force as caused by the flow of energy when densities intertwine).
That things know polarity (like galaxies, stars, planets etc., and particles): a north and south pole, one pole spinning the one way (clockwise/counter-clockwise) and the other pole the other way - is yet another fractal manifestation of the inward and the outward force - interacting to meet somewhere and create a 'heart'(: center) - attempting to contract and expand (collapse/ cancel out towards equilibrium), but cannot under the force of its own contradictory forces, thus the tension (or 'electricity') does not ground into itself and becomes like a 'bottleneck'. When the energy can become balanced and no contradictory forces are obstructing it, it is like the energy can 'ground' (like the grounding of electricity).

Third pole II

Unity/oneness, therefore alignment, would be qualities of the 'third pole': there where the poles become one. The void into which things dissipate and from which things accumulate is the collective root, which is the seed: the cycle has completed or has not yet begun (when a plant is full-grown and gives off seed, from which a new plant may grow). 'Light'/energy radiates from the void which it dissipates into. There is a connectedness at the root(/seed) of that which is an expression(/grows out) of it.

Collapse towards balance: 'well-roundedness'.

Along with the fleetingness of a vacuum comes symmetry/alignment, which permits a collapse/cancelling out of what is there towards balance(: 'well-roundedness'). From it accumulate the contradictory forces/fluctuations/discrepancies which make up forms, which dissipate back into it(: ultimately decay as their energy is radiated). These are the outward and inward force. In the case of there being something, the supposed expanding fleeting energy is pulled back into an orbit, while the supposed inward energy has to begin rotating around the core as the asymmetry of there being something makes it so what is there can't fully even out, become balanced, and as such fully collapse towards the core: there is an obstruction. It is the contradicting force which impedes a trajectory, twisting and curving the hypothetical infinite straight line/trajectory to form an orbit or (spiral/torus/)vortex of sorts (like in the case of, say, particles and waves - being oscillations - or cosmic bodies - bodies throughout the scales of the universe, in any case). In the case of balance there is no contradicting force to any energy that wants to dissipate or collapse, so the electricity grounds completely and seamlessly.

Anatomy of the universe II

Things grow where the more massive comes to (the lighter) light (coming from a star, energizing a planet) - leading to things growing near the surface. We - at least our bodies - are indeed the mass- or tension-having thing (as well). The lighter is at the top(/more fleeting, away from the center of mass) - heavier, towards the bottom(/more contracted, towards the center of mass). The more massive forms are harder(: more sudden transitions between density, so more discrepancy - and more roaring). From the more significant(ly there) comes an overweight, an exertion/impact (so energy is transferred). There is difference in density/permeability: densities/permeabilities intertwining. The impact that these things are, that moves these things, comes from somewhere/is the consequence of something (that was at one point adjacent). Nothing is irreducible, the finest. The total weight of what has ever been, if changing at all, can only accumulate, as things can only be added. Forms, as they exert their potential energy, become lighter. (Dreams, too, are of a more fleeting, lighter, type of awareness. We experience the outer world within the same construct as the dream.) As the symmetric grows, or we 'zoom in on it', it becomes asymmetric as the fluctuations begin to show: heralding misalignment. As per entropy, from these wild forces, things align to eventually form life, harmonizing to reach lighter alignment to things with less discrepancy. We are the massive thing (in the 'foreground') having reached a place of delicacy, growing into the less massive ('background'). Sensitivity comes with self-realization. It seems that things can develop sensitivity over time as the form seeks to become more lasting(: this overweight working on the stiller forces to propagate itself. Also, it is a form of stabilizing - of a swinging pendulum gaining stillness.) It tries to overcome discrepancy in trying to further the alignment/wonder that is one's existence and psyche. Sensitivity has to do with sensing and realizing finer and finer forces, or anything to begin with. So within the finer, something somehow made a sound, which is slowly fading and dissipating (the universe seems to expand exponentially) as it echoes, reaching possible alignments along the way as things work towards balance. As things are a loop, a curved field, the end is connected to the beginning, so feedback of consciousness could be established. According to quantum field theory (QFT) particles are excitations within their own field. So too, consciousness involves interaction with the field around us. Physically, we are a product of our surroundings - as would we be a product of lighter atmospheres/energetic fields that one's brain would resonate/interchange information with.

There are the field-movements(: 'waves', waveforms or wavefunctions, those quantum wavefunctions being wave-mechanics in a sort of superfluid which would be the medium that is the fabric) being an impression of forces. There are the 'dots': matter, concentrates where impermeability as a consequence of expulsive force is caused by (more) dense movements. Because the substance is more dense itself, something travels less easily through the medium that is that fabric: things becomes less fleeting. There are the places where the movement pulls towards(: mass), signified by impermeability, caused by resistance. The 'concentrate' that is mass, pulls/contracts, creating resistance - causing expulsion and bulging. Pulling force versus expulsive force, pulling and pushing things. And there is the greater sphere of influence: the (more) infinite/volumeless things(: emptiness) pull/collapse towards from where the expulsion comes/from where things expand. The universe expands/diverges because of a breaking in symmetry in forces: causing resistance, causing relative expulsion and relative contraction. A particle is a wave-mechanic/movement; waves are fluctuations in strongness. In mass(: including matter) things are so densely concentrated/contracted that things become more impermeable. Impermeability is really pressure differences. The fact that there is a resistance stopping the movement of something and holding it in place relatively, is that the pressure outside is higher in relation to the pressure within the substance, than would be if the material were more fleeting. So there is asymmetry causing pressure differences, causing alternating/fluctuating behavior/revolving around a point of balance(, and it follows the path of the least resistance). The forces acting to bring this asymmetric point of balance into existence don't just come about from the imbalance/perceived discrepancy (in a circular chain reaction: the forces cause the discrepancy and the discrepancy cause the forces - grown naturally over time), but the discrepancy also is a fluctuation in a greater field/fabric/sphere of influence enacting these opposing forces to create it. Did it grow/come about naturally or manually? Perhaps, the experiencing of this discrepancy comes about from the tuning/tapping in to a frequency/waveform. The outer would be the aged accumulated product/solidifying or substantiation/slow-motioning of the energy that also comprises consciousness/the inner as the (virtual) particles/waveforms accumulate into bigger structures. This lower frequency would slowly react to, and align/resonate with, this higher frequency.

Awareness of the universe

There, apparently, is physical alignment with the existence of a person (which may be of it or precede it). The person may precede the present manifestations, and the present manifestations may be a piece/part of its mind - being something to go into and 'merge' with/become part of. Regardless, our universe does produce individual persons being aware - which may be the product of a collective, alive quality of awareness, or of a collective of awarenesses, or of a sort of universal being/being that is the universe or being that the universe is part/a manifestation of(: existence arising from the pre-existence of a being) - and in any case emerge within/from the greater whole that is existence(: a being arising from existence). Existence would not exist or might as well not have existed without producing (an) awareness/(a) being - which existence might very well be the product of the (pre-)existence of a being, as it will always produce a condition where one would (have) exist(ed). The universe produces persons, which may be a fractal refraction of an initial being/life-force(: as matter is a dilution of the alive essence of this 'being', however it be aware if it is aware at all - perhaps something similar to a plant's awareness? Or rather a 'God's' awareness/mind), which may reside in the space as or in the 'direction' of ethereal(: balanced) energy/light. This universal being would be yourself (so you can believe in yourself; God is somewhere in all of us) - there are 'infinitely' many minds on even just this planet, let alone perhaps in the universe, as part of this giant mind-fractal - which would render the total amount of minds in the universe to be one. This one mind would be the universal being, traveling from and towards the point of unification(/'entropy'). This ethereal light would harbor the lighter/higher octaves or smaller/finer scales of fluctuation towards the point of unification - the grosser, more physical(/diverged) substance-related things, would harbor the heavier/darker/lower octaves or larger scale structures. The thing that we came from or that created us: of course there are the physical factors, we can also say that the brain operates at certain frequencies, and those frequency fields can therefore have something to do with consciousness as well. Spiritually, we can stem from these frequency fields of information, as our bodies evolved into existence from the physical and began resonating with them - we may also have pre-existed in these fields (and perhaps aided evolution?), though the question then remains what that came from and what, then, that came from?

Iterative nature of evolution

The process of creating a (mathematical) fractal involves applying a mathematical formula iteratively: each step uses the output of the previous step as its input, creating a feedback loop. While not involving physical waves, the iterative nature of fractal generation resembles the concept of interference (through time, a fundamental property of spacetime). Just as waves interfere to produce complex patterns, the recursive application of a formula in fractals generates complex, self-similar structures over iterations. Even evolution works iteratively (by re-applying the same principle over and over again): survival of the fittest - meaning that the organism which gives the right input for an observer to act on ends up surviving and reproducing.

When looking from the perspective of the matter aspect instead of the immaterial(/inner) aspect, inner becomes outer

In the outer world of solid objects, because those objects are like a negative of the surroundings - and because in the world of solid objects things are viewed centered around the solid objects - masculine and feminine, or outer and inner, become, as it were, inverted or interchanged(: in the world of the satellite, the satellite becomes the core - the outer form becomes the inwardly located center of mass, and the space, which is associated with the inner, becomes the 'outer' thing surrounding that). So the inward point of overall convergence physically is associated with the outer fleeting space, while the outward point(s) of divergence's are towards the inner center of mass.

Particles as 3d standing waveforms

Particles would be (part of) a sort of '3d waves'/standing waveforms/vortices within our (physical) scale/'frequency range'. Different waves harbor different worlds. They make up an interference-pattern. Stillness/weightlessness (having the ability to absorb, concave, more fleeting/expanded) and movement/mass (creating impermeability/resistance, contraction, and being convex). Matter (which has mass) is vortices of spacetime: general relativity describes gravity as the curvature of spacetime caused by mass and energy (- and black holes are sort of vortices of spacetime, creating an 'eye of the storm'; like spacetime is a sort of water in which the eye of the storm would be like a bubble of air). It dilates time: gravity influences time by causing time to pass more slowly in stronger gravitational fields. The bigger the mass, the more impermeable the substance, the slower time goes (your time appears to stay the same, but goes slower from someone else's perspective). So, the more/bigger the mass/fluctuations, the bigger the drag on time/the smaller the pull on time - likewise, the faster you go, the more time appears to slow down from the perspective of your surroundings.

The universe as frozen light III

The universe is like a 'slowed'(: more massive) reverberation - creating an iterative interference-pattern, as this light keeps reacting to its own presence - of 'light' (all electromagnetic radiation can be considered 'light' - although light visible to the human eye is specific frequencies of this light). The universe is said to have begun with the Big Bang, which is said to have been an intense burst of energy, or 'light' (which includes light in the form of photons). The remnants of this initial burst are observed today as the cosmic microwave background (CMB) radiation, which is a faint glow spread throughout the universe.
Quantum fluctuations in the early universe left an imprint on the distribution of matter and energy, creating density variations that later led to the formation of galaxies and large-scale structures.
Like the quantum fluctuations of the vacuum cancel out on a larger scale(: cancelling out into what we perceive as the relative transparency of volume/space), when viewing the universe on an extremely large scale, it also seems 'even'(: isotropic and homogenous): the fluctuations cancel out. The total net energy of the universe as a whole might be exactly zero. This idea arises because the positive energy associated with matter and radiation in the universe could potentially be exactly balanced by the negative gravitational potential energy of all objects in the universe being attracted to each other. In the early universe or in certain physical systems, there can be conditions where forces or contributions are symmetrically balanced or cancel each other out. This symmetry ensures that the net energy or effect of these forces is zero or minimal. As the system evolves or undergoes transitions (such as in the early universe), these symmetries can be, and were, broken. What was once a cancellation of forces or contributions can evolve into a situation where these contributions no longer cancel out perfectly, thus appearing as the creation or release of energy(: like the Big Bang is to have been). This can happen due to changes in temperature, energy levels, or interactions between components of the (greater) system. So when symmetry is broken, previously balanced or symmetric contributions would no longer cancel out perfectly - leading to an asymmetry in the system, where the net effect is no longer zero. The difference between the previously cancelling contributions now manifests as observable energy or changes in energy states.

'1 + 1 = 3'

The you, the nature of being, is immaterial. We are more than the sum of our parts. We are rooted in material and immaterial densities/properties of substance. Time and space consist of causality. The nature of intention/focus is energetic: it is the directing of energy by thinking about something. One experiences an inner harmonic/character-radiation. There is a psychic field, within frequencies/information fields, which forms of growth originate from. From there, like recursive iterations of the same algorithm in a fractal, the evolutionary 'algorithm' that is survival of the fittest (in that it determines the throughput to our experience determining our actions, which determines which genetics go to the next generation as per procreation) is applied repeatedly. It is the mass, the drag on matter, which provides the resistance for the form to 'want to' or have a tendency to preserve its inertia. This drag creates a resonating frequency with fields of information which fractal patterns (the brain has fractal properties) form around - breaching into - our world: intersecting 'dimensions' or different densities/permeabilities/solidnesses. Therefore, we are a combination of and rooted in immaterial energies and material energetic frequencies(: matter). The resonating with these fields comes with the being imprinted on matter, the character-radiation of the field of information that it resonates with. We are a combination of energetic information networks, and solid matter interacting, all revolving around a center within the fractal whole: a lower iteration of its higher-dimensional self.

More than just particles

Things are more than the sum of their parts, meaning: things are not just a collection of subatomic particles, as is often thought. Not only is ordinary matter only about 5% of the total mass of the universe according to theoretical physicists (which hints at that there is more to this universe than just what we perceive) - in living beings, recombining the elements that constitute its being does not restore the system to its original condition: because the context of the combination is different, a quality in it is lost. Splitting something may produce something, but that does not mean that those things are what constitutes the overall something in its entirety - it just means that that's what it looks like if you split it. As with quantum entanglement (pilot-wave theory): particles are guided by a guiding pilot-wave. Knowing the position of one particle tells you something about the position of the entangled partner-particle. While the wave function can recombine, the particles themselves will have followed particular paths influenced by the separation, and those paths may influence the final configuration in a way that doesn't fully restore the system: the system's evolution during the split would leave an imprint on the trajectories of the particles, which may prevent a full restoration to the pre-split state.The universe is uniform at its root II: singular or dual?

The fractal-like universe exhibits self-similarity, a property of fractals.
One such self-similarity is the structure of convergence and divergence: they are a structural uniformity of the universe. Multiplicity is nested in and has within it the singularity that is oneness of our universe. If the multiverse exists - or multiple dimensions exist - wouldn't they be different regions of the same universe? Even if something would be totally distinct from the other, wouldn't that within which they exist still be a common thing/framework? That the universe encompasses all is a key feature of the universe, and that is what distinguishes the universe from its the variety/multiplicity of its parts.

Recursive universe made of the volumeless

If black holes culminate in singularity - which singularity would be of a different dimension than the dimensions our universe is of, as this singularity would be a true unity, and so uniform(: not having a boundary) - this singularity would encompass our universe, which, as said, is said to be uniform/even(: isotropic and homogenous, and thus without boundary - and so: infinite) at scales bigger than 300 million light-years - therefore amounting to this same (balanced) state: our universe would be (at least: part of) the same singularity, but 'zoomed in'/expanded. Singularities would be of the same isotropic homogeneity (which, again, our universe at our scale where physicality becomes distinguishable, is said to, overall, be, if you zoom out far enough - so: our universe being a zoomed in/expanded fragment of this isotropic homogeneity of which this singularity is, expanding into this, and moving towards this equilibrium as per entropy), where our apparent universe we perceive from this 'zoomed-in' (relative to the isotropic homogenous state which the singularities would be of) perspective would be the manifested fluctuations, being/comprising the patterns/harmonics or frequencies/energies that make up this boundary condition within it and between it and itself that is our universe (also noting that anything could become a black hole if you could concentrate enough mass) - which will then, in the case of our universe, also have within it or point to this singularity of which it is that therefore encompasses it - which singularity is scale-invariant itself, not being of our dimensions as we know them. A point is that the state of the end-point and the beginning, or that different densities (say, of the very most concentrated energy and that of the most expansive/fleeting) amount to the same without the contrast as comes from them being in relation to one another - as this singularity is scale-invariant (in a similar way to what theoretical physicist Roger Penrose has proposed with his 'conformal cyclic cosmology': where at the end of its current existence/cycle, our universe sort of 'forgets' how big it is - or becomes 'conformally invariant' - when it has expanded far enough - making the end of one cycle or æon the beginning of the next as 'forgetting' would put this universe back in the same conditions it was in initially, prior to its expansion). This would make the universe a self-interfering interference-pattern, and a holographic (in the sense of: integral) fractal-like structure. Through this mechanism, the singularity would be linked to infinity - also rendering our universe to be infinite in this sense, which would contain these singularities - which would make our universe have infinite complexity; and thus being a sort of recursive(: bending in on/interfering with itself, iteratively/again and again throughout multiple cycles) fractal, forming itself within itself. Again, this singularity could also include many other 'corners' of existence or (higher) dimensions of the universe(/multiverse) (including, apparently, that of the origin of our being - as we are more than the outer: as one could never grasp who one is in terms of things one is not). These singularities and their self-interfering nature would be similar to how we, through our inner/psychic perceptions/awarenesses, self-observe - showing the likeness between the higher dimensions and this singularity. The universe, again, would have infinite complexity and so be infinite, even though it, apparently, 'curves back onto itself' in the form of one's perceptual feedback-loop.
    
A universal spectrum from positive to negative II

Things can be seen as on a spectrum from positive to negative: the converged and the diverged are really positive and negative. Convex is positive, concave is negative. Conflict is negative, resolve is positive. Light is positive, dark is negative. Good is positive, evil is negative.
The overall neutral (or the overall volume/space) corresponds to the positive (coming from a small point, or rather pointless, or volumeless - which is scale-invariant): things emerge from the converged - and the fluctuations/polarization within it would be its negative, being a fragmentation/refraction of the overall potential for manifestation.
This positive energy is 'grounding' (like an electric current would try to complete the circuit), expanding and unfolding in the process. As this gets older, it expands/grows, so dilutes/refracts, and therefore polarizes. This converged/positive state emerges from, and negative ends (thinking like an electric current) in - or diverges into - the scale-invariant volumeless (neutral, balanced state).

Nature of consciousness

Beings exist in the image of a spiritual essence/inner: the vibration, which reflects information about that which resists or resonates with it, causing the nature of the substance in a cymatic working with feedback(: both influencing one another).
Consciousness is a feedback process where one responds based on what one predicts for the future, which is part of a more fundamental feedback process: the overall receptivity of a substance for recoil, forming the object, or the will of something to maintain its current arrangements. The iterative nature of this forming - the being formed over and over again many times - leads to complex patterns such as consciousness where something happens so many times, it creates an increased force opposing/resisting it.
The intricate alignment/order/(and the capacity for) harmony/harmonies/harmonics of consciousness would be an example of things acting as one - including the integration of multiple layers of the universe: including being conductive to 'matrixes' systems such as intelligence, which again have a structure/harmonics because of the nature of that which comprises it - and this energy field would be of more harmonious/aligned harmonics interacting with more clumped together substance/matter: harmonics on an extremely large scale(: the spiral motion of planets and stars in solar systems, or the spiral motion of galaxies, resembling the spiral motion of particles/waves that are oscillations/fluctuations at a smaller scale).

How life/evolution arises

The most prevailing form survives (like plants that are competing for resources: evolution or reproducing of the strongest), so under a recursive pressure feedback-patterns arise which allow for a more efficient flows of energy(: things going from a to b) of applied force, naturally forms arises that take initiative in their creation, which creates its intelligence or cunningness. 
Evolution is the accumulation of the strongest(: most efficient and effective use of resources/flow of energy) prevailing, and so naturally arises under (its) recursive pressure. 
As stronger draws out the weak, the most efficient system prevails. 
Evolution (so life) is the accumulation of the strongest(: most efficient and effective use of resources/flow of energy) prevailing, naturally arising under (its) recursive pressure: being the tendency for things to drown out one another.

Arising of polarity

As something that expands (like the universe) as it were gets sucked vacuum, polarization arises because it is the easiest way of stretching up - so in other words: the most efficient way of energy (re)distribution in a balancing the center of mass. Polarization (with opposing forces locking one another in place, like a particles orbiting one another) arises because it is the way of least resistance in a balancing out.

The major branches out into the minor. The universe itself seems to be principally based on divergence and convergence/synthesis (things coming together, things coming together in a nice way), where the converged/synthesized/synergetic state is a more intimate and resolved and/or dissoluted (in the case of matter) one. From one encompassing balanced vector of relative neutrality(: the 'neutral' point of origin of polarizations/sides), a major and minor, former and latter, or foreground and background, or protagonist and antagonist, positive and negative, arise. The inner(: from where one emanates) and outer(: where the edges of one's form are confronted with other 'edges') form two poles in one's existence. The two poles can come together again, forming a third pole: (a) neutral (between them). The separated poles(: positive and negative separately) would be more 'electron-like', more polarized/opposing, further out from the core. This encompassing state of oneness/balance/neutral would be the more 'proton-like'/'sun-like' (like a core). The third pole: there where different sides come together again, is where the positive and negative come together to form a neutral between them. The newly formed oneness is the point where the poles come together with the (encompassing) state of more oneness: think of the baby in the case of the union of the male and the female, where they bring a new child into the flesh. The positive corresponds to the neutral, or both together: from this neutral the positive emanates - and the negative corresponds to both polarities separately; and the neutral where those opposites come together again, corresponds in quality to the opposites coming together in this positive pole. That's how through the heart the encompassing dimension may speak. A flower comes from a single seed, which comes about as masculine (having to do with the confronting opposites) and feminine (having to do with things coming together in a nice way) come together - and this goes for many living things. 'Convergence' and 'divergence' also correspond to the forces of 'good' and 'evil'. There is the whole, and the part. Distinction (so: parts) works through opposites/opposing forces, so the whole should be something more balanced/coherent/integrated. Singularity would be scale-invariant. The 'part' is characterized by relative significance (also in the sense of partiality, or competition - in interpersonal dynamics) of some sort, which makes up what we perceive. The 'light' cannot escape the dark - though, remember that when the light comes, shades fade. Everything is under an atmosphere. One's functioning inner would, complete with sensitivity of inner and outer sensations, would be of more intricate alignment than lifeless/blunt matter - so, the experience of the outer ought to have arisen within and so from our experience of our inner/psychic perception: for alignment to arise there should intrinsically be the potentiality for such compatibility between different elements/facets comprising (our) existence. Any encompassing whole would be 'timeless'/non-linear with respect to the time dimension. So, seen from the perspective of physicality, we should come from fields of information which are based in the finer substances/(atmo)sphere(s) (of influence) than ordinary physical solid substances/matter, from where it interacted with and 'incubated'/incarnated/born into this denser matter. The more massive and/or solid forms are harder, more dense, more impervious/impermeable/impenetrable - the finer(: like the fine specs of energy comprising space) corresponds to the surrounding 'background' in(to) which things grow. The 'sound'(/vibration/energy) that comprises these also comes from somewhere...

Things that encompass the whole are often associated with balance: light is associated with goodness. In beings with an inner arises intimacy. They know love and compassion (unlike ordinary lifeless/blunt matter, for example). Also, when our inner gets manifested in the outer, this tends to make things more intimate - as opposed to circumstances determining our behavior(: being the victim to or being lead by circumstances or the imperfections of life), for example: a job from intrinsic motivation versus just for the money, so circumstances determining the situation - or art versus purely functional forms. People that care a lot about their feelings, and people that are more sensitive, are often considered to be more feminine - which deals more with the inner/introspective. The masculine - which deals more with the outer - is more known for suppressing feelings and acting less sensitive, like in the way its normal for young boys to roughhouse - whereas in the feminine atmosphere people tend to act more sweet to and considerate of one another. The outer is known for making one harder. Young or unmolded(: unaffected by the outer circumstances/the imperfections of life) consciousness, consciousness as it naturally - like occurs in infants and animals - is more balanced, or has, among other things, a more balanced quality to it: a spontaneous, and otherwise quiet mind - so a mind that is at ease and not tense. For example: being able to get to sleep more easily. Accommodating/harmonized with the inner, one gets a more stable (less volatile) and at-ease, so balanced, state of being/'inertial state'. Higher nature refers to having to do with consciousness, the spirit/spiritual, or psyche. Lower nature refers to having to do with the physical matter or bodily. Lower nature carries more sin, as the lower nature has more to do with the self-interest. Consciousness should have a form as well: something in which it is recorded and set - albeit not (completely) of solid matter. It should therefore be waves, or a signal, in the space around the matter. The consciousness/spiritual aspect of something convinces us to do good - the matter aspect of it convinces us to act out of self-interest.

There is the masculine, which deals more with the outer and thus represents the lower natured or diverged, and the feminine which deals more with the inner/introspective and thus represents the higher natured or converged (where multiple become one) - when they come together we get something yet more intimate: the baby (which could be either gender). Where the head, which represents the higher nature - and as you go down to the legs, the nature it represents becomes lower and lower (snakes, which are closer to the ground, swallow things whole and so are more involved in something bodily like eating - whereas birds take tiny bites, except for the birds living closest to the ground - or sea - like a pelican or a seagull) - where those come together is the heart, which represents intimacy. Vortex (such as a torus)/spinning/spiralling forces in the universe arises as lower and higher densities/permeabilities coincide. Inward and outward forces coincide to create alternating lighter and heavier (or inner and outer) vortex/spiral forces. The torus arises because it is the most efficient forms for these different densities of substance to interchange. The sphere and spiral are connected to cycles or loops, because they bend back onto themselves. The encompassing dimension is what things arise in. It bears much energy, from which things spring: light cannot escape the dark (- though, remember that when the light comes, shades fade).
The physical form is its negative inversion (like the negative of a photo). The 'radiating visible light'(: the physical objects reflecting the light) is like a negative inversion of the wide concave space, the way our body is like a negative inversion of the surroundings/environment - for example: the inside of the lungs, which consumes the oxygen plants give off, not only looks like a tree or plant, which give off the oxygen - what it is and what it does is also dependent on what the world it's built for and supposed to function in, is like. Imagine an asteroid or planet travelling through space. It's craters indicate where it has crashed into other bodies - and in this, the way it is is because of what something encounters and other forces acting on it. Like this, things are a negative of the surroundings (and an interference-pattern). Also, when looking at it algebraically, by which I mean going both ways, the universe therefore also is the negative of the person - as each encompasses the other from its own perspective; this person being a refraction of the overall cosmic 'person' we can indicate as the overall encompassing void because it is its psyche that is encompassing us, all of us together making up the total refraction of the total person that would be associated with the infinite potential of the absence of the physically manifested/volumeless.

The proton, which is in the inside of the atom, wants to radiate outward - the electron, which is at the edge of the atom, wants to go inward; demonstrating how the universe is like a sphere trying to turn inside out, trying to alleviate its own irregularities. The lower nature has to do with the visible form/particle/earthly/bodily (the negative, like the negative of a photo) - and as consciousness is most likely something in the lighter (more positive) frequencies of the universe that fill the space, has to do with the space that surrounds us or void from which things come. This shows the main principle which keeps repeating in a sort of strange fractal manner. Following this principle, through positive and negative curvature, from a point, a current - or magnetic field - can come about. Causality in the universe is like a big 'breathing' movement, from higher dimensions - enclosing and contained within(: finer fluctuations/higher frequencies) the physical dimensions - to the bigger fluctuations/lower frequency physical substance and back. This spiral fractal-like structure is the torus that we see manifested as planets, stars, living organisms, particles, galaxies, and really every magnetic field - like a fractal refraction.

The masculine typically is more about usurping (dealing with the outer) and so represents the relatively significant. The feminine typically is more about intimacy (dealing with the inner/introspective) - the baby is yet even more intimate, and it can be both genders.
The head has to do more with the inner, and the side of the body with the legs more with the outer (and is also used to make babies, bring new life into the outer). The heart - which is about love/intimacy: 'unifying'(: letting function as though one) (at least in part) what one is and what one interfaces with - lies near the middle (the point of balance), and would also be the point of convergence/synthesis between those sides of the body - and between all organs via the bloodstream.
This point of balance/convergence/synthesis that is the heart only arose when 'the opposites' were introduced. So it should resonate in archetypal qualities with the overall/original 'point of balance/convergence' or 'state of synthesis', that the head would represent in the body, being more about the inner. The Sun would represent the head, being the overall point of convergence, and Earth the (local) 'heart-center'. The Sun is seen as corresponding to the converged force because it is bigger than all the other things/parts that revolve around it combined - so it corresponds to the superseding/encompassing unified(: acting as one) 'thing'/dimension/phenomenon, and is more 'protonic', or corresponds to the core rather than the satellite. A moon would represent the more diverged, 'electronic' force - corresponding to the satellite.

This pattern of convergence and divergence manifests throughout the universe: take the whole system of how bigger beings/objects come from seed(s) and egg- and sperm-cells, and how those carry more seed(s) or egg- or sperm-cells (and other necessary ingredients) to make the sequence of iterations of the bloodline self-perpetual - in a sort of giant fractal (through time) of divergence/convergence. The universe itself seems to have come from a small point, and be expanding (so 'diverging'). So, the universe often works with something that is within, or comes from, something else - as if a representation in the fractal-like structure that is our universe of a dimension (the outer) in a transcending dimension (the inner).
Like a flower that grows from its stem, or a baby that grows inside a body, the universe grows inside something that is both a dimension outside of it (comparable with the stem/body that the flower or baby that grows, is 'within' or originates from), and within it, through the connection through the center: be it the center of the flower which connects it to the stem, the umbilical cord for a baby, or the point from which the expansion of the universe originates for the universe at large (where the Big Bang is said to have happened: everywhere). Like this, the point of convergence at the heart would connect to the greater encapsulating dimension the thing that grows (or expands) originates from.
It makes sense the heart lies between the inner(: the head) and outer(: the side of the body with the legs). We are, after all, beings with an inner situated in the outer. This suggests the universe works like a sort of self-similar fractal.

The fact that we are born good(: innocent) and know love, shows that consciousness is of higher alignment or more synthesized quality (or 'convergence') than ordinary lifeless matter, and thus is closer to the origin of when everything was one(: distinction works through opposites, which arise when there is discrepancy or asymmetry - showing that alignment is something close to the source). All beings are born primarily good, so we must be permeated (in whichever sense) with a good-natured (or one reflecting an initial converged state of no resistance or going with the flow) inner aspect.

There are lighter 'forms' (or 'frequencies'/'harmonics'/fields of information) than the physical forms that surround us, which as it were make up a lighter 'dimension'(; these would be the higher-dimensional, so feminine/introspective, aspect). So dimensions really are graduals of density. Matter is more impeded energy. Lighter (more fleeting) energy is less impeded, so it spreads out the objects it is reflected by over the field, more. For instance, in the form of you being able to see or hear it from a distance in the case of light or sound: lighter field reflections of the objects or more impeded energy in a place - or even think about it, in the case of yet more unimpeded and so field-bound energetic aspects of things. Information - or the reflections of the objects in the field - is also encoded in the heavier(: more impeded energy), lower, forms/objects - as everything requires a medium(; this, the substance or matter in which information is 'reflected' or set, however light or dense, and the relation to - in the sense of resistance/collision with - other substance, would be the lower-dimensional so masculine aspect). So the lower aspect, the form, always has to do with the medium - and the survival/need for preservation for something living, it entails. (So the diverged opposites have to do with the outer. Naturally/originally/initially, we are in a state of peace.) The information (or reflections in the field of the lower medium that this information is reflected/set in, thus being a refraction) itself - which corresponds to the higher-dimensional quality - has to do with its meaning (whether a living being can derive added value from it or not - so the implications it has for one's consciousness): what the information renders, or is rendered, into, requires the frame of reference of a receiver. Meaning requires someone - means require a fabric. The way you think about something or realize something to be, and look at something (even the way you 'render' something, or feel something with your mind), changes its (feeling-)energy - also, observation is known to be able to influence the outer/physical reality in quantum physics: it substantiates reality. We are an inversed reflection of and reaction to the surroundings - and the surroundings could be a negative of us/the observer or a spirit, and also, spirit field(: this reality is like a mirror, like a being reflecting onto itself, or like a spiritual essence reflected onto matter) - with an energy surplus which allows us to react ahead of time based on previous experiences (think: genetics or perhaps spiritual memory). The alive quality and its frame of reference may well be the reflection and refraction of an alive whole.

Things grow from inner to outer. Through the point things grow from(: the heart), they are connected to the encompassing dimension. Therefore, the outermost corresponds to the innermost. These are part of a universal current, like a current through or around a wire.

As vortices come about from interacting inward and outward forces, creating vortex within vortex - alternating light and dark - vortex/orbits/curve, which is current, is the interaction between light and dark or lower and higher density (such as clear space and matter). The eye of the storm is as stationary as the stormless (or the clear 'sky' way outside of the storm).

The universe is like a sphere turning inside out (or outside in). The void would be the inside, the visible light we see would be us looking at the outside. The void is made up of the finer, matter/the relatively significant being of the bigger patterns.

We are beings who are within themselves, which are simultaneously in something they're not - which is also in them - and so those are intertwined. Hallucinations of ethereal light are auric interactions which one can perceive as feelable/tangible energies one can feel in the body, and can see situated in the outer world around them, yet be made of the stuff of one's inner vision(: the perceptual 'screen' within the inner one looks at/'the mind's eye') - being visible as intensified visual snow or a whitish 'substance' or overlay over the vision of the outer reality.

The poles, in whichever context, alternate (and/or envelop) one another. The outer world and the inner envelop and circumvent one another. It would seem that the one that came first, or the original, is the undivided or the oneness-'state'. As opposed to the distinct and partial 'thing' that is always changing and consists of opposites trying to - but never quite becoming - one, such as male and female, or polarity in a magnetic field, or whichever such example. In addition, since things only ever actually exist within one's experience, that which is most deeply intertwined with the one experiencing would be at the root or most fundamental - which would be: oneself and consequently one's inner apparatus, as opposed to that which one grows into and has to get used to by learning; which lessons, such as lessons in physical survival, sometimes or perhaps typically even are counter-intuitive because they could contradict moral grounds intrinsic to the primary nature of one's inner being.

The body is like a refracting lens for the light of the soul. As the universe seems to be a contradiction between positive (one: converged, synthesis, synergy) and negative (which is the many: diverged, divided, think of the many electrons in the electron cloud in an atom whereas there are just few protons and neutrons in the nucleus) - with the neutral/heart as point where those two come together once the many interrelate and so there is more than one and the diverged has become a fact (perhaps revealing the meaning of life) - forms are on a spectrum of being positive (of more convergence/oneness/convex) versus being negative (divergence/division/hollow). Likewise, our spirit/psyche is lighter (so more fleeting: away from a center), or more positive, than the outer form, which is more negative (so tighter: towards a center).
Things are the product of the inward and outward forces of a sort of multi-dimensional spiral/vortex (which is the intertwining of multiple levels of density).

The universe is like an electric current. Nature abhorring a vacuum causes a pull into the evaporating vacuum/things which fill the vacuum. The space is filled with things because nature abhors a vacuum. The hollow (encompassing dimension) is filled by new (more dense) energy (things: convex) because of this. This causes symmetry/balance to be broken, and something is created out of nothing. Meanwhile, because everything is constantly being 'sucked vacuum', the energy that is released expands acceleratingly.

While something gets older, the lightness is being withdrawn (evaporates/radiates) from it (or energy is dissipated, following the second law of thermodynamics) and becomes lighter - that which remains ages/matures or becomes 'older'(: 'refracts'). Think of a tree like a grounding flash of lightning as it branches out: the grounding of ethereal light and growing/becoming solid matter in the process.

The universe as a whole would be a fractal-like structure. Matter is like waves. Our universe is like an interference-pattern. The universe comes from the more uniform/converged state, then diverges into parts which then are comprised of opposing forces(: polarities, like positive/negative or gender - and causing spin in subatomic particles, as an example) working towards a point of balance (and since balance is uniform: convergence).